Monday, March 30, 2009

迟来了

这次的部落格搞到今天,星期日才写,原因是蛮有趣的,就是因为我的生活变健康了点!实属难得,我周末一天晚上八点睡了,昨天则是一点就睡了,可能真的很累,精神是足够的,只是身心上需要休息。

从上星期日说起,提一提我剩下的记忆…那天是我朋友们剃头的大日子!难得吧。因为他们参加舞蹈比赛,跳的是中国扇舞。我觉得应该不算是传统…可是本人没什么研究,只懂得看。对,那天晚上当然有去捧我朋友们的场咯!UM Festival Seni 08/09。那天是华人和印度人的分组舞蹈比赛,很少有机会看着类型的比赛,说来也蛮多惊喜的。当晚华人的舞蹈居多都是走优美路线,音乐都是抒情节奏慢的,惟有我们2nd这一队是很明显用了蛮轻快的歌曲和舞蹈。虽然说他们已经练习了很多次,可是我没有看过一次完整的,那晚真的让我大开眼界,也真正看到了他们的努力,一点也不简单,花的时间和心机是值得的。虽然蛮意外的,我们没得到第一的荣衔,可是想跟他们说的是,我觉得他们的表现是当晚最特别的了。最难忘的那一幕就是他们全部排成一排在耍扇的表情,我看到崇文和在和真的笑得很高兴,整个气氛都融洽了起来。不管结果是如何,加油!你们是最棒的!

我,达隆,Ken!
















































那意外真的蛮意外的…回到宿舍的时候大家还少了点兴致,不过当然还有一票人在热闹。他们还得收拾…男的要换下衣物还有选择如何处置自己的头发…女的就卸下头上所有的装扮。过后我边看着几位在厕所卸妆和剃头发。原来大家的头形蛮特别,达隆的就是比较尖,而且有点凹凸…崇文的头比较小,圆圆的剃了头依然不错。这些只是例子啦…而大家的共同点就是,人人都爱摸!哈哈!到现在还是,在吃晚餐时还是有人看见就伸手,效应不错。

而我参加的choir也逼近,星期三就是比赛的日期,而自己也还没什么准备好,担心…星期一那晚练习时,是我第一次听到大家唱出来的旋律,因为周末两天的练习我都没出席(内疚),然后他们已经换了新的呈现方式,我和几位就在他们面前看他们怎么表现。原来…听choir的感觉真不错,他们也唱得很好了!而接下来就是最后紧逼的练习了…今次是Samantha带领我们的,她算是付出了蛮大的,给了我们的感觉就是,我们不但只是参与地个活动那么简单,而是要真正享受一个活动,享受一起练习一起进步一起分享还有一起聚合的时间。忘不了她的开声茶,在这里真的没什么机会喝到亲手泡制的茶水…还有那几天我的喉咙也不怎么好,我想喝下的茶应该有帮助。






























开声茶!















星期三就是我们比赛的大日子了!紧张!下午我们就集合到DTC去彩排一次。那时我第一次登上DTC的舞台,还有那些灯光的照射,面对着眼前宽大的观众席,感觉真好!同时也加快的自己的心跳,因为晚上九时正式上台的时刻了。由于拿了APK的假期,我们那天也没什么上到课,我也是趁机休息,等到五点半就是我们集合的时候了,男女都盛装打扮,过后在DU舞台上开声作最后的练习,七点半往DTC出发,可是过后就松懈了下来,我们没什么机会看其它组的比赛,反而在外面等待…等了很久才知道还来得及进去看其他组的表演。观摩到一些觉得真的不错的组团,大家都浑身解数,又伴奏没伴奏一起上!厉害…看了大约三场我们就被催出去说要上台了,经过严格的检查后,我们才进得了后台,安静守候。

享受舞台的灯光……






































Choir全体?



















