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2011-12-11T02:39:00.004+08:00

Today I'd like to talk about... my phone. Yep, that's it. Sounds boring huh? ... Then just leave, whatcha waiting for?

Haha! I don't really mean that. LOL.

Okay, back to topic. 8th December, just got myself my 8th phone in this year. Firstly, don't think that I have lots of money to be spent in this matter, I'm just selling out my phone in order to fund in the next gadget. And I don't really always spend on the "monsters" or "legendary species". LOL. All I want is to get the experience of using them.

Here is my listing of phones changed in this year.

2010.12 - 2011.07 HTC HD2 T8585

2011.03 - 2011.04 Sony Ericsson W980 8GB

2011.07 - 2011.07 Sony Ericsson Satio U1i [11 days]

2011.07 - 2011.07 Sony Ericsson Xperia Arc LT15i [12 days]

2011.07 - 2011.11 Samsung Galaxy Tab P1000 16GB 3G+WiFi

2011.09 - Currently Nokia N96 16GB

2011.11 - 2011.11 Apple iPad 2 16GB WiFi [10 days]

2011.11 - 2011.12 Samsung Galaxy SII i9100 16GB [11 days]

2011.12 - Currently Samsung Galaxy Tab 7.0 Plus P6200 16GB 3G+WiFi

Hmm. I can see there's 4 devices that I've used about 10 days. Surely there's some reasons for letting them go that fast.

HTC HD2 is the craziest phone I ever have. I keep flashing from WM6.5 to Android 2.2 to Android 2.3 and to WP7 too. I think it really gets tired when it's with me. LOL. Backup and flash, and restore. I've really spent a lot of times on that phone. And it lets me learn a lot of things about how to use Android. I mean, know how to use, not that kind of oh-it's-damn-easy thingy. Its not complicated, yet it's not so simple.

SE W980. Simple and pretty. I love the design, fold design still gets my attention. Simple Walkman phone with a little bit of "touch" buttons and 8GB storage. Anyway I have bad experience regarding the Fast Port on it. Can't really listen to music peacefully using it.

SE Satio. 12MP camera? My first move to that stage of 12MP camera which is even higher resolution that my 1000D. LOL. Again, I like the design of that phone, and the camera look. However, S60v5 really makes me... having no thought of turning back to it. Touch UI is not ergonomic and not user-friendly. And the phone's performance is slow. I'm still fond of that phone, if I use it as my back up phone, or just some occasions to show it up.

SE Xperia Arc. Again, SE. The reason I let it go in 10 days is its price is dropping like hell. I can't let my cash invested on it becomes thinner each day. So, I sold it fast. If I still have a chance today to have it in my pocket, I will be really happy. I love the design, very slim and classy. Not only "like", but I "love" it. But anyway, its performance... I feel like my old HD2 is even better than it, except the camera and display. I get quite disappointed with SE for making so few internal memory on it, I just don't have enough space to install all my apps. That is bad.

Samsung Galaxy Tab. Finally, Samsung. I'm so looking forward to have a Galaxy device since Galaxy S and Galaxy Tab is so popular, and most importantly, they looked tempting and tasty to me. I must take one, I tell myself. At last I choose Galaxy Tab, 7" display is in my hand! I can't measure how bulky it is, or how useful it is. It can be fitted into most of my pockets, but it really produces a big bulge. LOL. And it is not so convenient and not light weight. But... Its 7" display trades off almost every trouble. Better display, better web browsing experience, better multimedia and gaming purpose. The problem is that it "only" has a 1GHz processor, which is good (same as Galaxy S), but not good enough (Galaxy SII just rolled out). Its phone functionality also has limitation where it only can use loud speaker for voice calls.

