H. Chinese N.Y.

Finally I get to return to my dear hometown at 23th Jan, regarding on ShiLong who sells me bus ticket. If not, I think I may go home at 25th... Having nice days at home. These days I just spend my times sleeping, eating, hanging out, chatting, etc. I have variety types of food to eat, and lots to drink as well. So enjoy when I deal with those food... Wuahaha.

Luckily me old friends still manage to have gathering at first day of CNY. I nearly forget about it. I think we have such a good time these days. I meet with so many of them who really didn't meet for a long time. But surprisingly we only visit few houses, its totally different from last few years, where we still so keen on visiting above ten houses in few hours. Anyway, we have our good time by chatting and gambling. So-called quality time I think. Haha.

And of course we take quite much photos. HuiLing has her new handphone Samsung Innov8 i8510. Bringing us 8MP camera. Enjoy taking and sending photos. Obviously I like this job very much... This is the third days of CNY, I think we just hanging to chat, mostly. Or sing karaoke at Karen's house, or enjoy gambling at WeiFeng's house. Feels lucky that although the number of people attending is decreasing a little, but we still can gather together. Especially the second day, we have our dinner at FongYuen Restaurant, it's our first time to "lao sheng" together.

"Lao-Sheng"! Wish u all well in this year!















Obviously we are from 1988... (except SiewLing loo). How old are we...?















Nothing much to say, I just hope that every year we still can have enjoyable time during CNY at hometown. Hmmm. Friendship forever.

Going on... Strawberry

Few days are passing... Starting on Wednesday, my coursemates and I are having reunion dinner with all of our seniors, from we, first years until the final years. That is the second time I go to Restaurant Yuen at Sunway, eat more than last time. Wuahaha.

So happy to have my Friday so free, no class at all for the whole day. Then I'm heading to my friend's shop, also visit my friend, Edmund. I think I have a long time didn't meet with him, since March last year. We have our time chatting, and spend the noon and night at his shop. Actually he's planning to go pub with his friends, asking whether I'm following or not. Then me this speechless guy of course don't want to follow, not to make him bored or into difficulty to bother me or his friends. Anyway, I think I make him upset as he feels like bluffing his friends, since his friends already at the corner to fetch him.

A big great thanks, or thousands of THANK YOU to him. He pays for my lunch, and help me to dye and cut my hair. But I seem do nothing to him... Haiz... Hope he just forgive me, or next time when we meet then only I can treat him to eat.

Well, I not yet tell the reason I visit him, I have changed the cover of my handphone-N76. I buy a quite cheap cover, only RM20++, since the original one is above RM100... Sweat. Then my friend helps me to send it to the technician. It uses up a half day, and I think the technician is already in headache of me this kind of customer. I call him few times to explain which parts to change, and finally here it comes... Although there are quite some obvious difference from the original one, but I've expected it, from its price. Don't know when will the silver paint drops again... Haiz.

Before...















After...















I stay a night at my friend's house. Quite far away, although the journey of taking LRT is only one hour... Then I come back to college at around 1pm on Saturday. Yesterday. Night time I'm going to Ian's house with few coursemates, celebrating Ian's birthday at her aunt's house. ChaiHoe and I decided to go there by KTM since there is not enough seat for us in Nicholas's car. Well, we both have waited for one hour for the train, and the station is just so so crowded, until we are pushed into the train... Terrible. Can't stand well as well.

We eat quite much delicious food at Ian's there. And she has a large pretty cake! Full of strawberry! Wow, look nice, taste good.

Strawberry Cake!















Me, and ShiJian.















And today Ek just get some strawberries from the Headmistress who stays beside her room. Feels like I like strawberry so much... Wakaka.

Strawberry~

It's Over

I have a big trouble day since this week, I've got my emotion out of control. Shit here and shit there. Obviously I'm totally unhappy on what is carrying on, and what I want is to be frankly, I know what I feel and what I have to decide next up. Saying so seriously? I don't really care... Why should I make myself into trouble? Why should I make myself so busy? Or messy life...? Out of control? I think most people around me, or my friends surely can see this on my face, so clearly shown up... I meet troubles on my studies and I don't have time to deal with it, I barely don't have any single private time, which I need so much of it. I have two pails of dirty clothes in my room. Firstly I try to give my opinions as I can, but slowly I feel tired of it, then I rather like accept all of their decisions, without making any other suggestion. I think this is the best way to let everything ends up easier. I don't think my idea is useful, so I feel like I want to quit from all of this stuff.

For private reasons, I don't really think that I'm willing to sacrifice my time. I remember that day when I go out to Mid Valley to buy clothes for CNY. I've got to rush all the time, scare of being late for meeting. What for...? I know I'm not that kind of responsible person, although I want myself to be. But I think that its already enough for me, I don't want to have negative feelings on any part of my sweet memories or anyone. Huhu, sensitive case... But who cares?