玉婷,妍霓



















我,玉婷



















终于到了我们!可是已开始音乐就好快,我们也跟着唱得轻快起来了,JingHui啊不要这么紧张咯,虽然我们也是…哈哈!还好还在控制以内。第二首我就觉得前面不错,节奏一快起来我们好像乱了些,节拍也乱了,只是什么都不管,尽量陶醉的唱下去!或许大家都觉得,我们能拿到第五已经算很好了,就连我们本身也这样认为…所以在司仪宣布了第五…第四…时,都不是我们啊!心想应该也没什么机会了,可是,我们竟然中了第二!真的非常意外,很多人当场尖叫,Samantha更是哭成泪人,或许真的超出我们的意料了!我也叫得声沙了!没想到…现在想起还会觉得感动。我们看起来还疯过得了冠军,疯狂的上台拍照。那天晚上是我过得非常开心的晚上。难忘!恭喜所有Choir的member哦!我们的辛苦是没有白费的,每天抽时间练习也是值得的!

Alto.sss














宝文



















我,妍霓














之后又回到了现实,发现我一点也没有为Titas presentation做到东西,心虚了…哈哈…星期四就是了。还有就是更重要的,APK Selling Days!星期四…忙!

或许是准备不足,当天真的好乱,也可能本来就是那么忙乱的…我们整组人八点多就到KPS那里的摊位准备开档。当中发生的第一件事就是,煮好的一大盆珍珠倒了…意外了点。算,重新煮锅。开始摆摊时还没什么,直到十点多,预订好的130打Big Apple Donuts终于抵达,兴奋了几秒钟罢了,接下来就是忙得不可开交。一来,所有的预订单和盒子的牌位都不是顺序的,但但又从那百多个盒子里寻找一个号码已经很吃时间了…而且又损坏了一些盒子和donut。搞到来,我们已经超出原本预计要delivery的时间,严重迟到。没什么拉到当天来往的顾客,因为全程我们都只是在忙我们的预订单,所幸的是当天买的二十打也卖完了,三点多就准备收档,在下雨之前。因为位子有限,我们的东西还摆到隔壁档口,忙起来也没理会当天来给分的讲师,真是好笑…我的珍珠奶茶也没泡好几杯,都是在赶工作…没吃午餐,一直到两点多才觉得饿了,才开始喝水…大家忙得有点可怜。而且就是工作分配的问题,导致有些人会很忙,有些人想帮忙可是又不知从何起手…不过庆幸的是,大家都很团结的做了自己的本分!


































珍珠…

































我的工作岗位。

































当天下午四点我就和Titas的同族组员系友们赶回宿舍,准备去上课。那天课堂里竟然有位意见好多的同学,不妙。好不容易,有惊无险的过了这一次我们第一次的presentation,虽然我只是站在一旁啦…正,莉雯,Izzuddin,Syakir,诗健,Well done哦!很对不起这次我没帮到上任何忙。那天大家都累了…还有,那天是我第一次吃那么多donut的,大概吃了五六个,好好吃!还有我和室友有定了Domino pizza,又有的吃!高兴!虽然冷了…















So delicious!














还有voucher哦!














Domino's Pizza!



















星期五是第二天的selling day。那天我睡迟了,因为很懒咯…哈哈!我的早餐就是前一天留下来的两个donut,一大清早就是那么甜的东西,算是幸福吗?当天只摆档到十二点多,手头上的订单很快就处理掉了,因为比较少了。那天我就很忙的在摇 bubble tea,不知自己做得如何,希望还过得了关。就是这一天,更累了,下午的下雨天让我睡个不停,除了醒来做lab一小时后又是睡。太舒服了!

我们的珍珠,品质保证!哈哈














Leader,在和。















































EM的猪肠粉,好料!



















这样我就早睡了。星期六,唱K咯,出街咯!终于有时间去买MATB2的衣服了,还叫了几位自认美女的去陪我选衣。但说到底还是要谢谢她们咯!不然我也不是会买到什么东西回来…没钱啊!

金河六楼灯饰。














晓云's室友。














晓云,我















这个星期我真的过得很开心,因为解决了手头上几件大事,如释重负…晚安!