Nokia N96. My reason is simple. I want a cheap phone with good camera, big display, non-touch screen, and WiFi. Sometimes I get tired of using touch screen where sometimes it doesn't respond to my fingers, or my fingers always miss it. Using a typical phone with buttons feel good too, I miss the real tactile feedback of pressing keypad. LOL. The N96 does almost what I've asked for, the only problem is that its processor is slow.

iPad 2. A sudden decision to purchase an iPad 2. Its full of fun, its full of rules of iOS, its full of games. Its very fast, iOS is really responsive on its dual core A5 processor. Camera is lousy but at least it has camera. I've FaceTime-ed for the first time in my life, LOL. I love the 9.7" display, which is really brilliant and responsive. The only problem is, it is too big to be brought around, and its WiFi issue. Its connection to WiFi is very weak, and it disconnects from time to time. I sell it because I found it too hard to be brought around when I go out.

Samsung Galaxy SII. Finally, I have my first dual core phone, I believe that I've chose the one of the best dual core phones out there. Again, Samsung processor is really fast and responsive. It seldom lets me wait even I have at least 9 pages of apps on it. Its very slick, thin and light-weight. But I found that I have difficulties when holding it because it is too light and thin. I almost drop it from my hands for a couple of times. Everything is great, just that I can't really go back to 4.3" display. Its not so useful as my eBook reader. By the way, Super AMOLED Plus display is really awesome and unforgettable.

Samsung Galaxy Tab 7.0 Plus. An upgrade from original Galaxy Tab. Yep, it is dual core, it is Honeycomb, it is slimmer and lighter than the original one. Although I consider that it is a downgrade from SII... This is what I currently want. I don't know how long will I use it. Just, at the moment, I feel alright.

No, I really plan for a short update, but it ends up not really short. Ok, time to sleep. Gotta go back to KL tomorrow and face the reality again. Sigh. Night.

Priority

2011-11-25T12:49:00.001+08:00

说实在的，每个人每一天都有二十四小时，不够时间用是肯定的。每天从睡梦中醒来总是有着一大列的事情等着我们去完成。我自问没那个能力去完成每一件事，毕竟我每天都有很多想做到的事，想要达到的目标。就一个很简单的例子，我要好好的刷牙，很有节奏和步骤的刷牙，那个是为了我健康的目的，这何尝不算是一件要完成的事？可是我几乎每天都办不到，每次都轻率的带过。这么小的一件事，我竟然办不到？不可能吧。但，这绝对有可能。

这又怎么有关系到大件事和小件事叻？这是在于我怎么衡量这件事的重要性，或，我在不在乎完成这件事。一些很小件的事，我若是在乎，我就会去做到。我甚至觉得这个＂在不在乎＂更是超越我们理智的范围。潜意识操控？那我就不得而知了，并没了解过那方面的东西。继续刚才的例子，我为什么办不到好好的刷牙，健康的刷牙？原因很简单，我总是睡迟。更具体来说，我把时间留给了睡眠。在睡眠与好好刷牙之中，我选择了睡眠。

而这个就是我今天想说的东西。

我从来不会觉得我有多余的时间，我怎么可能会有多余的时间？同时，我也很奇怪，也很不喜欢别人说我看起来很得空，很轻松。他们何以见得？我知道那种感觉，就是，别人问我有没有时间去这个做那个的时候，大部分的人都会＂突然＂变得很忙，不知道是真忙，还是假忙。总之就是让别人知道自己不够他忙，就输了。这种感觉要不得。我也会有，我努力说服自己，我何必把自己说到那么忙？不如看看自己有没有兴趣，或肯不肯花时间。

我觉得把一切罪名都推给时间还真的有点不负责任。每个人一出生都面对同一个问题，一天只有二十四小时，怎么办？并不是一部分人的问题，而是每个人都处于同一道问题前面。答案是，在于自己怎么管理和运用那仅有的二十四小时。

有些事情总有优先权，比如说，大考即将到来，有些人拼命喊没时间，立刻埋头苦干，有些人也哭嚷着没时间，转个身却在玩game。为什么会这样？难道他们时间特别多？并不见得。他们不在乎？那很难说。我觉得，那只是gaming和娱乐依然是他们的优先选择，而另一部分的人则把学业放在第一位。可笑的是，有点当局者迷，有些人总是不知道选择权都在自己手上。我可以选择把gaming放在比学业高的位置，相等的位置，或较低的位置。这东西，是个选择啊！苦笑。为什么总是怪罪在其他东西身上？为什么说自己被逼？为什么说自己没得选？如果自己能够退一步看看，我相信要了解现况不会难。只是，我发现到的是，往往自己都不会知道，是自己封了自己死路。

