Look inside the mirror

照镜，反省。什么时候才停止抱怨？什么时候才肯改变？什么时候才不需要做不必要的打扰？什么时候才能成熟的面对问题？

要是抱怨能解决问题…那人们到可以继续抱怨， 别停止。抱怨自己的生活，鸡蛋里挑骨头。不如看看身边的其他人过得怎样，再看看自己过得如何。每个人都需要面对自己的生活。每个人每一天都在前进。谁得空停下来听你的夸张说话？这个世界需要的是关怀、在乎、温暖，而不是处处放大自己的问题，把一切变得复杂。把自己的视线移开点，一来可以给友人多一点的关心，二来可以不那么在意及夸大自己的问题。八卦般的抱怨、或轻微的倾诉可以为自己增加话题，是没错。诸不知过分的“我要死了啊！”或“你不懂我有多累的啦！”只会一次一次的消耗交谈者的耐性。

说了抱怨，当然要改进，而不是一而再、再而三的重复相同的问题，把自己一次又一次的困在相同的苦境。每个人都需要为自己的生活安排，为自己的决定负上责任。

拼了命放大自己的问题和苦境，是为了什么？要来对方的关心和配合回答？当个对自己生活负不上责任的小孩？吸引目光？

向上向善，我希望看到更好的你们和更好的自己。或许我真的不明白抱怨和投诉有什么好处，因为我看不到。自锁不予，勿施于人。

期待

好不容易，好不容易。今天终于呈上thesis和presentation了！轻飘飘的度过，忘了睡眠，因为总是全部工作拖到最后一分钟才竣工。无可救药的态度，懒惰，就连这份大家都认为如斯重要的东西，也是草率赶工而成的。品质？我看算了吧。只盼望能顺顺利利过关，谢天谢地。

好久没这么轻松了，是打从心底的松懈，如释重负的感觉。

回头看看，这样，就四年了。

脑海里总是在这个时候浮现很多人和事物。对的错的，拥有的和失去的。这一切都好不容易。此刻的我，完全在期待接下来的步伐。过去的，已成为历史。总有无数的玩笑发生在周围。超出想象范围的，出乎意料的，难以置信的，自以为是的。人生如戏，如果没有变换的剧情，怎么有精彩无穷的情节呢？

对于未知的下一步，周围人和事物的变化，我依然期待。

3rd Phone in my 2012

As you may know, I'm the person who always keep an eye on the market price of phones. It's really tempting, especially when I saw there's some random price drops on certain phone. Yah, I mean certain phone. I'm truly biased, as there's certainly something that I like or I want from certain phones. Nah, I don't really the person that only know how to throw money into it, and simply pick the most expensive ones, or the most well-known ones. That's just not me.

Just like any other things, the most expensive mobile phones may really mean that "Oh, it packs all that functions and features, and everything." The selection can be easily come into the conclusion, if you are the one who wants the so-called "best" things. Well, just ignore this paragraph, I don't really understand what I'm trying to say. Skip this.

Okay, my first phone of this year is iPhone 4. This phone is special, enough. It is the first phone I ever changed, just for somebody. Perhaps, affected by somebody. Such a nice memory, although it is undeniably so over. Forget about that, I'm now talking about phones. iPhone 4 is certainly not the best device for me, in some aspects. Yes, I bought it after 4s comes out. (Which makes me in dilemma whether I want to switch to 4s or not, now and then.) Based on financial condition, and my way of expense in mobile phones, I'm not that kind of people who will throw huge amount of money into a SINGLE phone. You can see the SINGLE word means. HAHAHA. At first I just want to try it out, as I never use any iPhone in my history. It turns out quite satisfying. Okay, if I have to compare, the performance wise, for sure my previous Galaxy S2 is faster, and iPad 2 also, very fast. But in term of usability, I mean, I really use it a lot, I want to bring it out everytime, it's not as bulky as some 4-point-something-inch-display devices. Not to mention, the famous choice Galaxy Note (5.3") and even bigger Galaxy Tabs. When I get back from 7" Tab, I feel totally... relax and free of burden. Galaxy S2 is slim and light-weight enough, but it is a little wide. Anyway, this is just personal preference. I've heard people complaining that 3.5" is so outdated and too small, and they are going for big and huge size devices. After few months of using 4.3" and 7", eventually I'm tired of them. Sometimes, small is good. It's quite convenient. When I want to jump... LOL... jump.

The second phone is quite out-of-sudden. Heard of CSL? I got CSL MI410. It has many names as I know, which related to the same device, such as Motorola Triump and Huawei X6. Here I can say, the brand name means a lot, and costs a lot. It's an Android device, with Gingerbread. It has 1GHz Qualcomm single core processor, this is unbelievable, it is same as some well-known devices such as Galaxy S, Desire, Xperia Arc blablabla. Those example are expensive compared to this CSL phone, almost double the price of it. I mean, at the same processor speed and specification. It has all the others have, such as GPS, large screen (4.1"), WIFI. The drawback I can see is the touchscreen sensitivity and the camera. That's maybe the reasons why it is so cheap compared to those well-known brands. Anyway, for daily usage, I find that it is up to my requirement.

OK, so this year I've tried Apple and CSL.

Regarding the price drop, I would like to list down some of the phones that I'm interested in:

Samsung Infuse 4G

- I like this design so much. Although spec wise it is not surprising, but I just want to feel, how does 4.5" feel in hand. LOL.

Samsung Galaxy Nexus

- The price I mention is price for AP set. And its price is dropping like hell. This week, it drops reaching around RM1.25k. OMG this is so tempting for such a huge device, and ICS. 

iPhone 4s

- As I mentioned, supposingly its an upgrade from iPhone 4. But is it really worthy? Its price is still on the high-side.

Samsung Galaxy Note

- Yah almost everyone wants it, after Galaxy S2. It's certainly an upgrade after S2 and its price for AP set is now ONLY around RM1.5k. It's a 6-months-old device, and S3 is coming, that's why its price drops. So probably I'll make a tough comparison between Note and S3. Usually I pick the aesthetic ones. LOL. No I didn't say S3 is ugly, no.

There's still some other phones in the middle end that I keep an eye on them. Such as Desire HD, Milestone, in order to replace my second phone. I don't really want the comparison on spec, I prefer the real life usability. Blah, crap again.

OK, till next then.

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