05:14am
2009.03.30

Saturday, March 21, 2009

匆……匆

话说,这个星期:

星期一,十六日:那天是我在这个学期里,第一次登上大型考场,做一个正式的考试。ASB啊,蛮紧张的一个科目,因为我之前都没什么理会这一科。上课是有,只是他说他的,我做我的,所以吸收的也不过如此,心虚。而且那本课本还是算不薄的,幸亏只是考五课。而最大的惊喜就是,都没有看到理解上的问题,都是算术题,虽然还是有错的,但不至于不会做。开始累的第一天,本来周末我还很轻松,因为接着下来…星期二。

星期二,十七日:又来一份考试,Calculus,占三十巴仙的。个人对这一科期望还蛮高的,收到的贴士又说是选择题,又说是手写作答题,忐忑…所幸考的也不多,最难的第三课并没纳入此考试。当天刚拿到试卷时还非常意外,原来是选择题,觉得有点浪费了自己读的东西,因为我预料的是手写作答的。但这样也好,希望会拿到接受得来的成绩。

星期三,十八日:厌倦了两份考试,因为没什么睡到,早上八点的课更是不用说,逃了,在梦中游荡。还没过完这个星期,那位讲师又预告下星期有测验,我的天…一波未平一波又起。行者的时间还真有点短,每天都迟睡了可是还是一样,没时间,又累,而且还想病的感觉,乱,又潦倒。就连歌咏团的联系我都不想去了,当然只是觉得我想睡了,第二天还要考试,醒了再温书。结果真的睡了三小时,对不起了没去练习…心虚,可是醒来后我真的有在温书,只是过后又溜去谈天了。

星期四,十九日:早上依然爬起来上课了。下午两点的考试也是我蛮期待的一课,我不是很会,但至少我很有兴趣,Programming。也许我应该去读电脑工程系吧…但面对那些不确定的题目,还是乱了一下,很多那些看不懂的东西,算了吧,虽然是占十巴仙。三点过后我就去Economic Faculty找朋友,目的:收钱咯。大苹果的预订单,哈哈!突然觉得自己很尽责,老远走过去收钱,不错吧!晕倒。目前的成绩自己还有点意外,我这样的人际关系也卖了一些订单,超出我的预算了,当然还有些失望的,有些自己想得到的订单竟然走失了,算了吧!

考完试了,五点的课也干脆逃了,我和系友决定五点半去UT游玩水。我不会游,只会玩。结果玩得很冷,很饿。七点半就跑去夜市逛,这次真的走了好久,从八点到十点半,叫做慢慢逛。回到宿舍就是十一点了。才知道我们已经出去了整个傍晚和晚上,还有我又没去到歌咏团练习,要比赛了!可是我昨天真的不知道有练习,在外才知道,没赶回来,所以…那天花了整二十块钱,穷光蛋了。

仲正家人带来的可爱小番茄。















UT的夕阳西下。



















星期五,二十日:也就是今天,本来是要出去的,可是换去明天了,下午有课,虽然懒惰,可是还是去了。出席的人可是少得可怜,而且场景也蛮危险,分分钟会被叫下去作答。我今天还想睡个够,只是我睡到一点,只然觉得好累,老去了。算是休日的日子,所以才有时间和闲情写这篇部落格。匆匆的一周,还没来得及喘气就过去了。下星期又在等着我,APK,TITAS Presentation等等的。无言,无止尽。


开始忘记了喜欢写歌词的自己,曾几何时,写歌词是我的兴趣,就算再忙也好,我也会抽起纸和笔哼哼写写。现在才知道文笔已经退化了,没训练就没进步,只怪时间紧迫,加上不会分配时间的自己,复杂的心情,也只能写成文字,而不是词。有时候好回味以前的时光,怀念,对,只能怀念了。

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不断失眠

[开场]
你的身体消失了
我仰望着天 最后什么也看不见
想念的泪模糊视线
总擦不干 对你的眷恋

[中场-1]
连等候的灯也熄灭
沿途自己跌得已没知觉
却不会累 得不到你安慰 好可悲

[副歌-1]
其实你从未兑现
诺言是我潜意识所编织的谎言
寂寞的季节
你温柔的双眼 填满我渴望的爱恋
会不会其实你从未出现
身影是我神经线所拼凑的幻觉
熟悉的脸
想忘却忘不了的 继续失眠