我依然会在不知不觉中封自己死路，忘了很多事情其实都有选择的权利和机会。

学习少点责怪别人或身边的东西，很多时候那些都是自己做的选择。自己得为做过的选择负上一定的责任。

瞎说自己没时间，不如想想自己怎么安排时间。我宁愿睡少四个小时来换取四个小时的娱乐时间，因为它占了在我心目中很高的位置。这是我的选择。你要是说学业或是什么事情把你搞到没时间剩下了，那也是你的选择。我从来就不会相信＂有时间剩下＂这句话，因为我也没有时间是多余的，在我眼前只看到你做了的选择，还有所有的优先和位置。

How?

2011-11-10T03:51:00.002+08:00

How long I've been blogging using Chinese?

How long I've been talking and complaining about my life?

How far I've gone through?

How complicated those things can be?

How do they cause differences to my life?

How bad is shit?

How can I make it right?

How can I make it better?

How to let go?

思考

2011-11-06T03:02:00.003+08:00

我爱思考。

就是喜欢思考。

怎么说？我懂得思考？我擅长思考？

一件事情来龙去脉，怎么发生，怎会无风起浪？不可能。肯定会有某些原因，包括公认很严重，或一些看起来“不太严重”的原因。个人衡量的定义，旁人怎么看的清？影响的力量或阴影，除了当事人之外，其他人只能体量，了解或劝告，而并不可能完全明白。我不明白一些批评怎么下得如此了断，不明白一些事情可以那么绝对，怎么说，怎么可能不是一，就是二这么简单。是非题的确只有两种相对的答案，但往往事实并非如此明朗。因此很多时候我不敢下太多定论，我也觉得没必要把话说得太重。因为喜欢就是喜欢，不喜欢就不喜欢。不管怎么说黑白，事实都不会为了一言一语而改变。喜欢把事情说的很绝对的人，我只能回答“是哦？”，或许在他们面前我会显得很“连这种简单的道理都不懂”的样子，但是我觉得“说话可以先思考吗？”。对，很多时候的我到头来会很胆怯，懦弱。很多时候会被人踩在脚下，看着别人往自己的脸上奚落，看见别人活在光环或群众目光之中，看着别人成为焦点。而我在别人眼中却无法定住视线。抢分，很重要，我还在学。我觉得真正抢眼的人不多，真正能够震撼我，真材实料的人真的不多。其他的滥竽充数总爱嚣张或充胖子，说话头头是道却不堪一击。我也爱抢分，只是那些人，的确是笑话。输给他们，说真的我会不服输，不过想想，他们也让我当笑话了。力争上游，我也还在学，怎么改进自己的生活，怎么往高处爬，怎么才能在未来有个定点，怎么才能在经济上有自由权。我已经让自己的懦弱输给了很多人，我必须往前。

随波逐流，一种很可怕的现象。人总爱道听途说，这里听一点那里听一点然后就装博士医生。拜托，或许这些人可以在回到山上闭关三年再出来分析自己的经验，见解和领悟。人云亦云要到何时？人人都说好的东西，就是好的？这种观念流传了也不只有多少世纪。就比如说我的手机学问，我花上的时间没有八年都有五年，但就事论事，我觉得没有理由去质疑别人真正的经验或心得。我依然觉得我知道的范围就好像沙漠中的一粒沙。很多东西总要学习。我尝试过的我才懂得作出比较，我并不能接受无凭据的意见，而我觉得那不是傲慢，而是意见过于轻浮。人总以为自己懂的东西很多，处处装懂，而固步自封。人最怕的情况就是停止了学习。一件事情怎么可能会好到不能再进步了？一些人怎么要求会越来越少？推说是被现实打败？这不关现实的事，而是自己思维运行的方式。很简单的打个比喻，刷牙，要怎么刷才会更好的杜绝细菌残留？准备菜肴，要怎么做菜才更可口？每件事情都有值得更好的理由。最可怕的就是人们以为自己很好了，而停止了自己进步的机会。这是善意的劝言，好，或许我没资格说劝言，我只能说这是我个人觉得对的事情。