Slowly, I'd like to be irresponsible person, who does not give co-operation on it. That's me... When I neglect something or someone, I'll be just tried to ignore it. Maybe others are having headache for me... What can I say...? Different angles of looking into this problem. Maybe others are totally enjoy in it, maybe some just try to suit them in it, and some maybe just escape from it. I'm not trying to escape from feeling guilty, but not everyone has the same goal or target. If you willing to put all of your efforts in it, then you can just join it well. But you can't deny anyone who does not enjoy in it. I can say, I enjoy in it, but not every part, maybe I should just choose to have the better memories, and ignore all the negative sides. Sounds a little cheating myself...

However, this period has really open my eyes, widen my sight. I can see more characteristic from others, I mean not only the talents, but also the behaviours. Positively and negative too. It build up many different emotions in my mind. I may have more positive image on some people, but also I dislike some behaviours shown by them. Human... I can't tell that clearly.

MMK has opening and closing ceremony at 8th and 12th Jan 2009. I regret of every mistake that I've done, I'm not well-prepared, or maybe I don't put all of my efforts in it, that's why that's why... Nonsense reasons... Wuahaha. And the Expo is carrying on between 9th to 11th Jan. I select to save all of my sweet memories, with all of my dear lovely kind seniors, and all of my friends and coursemates... We have good times together... I don't want any of the bad memories to interrupt my good mood. Hehe.

Well, it's over. Hope that the trip next up will be a great and memorable journey! And also the barbeque... I want to undergo my perfect life... I've so long time didn't online and write blogs, my laptop and external hardisk has been full of memory, as I have so long time didn't manage them. I have so much new photos in my handphones. I Have so many songs that never listen before.

Its lucky to end now, end up well, it's over, finally...

Welcome 2009: Happy New Year!

I choose a nice title I think, which looks like encouraging to this brand new year. I really hope so I can have it, seriously and enjoy it to the most. Well, I feel like I've already became older, jumping to the age of twenty-one. I would like to make a long-listed wishes...

I hope this year I should know what is my aim, clearly, I want to get myself into studying. Sorry to say that, I become too sick of those activities that I have participated. I don't want it anymore. That can simply just just interrupt my normal (and desired) life. I realize that I'm not really a responsible guy who will put my effort on other thing beside me. Ya I know I'm selfish, and this one is truly honest. I may just put myself into it a little, I don't really want to trouble my fellow friends. I should take it seriously, think it thoroughly, before I decide to take part. Be mature, be smart. Use my time into where I think I should spend, and what should I do in this moment. I rather choose my enjoyable-dumd life, rather than occupied-stressed life. Why should I make myself into trouble... No answer. Good luck to all my friends who really spend their time on these activities. And good luck to me in my future studies.

I should get better in my networking, I mean social network. I hope that I can get more friends, no matter in university or outside. Of course, I mean potential friends. Hope that I will learn many more better characteristics from my friends. This is to lead myself into better way. Higher quality in behaviours. Wuahaha. I think I'm just the normal quality in this 2008 year, although I notice that I've changed a lot, really a lot. Looking through "last year", I change form a stupid speechless guy, become like now... Maybe compared to others, this change is just a little difference, but it is meaningful to me. Means that actually I'm not "destined" to be a quiet one. I'm sick of my last few year image, totally as I'm not exist in front of others. At least now, sometimes my friends will get to "see" me. That feels really great! Thanks to my friendsss, love x1000 for your care and concern.

Another things that is unchanged, is my emotion. I think my EQ in front of others is okay enough, just only when I'm "fully-charged". But when I'm down, then I really looked so bad, i don't want it to be, but emotion already control my thoughts. Yup, I wish I could have a change on it. Although this half year when I'm in university I seldom have emo-day... I think... So I must keep it up! Smile... Smile... And smile... Just like my roomate... He won't see this. Hehe. This is included in my communication skills. Saying about this is already making me bored, I've been talking this in my "annual diary" for few years. Talk more, quality topics, brave to speak out, etc... I wish to improve on it. Just maybe I just can't live without friends...

I think its time for me to revise back what have I done in this year... Two zero zero eight.

I remember that I have a good time working at Singapore at the stat of this year, since I go there after my STPM ends, and I "finally" get a job at around 20th of December I think. Quite late compared to my friends. That 31st I didn't go for any countdown as I've already go for Christmas one, nice experience, spray and push!... Sweat... First day of 2008 just simply starts, and my friends and I just work there, counting down the days to get out salary, that's the point. I like that place, that is a smart place. Direction plates are everywhere, bus-stops and MRT are essential and easily available. I work at Outram Park, and I can reach Chinatown easily. I get to buy Giordano and Bossini etc which seemed like cheaper. Actually I'm wrong, its just difference between RM and SG Dollar. I walk myself to many places when break times. Quite enjoyable. And I finally buy a new handphone which I have dreamt ever for half year, Nokia N76 at 23rd Jan. I remember that I only go home for three days for CNY that year, so sad. I did not get my working permit, that's why I should stop work at get back to Malaysia at 21th February. Haiz... I was planning to for half year, but... My birthday is also a normal day, just like other days, no cakes, but sure i get greetings from my friends, thanks. And I must state here, Aunt Kat really help me so much!