[中场-2]
连守望的树也落叶
学会心淡要过几个秋天
却不后悔 追随已经乏味 好卑微

[副歌-2]
其实你从未兑现
傻傻的期待折磨让自己更疲倦
微笑的气绝
我掏空的心碎 抵不过对你的思念
会不会其实你从未出现
痛快烧掉曾经一起甜蜜的照片
苍白的脸
想治却治不好的 继续失眠

熟悉的脸
想忘却忘不掉的 不断失眠
苍白的脸
想治却治不好的 继续思念

[结尾]
你的记忆消失了
我仰望着天 最后什么也看不见

written by: yet
2006/7/4 00:45pm

Saturday, March 14, 2009

雷阵雨。过后

才几天,这样我的上一篇文章又要下画了。时间过得真快,转眼又是三月多了,数一数光阴才知道很多事情已经过去很久了。但很多感觉都还历历在目…除了眼前确确实实看到的生活压力,包括一切我应该面对的学业,时间的分配。

这段时间我,算是损失了爱情和友情,如果我曾经拥有的话,也许我应该加快速的地站起来。我学习着不对身边每一天感到失望。要换个角度?其实我的生活都很普通了,如果没有不开心的时候,怎么会凸现快乐呢?总之,理应上我应该更乐观地看待这个世界!有很多人给我关心,很多人照顾我,我都知道,如果让你们担心了那就不好意思。其他的,应该要忽略了。学会不对别人期望太高,就不会有太多失望。我反复地告诉自己,我能办到。只是有时难免的崩溃。如果能够告诉自己我不难过,而不掉泪的话,或许我就是很懂得欺骗自己了。很抱歉,我的情绪管理实在有够差劲的。

人的思维有点奇怪,有些事情越想忘记,却越记得清晰,矛盾所在。有些事情以为自己可以办到。有些事情以为自己已经没事了,以为自己安好,以为自己不痛了。可是当看进眼里,才恍然大悟,原来…我还没痊愈,只是看到时间过去了,以为自己好了。我怕自己后悔,甚至抓狂,为什么现实的自己和心理会差那么远…有些事情我明明很想要,可是口却说不要,难道我真的注定爱这样,把自己弄得一塌糊涂?伤了才过瘾?我不明白这样的自己…

学会保护自己才是最好的药方。对不对?


05:12am
2009.03.14

Monday, March 9, 2009

Sunrises! Popping out behind clouds















First sunrise! ... During our MMK trip to Sg. Lembing and Kuantan for two days and one night. We gather and depart at around 10pm of 6th March, then we are heading to Puduraya bus terminal station to have our bus at 12am. It starts sharply at 12am, meaning that we have started our journey! Our first destination is terminal bus of Kuantan.

There are 28 of us participating this trip. If not mistaken... Hehe. Not all are from same project, but also some seniors following us to have fun! I keep on wondering whether I should go this trip or not before this, but from the moment I step on the bus, I make my mind clear again, I really hope that I can enjoy these days, being together with all my friends, beautiful scenery, attractive food etc. However I just bring too much emotions there, as my mind is complicated these few weeks. In the progress of trying to get out from those exam pressure and living stress, I wish that I could have fun.

I think I have gone so far from this topic... Haha! Come back! I think almost of us sleep through the journey to Kuantan, which is four hours from Pudu. And we know that we need to climb up a mountain as we reach there. I bring two bags there, which I think its quite enough for me for two days, Haha! Finally we reach Kuantan at four something, ShiJian's mother, sister and handsome cousin is waiting for us. Haha, its ShiJian himself that calls his cousin handsome one. We are just followers. We then get on the bus we rent to go to Sg. Lembing, which is around one hour from the bus terminal. After reach there, we start walking, talking and taking our breathe before climbing the mountain. It is the forst time I've been there. Climbing up! Oh my God, non-stop stairs are in front or us, we manage to, finally, get up to the top of the mountain, but all of us are seem so exhausted of it! Wuahaha, sweaty, and the breeze is quite cold. We wait for the sunrise from 5.30am till 6 something, but all that I can see is dark sky. My handphone doesn't really work in such twilight situation. Haiz... Then finally the sun rise up (maybe) started with some rays on the clouds. Yup, the clouds are so beautiful, a bit pure white, added with some blue, orange, red, or yellow colours on it, but there are too much of clouds! We can just barely watch the ray of sun, instead of the real sun popping out of the sky. We chat and take photos over there, then after that we go down the mountains, as well as stairs... Tired, and hungry.