投诉，一件累人而应该带着后续行动的事情。人总爱要求自己的生活能怎样怎样，要求周边的事情应该怎样怎样，为什么不是那样那样，或是过分的去要求别人应该怎样怎样。人受委屈之后，伤心之后，总该发泄。投诉或许是最容易的发泄方法。我本身一遇到不如意的事，也很轻易的找到倾诉对象，表达自己的不满。投诉的一方或许只是纯粹发泄，“或许”发泄后会好一些；聆听的一方好好听着，也想对方发泄之后能好过些，不想对方过后还会被同一件事情拖累久久，总之，希望对方的情况会有起色。不是浪费时间，人受到压力总是需要适量的发泄而再出发。再出发？或许很多人在投诉后都忘了这点。为什么会投诉？因为周边的事情不顺利？因为过不了自己那关？人总是希望一切一切会很顺利，但现实中并非如此，这句俗话不必我说吧。人要改变，而不是要求周边其他事情或人物改变。一个环境不顺利，就要改变自己的看法或角度。要改善自己的生活，就要改变自己现有的应对方式。一件事情，不同的应对方式，才会有不同的收获和后果。怎么可能用一种方式，做同一件事，而祈求有不同的结果？山不转路转。穷则变，变则通。投诉之后，应该聚集那个力量来思考自己下一步该怎么走。接受或不接受。接受的话，难听点为委曲求全，好听点就应该学习怎么放大自己的接受范围，尝试接受不完美和不顺利的事情。不能接受的话，就改变。想个办法跳出原来的框框。太累就去放假，什么叫不得空还是不能？那是不敢，不敢改变自己应对问题或压力的方式，或是害怕。像刚才说的，不敢或害怕踏出改变的一步，事情怎么会“突然间”变得如意起来？逃避也好，很多东西最后都是自己选择的。不如说一个工作岗位，如果真的很不满，那就改变自己说话的方式，待人处世的方式，或是想法，最勇敢的打算就是最后一步，辞职。当然，换个环境不代表能过得更好，换一个自己，肯定会让自己好过些。朋友若是能够操控一个人的情绪，只有接触太多，寸步难移才会照成的。扩大自己的生活圈子，永远没有坏处。朋友不嫌多，至少问题来了，还有更多分散注意力的方式。如果能够花点心思为自己的生活点缀，做些不一样的决定，生活说不定不会死死沉沦在同一个方程式里。高不高兴是自己选择的，如果不敢行动或改变，我只能说，你想改变的念头败在自己固步自封的念头底下。那，我也不知要怎么帮忙了。朋友，自救。

朋友，总是很多来来去去的。我没有很多很疯狂的友情，因为我不敢投注太多。多谢从前的朋友，总让我觉得友情很不堪一击。此时此刻，高兴就好，下一秒，再打算。我看起来比较喜欢孤立自己，是因为我觉得自己才是最值得信任的朋友。所有的大问题，大纠纷，到最后也只不过烟消云散。朋友没了，再找，总会有新的。好朋友那又怎样？依然会有代替的机会。就好比生意，盛兴的时候就投注多点吧，觉得是时候了就抽身，转投其他方面。这是一直在旋转的轮盘，看的是缘分和运气。多不开心都好，过后回望，这一切只是小小的风波，我依然珍惜我觉得应该珍惜的，就是现在。

Moving on

2011-10-25T23:50:00.002+08:00

All along with those worthless disappointed feelings, I've decided to move on. Life just won't stop by and ask, "How are you?". I look at myself. I really had bad days throughout this week. If I can choose, I wouldn't let this kind of feeling ruins my life. If only I can choose. I think, I can. And I tell myself that I must.

No one deserves better treating from anyone else except himself or herself.

