Wrong Choice

LOL! I regret, totally! Don't know why I go there. Just that, I don't really feel like talking tonight. Spend the whole day, stay awake for the whole day since 6am, maybe I'm just too tired. Maybe I just shouldn't go there. It is my bad bad bad night, not that, perhaps it will be the worst night. My money is gone, and I'm sad. I should know the time when I'm tired, and when I don't want to talk, I should not attend any of these events.

I'm fucking bored in the whole process. I enjoy the food, but I don't really like the way they serve the food. The food is nice, I like the tomyam, the chicken, and the prawns so much! But the sequence and arrangement are just in 100% wrong. 3 minutes per dish? And 10 dishes goes on like this? OMG. This is not enjoying the food, its more like I've been feed like an animal. Lmao. I don't know whether this is in the plan, if it is, then why it should be like this? And if it is not, then it is a huge mistake of rushing. I rather spend my money in the other way round.

Friends are getting lesser in college, so I guess, maybe its time for me to really step my feet outside. There are so many people there, but then why I don't feel like I'm having bunches of friends that can really chat a lot, yes there are, just a few. My bad! I know, I understand. And in fact, they have their chatting partners too. And mine is just a little, not much. Sad case. I'm getting lonelier. Some more I'm not in the mood of chatting. And all the shit comes together. And I hate this. This reminds me of how lonely I am. I know I'm that pathetic, but when my mind starts to emo, all the thoughts become uncontrollable. I'm not happy.

In conclusion, I have made a wrong mistake to exist in that event. No offense, friends. I appreciate the efforts to held this event. Just that I'm not in the mood and condition.