Huhu, me with tired face.














Next up, its our breakfast time. We eat Lembing noodles and taufu, I think its quite famous there. The taufu is so soft, smooth, and of course tasty! After that, we plan to walk around the streets to but some special products, but it starts to rain heavily, so we can just wait and buy some local food such as biscuits. We also get the chance to visit to Museum, but the rain is gettin heavier.

We leave Sg. Lembing for our rented house. An hour passes again. Haha, here I want to say that I'm really surprise of the house we rent! Triple storey house! Seven rooms! How big is it, and I feel so comfortable of it, when I get to fit myself in the top room in the house. I enjoy bathing using warm water, I enjoy cool air-conditioner, I enjoy the feeling of staying in a "house"... After I bath I could just sleep over one hour at there before the next activity. Hehe, since everybody seems so energetic and excited of being together, but I'm sleeping in such enjoyable place! Wow... 3pm we are heading to East Coast Mall, one of the shopping centre at Kuantan. I heard that it is still quite new, and can be seen obviously also, the feeling of walking inside is quite similiar to KL type. But here I wish to complaint about the ATM, there are so many ATM machine, but all are "temporaily out of service", except one which is long-queued. Sweat. I didn't but anything from there, just walking around the shops and observing people and decorations.

5pm, we are going to a park nearby, so as to walk around and take photos. That site is quite near from the beach, and there is also a lake. Of course, we enjoy the time walking there, and looking at them whose taking funny photos... Hocky's funny album so called. 6pm we have our dinnner, seafood time! seven dishes containing fish, prawns, cuttlefish etc... One word: Delicious! I have a great lost, that I just eat one prawn in that dinner, anyway, I'm so full of other dishes! Nice recommend! 8pm, we are going to another shopping complex, called Megamall, we just walk around there, some are buying things, and some are playing games. That time is quite free for me, feel like nothing to do after eating... Hehe, rest time. Then after that we plan to eat "ikan bakar" at a famous restaurant nearby the sea, but unfortunately it is too crowded, not enough space for us, so we can do nothing. We reach back to our lovely house at ten something, then... I'm the one who sleep first in my room. Can't believe it? That's truth. Most of them still playing cards and Killa games over down there, but I'm having my big dreams... Haha! Means that I've lost my night time with them.

Green, lotus, lake.



















Me, and SeeLing, director of MMK!
















Delicious cuttlefish, first dishes! Next up...
No time to take photo, busy eating. Hehe.
















Lovely rooms!



















The first day ends, then after few hours, I wake up at 5am. Quite early, because the next activity is going to beach! I;ve so long time didn't touch the beach and sea. Quite excited of it. We go to Teluk Cempedak 1 and we get start of the day. Feeling cool breeze from the ocean, nice scenery, continuous waves hitting on our legs. We are just "feeling" and waiting for the sunrise. Again, unluckily the clouds are trying to block our views. I see much colourful clouds, plus the reflection of the ocean. We play ourself against the waves too.








































































We take much photos before we really get into the sea.




























As our breakfast, we eat curry noodles, quite ok, but its different from the first day's one. It is still 8am. After that we only go to Teluk Cempedak 2 to go into the sea. Most of us ace having nice time by playing water and muds... Haha! Not bad, muds. We cross a long bridge between TC1 to TC2, and I manage to take much photos in the process.



















We play till 10.30am, then we finally take a great family photos of all participants of this trip. We also have our lunch, "cendol" and rojak mee, before going back. Our bus to KL is departing at 2.30pm, and our trip has just ended. Many of us just sleep on the bus until we reach Pudu at 6pm. We walk around at Petaling Street and eat again. Hokkien mee, and "ikan bakar". Spending few hours at there, and finally we reach back our hostel at 9pm. Quite tired, but I also stay until this hours.

Rojak mee.