Although I need an answer desperately, how can I get through? How can I manage to ignore my little emotion inside? How can I tolerate? How can I accept?

No matter what, I will still appreciate what I have, what I own previously. And all those memory. Everything will be just fine, and gets better in time.

倒数

2011-10-21T13:56:00.006+08:00

疲

倦

。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

何时的我写部落格就成一片谩骂?没错，发泄而言，这是一个好地方。其实下了笔，就不可能是不为人知的秘密了。这么的公开，这么的敞然。一连几天的我没有睡得高枕，问题总是发生了。我可以避免，但我并不觉得避免算是解决方法。逃避更是无药可救。逃避可能换来平静，可自己是真的要啃下那股气，有必要吗？没人会明白。而且换来的是永无止境的得寸进尺。至少在我的个案里，这是成立的。

安静面对的话，这世界仿佛变得更吵闹。一次一次的挑战我的极限。我不想安静，我宁愿变得更吵闹。安静并没有胜算，我也不会更好过。每件事都是有原因的，我明白，我不想谈，反而我比较在乎对方的极限，而偏偏就让他人燃烧过界限。忍。我已经做了一段时间。

往好处看齐，往前看齐，每个人也想。每个人见解不同，目标也不同。绝对的事说多，我只会笑言太天真。天真不天真其实也并没有给其他人造成伤害，所有得到的好处坏处当然也只有自己知道。请互相尊重，我并没有权利分享他们所谓的好处，那为什么我要受这种煎熬的过程。你发达你的事，别挡住我的去向，也别干扰。如果只是单方面的让步，何以达到和平的效果？

换个话题，错事做了，我就得承担后果。我努力辩解，但发挥不到作用，反而对方看似更想逃离。好，在公式化之间，我只想过关。我让对方失望了，我只能尽力修补，我并没有铁定要回到最开始，因为不实际，也没必要。当我的心底是这么想，祝我好运吧。

希望周遭改变是不可能，或很艰难，我觉得改变自己会更好。希望我会找到个方式来面对当前的局面。失望之后的我目前并不想当什么也没发生过。算我小心眼，小器，我会觉得很可笑。如果根本没发现，我觉得算了吧，不要也罢，这些多余的关系。如果觉得莫名其妙，相对的我还觉得有药救。我不是在空等命运安排，而是我认为这种局面被我看到后，我已经觉得我没有主动的理由了。你不是我，你不会明白，当然我不是你，我也越来越不懂你。至少，我尝试了解过。

不懂，我写一大堆垃圾，也让人读了一大堆垃圾。我可以很忙，但对于情绪的面对和时间的安排我还是空出了很多时间。

W.H.Y

2011-10-20T13:40:00.003+08:00

不明白一些事情为什么可以那么理所当然
不明白一些事情为什么只可以是对的
而且不明白为什么一些人可以一面倒的相信
这是所谓的坚持？还是盲目？

有时候觉得
我片刻的动摇
内心的争斗
总是折磨着我的嘴脸

各位请坚持自己觉得对的事情
各位请别打扰我的生活
各位请学会互相尊敬
我的偏见无可救药

我依然一面倒的沉溺于我的偏见与骄傲
很简单的道理
每个人都有自己秉持的信念
你对，我不会有好处
我对，我也不会给你好处

如果成熟带来了这些不必要的自信与狂妄
那我觉得已经没有逗留的理由

对号入座的
请自便
觉得奇怪的
请放心

安静
是最好的解决方式

Its all about the Money

2011-10-04T13:47:00.002+08:00

钱钱钱

改变人的思维

每个人愿意成为的奴隶

不知不觉的下贱与虚伪

这是催促我改变的警告

还是纯粹短暂的失去方向

Settled Down

2011-09-13T20:13:00.002+08:00

Moving to new home, new environment, new lifestyle, new semester...

I suppose, new me.