After getting back from Sg I becoming totally enjoy my life.. which equals to "waste money and waste time". But surely I'm too happy. I come KL for few times during in March, I think half of that month I stay here. Hanging out with friends, watch movie, karaoke etc... Just pass my life here and finally I use almost of what I've earnt at Sg... What a sad ending. Heart sweat and heartbreak, losing precious things and so on. That's March. Then my parents want me to work again, then I work as waiter at a reataurant at my hometown for two months. That job not really easy, but the salary is not up to the balance point.... Anyway, at least I can earn a bit and learn more things. That was the first time I serve in banquet, a scary and funny experience, and not one once. I have few nice friends over there, working together, and chatting together. Haha.

Ya I forget to tell that I get my STPM results in March. What a surprise plus shock! Not brilliant results but its already far from what I've expected. Then at around 20th June, my friends and I finally get to know the application results of where we will heading to continue studying, university. I get here, UM, and my friends are one by one getting UTM, UMT, UPM etc, and one is going to Maktab Perguruan, some are going to study in colleges. Last few days before I go into university, I come KL again and I decide to buy another handphone, SE K850i at 23rd June. Lastly enjoy my life of half year which no studies, and finally I go into here at 29th June.

Running through the most toughest days, orientation week, and those "memorable" moments I just don't feel like want to talk about it here. Where's my private time...? I need more rest. Du..du..du.. And what to continue is the time to build the friendship between me and my new friends who just meet here. Everything starts from zero. I meet many brilliant and smart people here, since I feel that coming here to study is just like I'm too lucky. I don't have many precious personalities, I'm just a normal guy who like to live my life full of entertainment. But its my pleasure to meet and get to know with them, I hope to know many great guys here, as I wish to learn may things from them. Frankly I feel that I'm too small and weak... I would not compare myself to others, but obviously there's a distance I can see. Same age, different experiences, cool. Well, and then I pass through this half year semester of studies. My first time to study at the other place, I need to suit myself in this new life, luckily I quite used to stay at KL... Wuahaha. Besides, I still need to cover my studies. Studying according variable timetables is a new studying type for me. Some more I still deal with group discussion, test, tutorials, labs reports etc... Before this I'm totally can rely on my friends on these kind of job, but now different a bit, luckily I still have my coursemates.

After few tests and a thing called "study-week"... then it comes to the final examination. I think I'm under pressure because of it. I don't feel like ready for that exam, and my results is not that good, can be better, as everybody says "this is first sem". I should have do it better, although my efforts is not that enough, I know I know. Haiz... Nothing much I can say, I can analysis some reasons, lazy is the most tough part. Suddenly many things come out from my mind... I should have... I should have... I should do... I think I know what I lack of. Get a change! Ok?

Another things is MMK, I think I have fun in it at the first. Such as marketing drive and outgoing, these really build relationship between me and batchmates and seniors. But when I just finish my final exam, I start to feel worry, I can't suit myself in, although I try to. The stayback I'm totally dispirited, sick of my life. Something goes wrong. Am I having the wrong decision to take part in it... Maybe I'll get benifit from it, before I get myself so unhappy. Never mind, I think I learn a lot, mentally. I must learn to consider much things before I make any decision, not to trouble others as well. I think my friends can see it on my face, written obviously.

My holiday just left two weeks at home, I have choir stayback and need to do activity things, and I'm so so lazy frankly. My plan isn't like this, I should have still on my vacation before I start to continue studying in this new semester. But I know, this is reality... I could say nothing, just counting down the days before Christmas, open semester and New Year, waiting my friends to end their holiday at home and come back here. I don't feel like sweet of it. Luckily I still keep on hanging out with friends, such as yesterday I'm going to countdown with Talung, actually we plan to meet with others from Second, but... what a big crowd there, and so messy. We can't make call and even send messages. Sweat... However, we just loitering around, pushing around, and spraying around. We buy ten tins of spray, but we don't have friends to have fun. Poor situation, so we just spray on others, when we walk pass. Quite a tired experience, and this is my first time to countdown at KL. We leave the crowd by 1am, and we walk and walk and walk, taking lrt and go back into college. Full of sweat, and then i chat with her til 6am. We are going to Sungei Wang to countdown but we don't meet at there... Never mind, have fun.

Finally I have finish writing, already few hours, just pass through meeting, waiting for so long. We just realize that we still have so much things to catch up, and still not settle. Bunches of things.... What time is this... I wish to go home... Wuahaha.

02:51am
2nd Jan 2009