Hehe, thanks for everyone who contributes to this trip, especially ShiJian and his family. His mother accompanis us during this trip, and she has recommended such nice food and house to us. Thanks! His mother seems so energetic even at the first day before we clomb mountain, it is still 4.30am. Wow! Last but not least to MMK for having this trip, a great hug to my friends and seniors. Hope that everyone has good times in these two days!

Here is just my photos. Still have so so many from others especially JunHuan.

Goodnight.
4.40am
09.03.2009

Thursday, March 5, 2009

Little More Enjoyable

Yesterday, 4th March, of course firstly I want to greet my roommate, Talung, a great HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! Here to wish him again, although I'm a bit late to write down, but I think best wishes are always won't be too late. Hehe. Wish him will enjoy his everyday, and dreams come true, and always stay healthy, and also quickly find a girlfriend. Then he won't be too lonely to pass his times. Wuahaha.

Well, the celebration for Talung isn't my idea, I think mostly is Zen's one. I feel quite "guilty" for not participating in the process during the "celebration" is going on. I'm late to the venue. That's why... How sad I am... Haha. But never mind, many people is joining that "activity". I just heard that he is brought to Tenggayun, and he is "fasten" quite properly on a chair, then the most important part! Using toothpaste, ice water, ice cubes, flour, balloon filled with water etc. And the most middle part, I think I could only jump over it, as I'm not at the scene... When I just reached there, he already becomes a white man. Haha, full of flour over his body, plus the heavy smell of toothpaste. When he is set free from the chair, he starts chasing people around, quite funny, and I'm quite scare of him also, for that moment. But he seems enjoy and happy with it, well done, especially Zen. He risks his own safety to ride motorcycle to buy a cake from PJ, quite nice banana cake. Haha. Haiz, I didn't take part in it, I just share money to buy a present for him. Forgive me, forgive me... Hehe.

Colourful balloons filled with water.














Talung, with WeiJun, JoEe, Ken, Zen, and me.














And today I didn't spend much time with him about celebrating, as my class seems quite full, tired of them. Today morning 8am class is a big shock. While m coursemates and I are still quite sleepy, the lecturer suddenly gives us an assignment, or can be called "test". We all are not prepared yet for it, and we just rush to finish it. When the class ends, we can't manage to finish it, and we misunderstand that the lecturer said we can hand in later by today. Who knows, his mean is, he wants us to hand in just after the class. As a result, he doesn't want to receive our works, and we will get a zero... Oh my God! We manage to finish it, but just late for a while, and we just misunderstand his words, then we get... Almost disappointed. We find him at his office and try to explain to him, but he refuses to hear any reason. What can we do... At least twenty papers are not accepted.

Then I'm totally fainted during Calculus class, as my name is keep on called by my lecturer. What can I do... Ignored. Afternoon, during the programming lab session, suddenlt we are given a test, luckily its not that hard and I still can finish it. I'm so scared to get some tricky questions. Another shock for today.

After I finish my class at 6pm, I just to eat because I plan to go out with my coursemates at 7pm. We are going to Mid Valley, aimed to watch movie, eat, and buy needs. However, the cinema seems so crowded and not much available movie, not much choice for us, then we just leave, cancelling the mind to watch movie. We shopping at Carefour and Jusco, and I buy a lot of food. Haha, hope that they will be quite enough till study week next month. Before come back, we still manage to eat McDonald, tasty French Fries!!! We reach college at around 11.45pm.

People who are going out today is SiuYing, AiTing, YokeTing, Liwan, Yun, ShiJian, ChaiHoe and me. Quite nice environment when we buy things. I feel like I've been busy for so long time without going out... Haha. Actually not. Sorry for didn't join my roommates, since Zen, Talung and Ken are also going to Mid Valley at around 8.30pm. But I'm with coursemates. Haha.

Shining mirror disco ball! AiTing, Yun, SiuYing, LiWan, and YokeTing.



















At bus stop. ShiJian, YokeTing, SiuYing, AiTing, Yun, ChaiHoe, and LiWan.














Final exam is just six weeks from now!!! Emergency!!! Mid term tests are around the corners also. Next week we may have three tests. So worry of it. This semester is quite short, making my time becomes so packed. I think many understand this situation... OK, goodnight.

03:45am
05.03.2009