Haha. Today is just the second day since I started my new semester, and the third day since I moved in. I still have lots of luggage to tidy up, all those wanted and unwanted things, which I carried around all these years. I don't even know whether they are still useful or not. For example, I found two bottles of contact lens liquid last night because my friend needed it. However I noticed that they were expired quite a long time ago, which was 2008. Shocked. Maybe lots of things I should have thrown away.

However, some useful things like clothes hanger, I don't even know where I've lost it. I guess I should buy another one. Some I just don't know where they go.

But I find that my mind is not really good enough to remember all stuffs. I forget to bring back any fork and spoon! That is just... pathetic. LOL. I don't have a mirror in my room, can't really believe it! But it's okay, the awful situation just lasts for one day. I've bought one last night. Haha.

I think there are still lots and lots of things that I can't remember at this moment.

想得到释放只有投降

2011-09-02T02:31:00.002+08:00

It means nothing, just a lyric. 你太猖狂. Love that song. I wish someone would be 猖狂 to me as well, but now it all seems like I'm being enough 猖狂 for someones. Okay, stop all these rojak language.

This week I went to karaoke for 3 times! Woah, so crazy but indeed so happy. Life would be very enjoyable for me if it is always spent with friends and family. Quality time, so called. Last night we were singing for 5 hours. Enough to claim back that 0.5 hour which we lost last time. That was awesome! We picked up many old and classic songs. Some of them used of the "new" songs when I was in primary or secondary school. And eventually now they were transformed and saved in my memory, as old songs that accompanied my teenage periods, or when I used to be a boy.

LOL.

Anyway, that was so true.

And now, September has came. Thesis titles are out, I'm seriously headache. For this semester break, I have 6 weeks to spare after my internship. This is the 5th weeks now. I would say, this is a little too long for me. I was like doing nothing everyday besides sleeping, eating, online, and watching drama. Part of me feel like I have wasted much time. Anyway, finishing an important and urgent stuff was a big achievement of this break.

LOL.

Again, that was so true.

I don't know how much time I need to be fully recovered. At this moment, I'm just fine. I had underestimated it and I thought I could go out and work soon too, but I'm not in that case yet. Maybe, I guess, I have no problem to go for a trip. Fun, fun, think about that, you'll know what it is.

LOL.

Inspire me

2011-08-25T04:10:00.003+08:00

I miss photography so much. As I'm too free these few weeks, I've got nothing better to do, besides sitting at home and wait for recharging my battery. Finally, yesterday I'm out to order another new spectacles. Hooray! I'm able to walk now, but not yet able to run. Last night suddenly I saw a word "self-potrait photography" which inspires me quite a lot, as I can imagine, until that I decided to make, or said to create something. I spent such few hours just to shoot and finish a single photo. Not the above one, which is impossible to shoot inside my home.

Haaaha, I couldn't tell my feeling after finish editing this photo. Just one word, weird. Its exactly the same in my mind, I mean the idea is there, but the finishing is not up to my satisfaction yet. I need more skills in it. Anyway it is really funny to play this around, so I ask my sister to be my model too. I have the other shot of my sister just now. Photography really needs lots of inspiration. I've lost the chance to snap photos in the gathering last week, as I'm unable to attend it. (Sorry organizer...) Need some chances to shoot using my camera. Its just too pity to be left inside my bag...

Sitting or Standing or Lying

2011-08-15T17:48:00.002+08:00

This is the third week I finish my internship. Glad. At least I have something goes on following my schedule for this 6-7 weeks. Now, need some serious rest. Watching dramas at home, sweet. Hehe. Hopefully the next plan I'll have it done too. Looking forward for a trip. Holiday, left not much =(

Its over!

2011-07-30T04:24:00.002+08:00

Finally this kind of life has came to an end. A bit sad, but I'm truly relieved. I've planned at least 1 month for holiday since I really seldom stay at my hometown. I shouldn't be like this. Haha.

Today is the last day for my internship. Everything works fine, and I feel like today's time passes so fast. I brought my camera to workplace but don't have that chance to take photos with my colleagues and boss. And after work, we still have our first time "outing" to OveTime at Old Klang Road. Its quite out of the plan, actually Ivan and I are planning to have our dinner at Solaris Dutamas. Hmm. Things change. But in the end, we have another exhausted night as we're drunk without eating anything before drinking, that's suck!

Okay, I think I have too much to catch up. But for internship, I think I have almost settled everything. Logbook, reports, surveys. LOL. I hate paper works.

Been told a lot about myself by my colleague last night. He sees me quite through, sigh, inspire me quite a lot. Thank to him of course, and I shall have some change, from time to time. At least, in my mind.

Night.

不算新的生活

2011-05-23T20:12:00.002+08:00

对，这阵子忙有的没的。回到KL，开工，新住所，搬家，见朋友，聚会，摄像，手机。

这次工作与以往不同，internship，还真是第一次，应该也只有一次。工钱少，工作时间蛮长。唉…Office里又很无聊。

还在适应期，终于办理宿舍了。新的地方，新的生活环境。

先写到这里，工作忙了反而没什么心机写了。

Leave

2011-05-08T03:36:00.003+08:00

转眼之间，有时时候说再见了，或许应该说，终于是时候说再见了。以前一直期待的，现在到了，心里反而会有点舍不得和遗憾。丢了很多东西，翻起了很多记忆，照片，电影票。甚至一些从第一学年就一直留，留，留到现在第三年的。有用的，选择被收起来，继续的留。没用的，全都变成了垃圾，连楼梯旁的垃圾桶都不够装。干净了，收拾整齐了，明天就要回家。

新闻，身旁的朋友很多莫名其妙的住不到宿舍，心中难免不忿，可是也不能做什么。还有时间，至少是九月才开学，还可以考虑下一步该怎么走。上诉或搬迁。最重要的是不好破坏为了考试的准备。

有点傻，竟然想到宿舍的各个角落拍张照留念。到时回来的感觉已经不一样，不会忘记的是自己住了这里三年，当年傻傻的第一年，到现在。做过的每一件事，聊过天的每一个人，都值得纪念。

Slap

2011-05-06T10:06:00.004+08:00

What a long time. Exam period makes me don't have much feeling to express, so I've got nothing to write. Or maybe just too busy to study at last minute? I know its bad, and I'm not that good at last minute too. I take quite some times to understand some simple things too, but everytime I repeat this mistake. My bad.

Sounds not happy and cheerful right? Yes I'm totally sad now. Yesterday after settling my final exam for this semester, I feel relieved, and at the same time, I feel sad for my FEA. I swear I know how to do all the questions, I know the methods and I did them all, but guess what, my substituted values are wrong. When I realize I was wrong, I'm already at the third page of the solution of that particular question. And I don't have enough time to erase, change or redo. I'm frustrated and my hands even, started to shake. My tears almost burst because this is the most fucking case in the world. I rather feel like I don't know how to do at all. I guess, in total of 40 marks, after I've substituted all the wrong values, how much can I get? 5? 10? In the end, I just have my methods and calculations all done, just wish that, MAYBE, calculations carry marks. But that doesn't change my mind, I just feel stupid, because of the wrong values. I feel like, I rather don't do all those past years questions, don't revise much, don't be so stressed for that subject! Perhaps my marks will just be the same like I didn't study much, but in fact I did, and I've wasted all my efforts because of those stupid units!

I'm speechless after that paper. Maybe after CIM I have some bad feelings too, but this time the feeling is much stronger, perhaps I give too much hope on this paper... And I'll be disappointed, again!

Yesterday, hanging out is the sweetest things to cover up my sadness towards FEA. I've totally forgotten about it, we chit chat and watch a nice movie. That is just so... sweet. A sweet escape from my emo-ness. I know I'll be very sad and disappointed of that paper/my performance, its just the matter of time. And its now, I'm sad of it.

So, it's Friday today. I not yet sleep, last night spending all my time online, have fun, watch a movie, YouTube, videos, forums, phones bla bla bla. Just now I take a nap then go and have my log book for internship, and that's just fine. Then I walk alone to SKET to check the results for Etnik. Yes, it already comes out, really fast and efficient before I can take a breathe.

So here comes another big disappointment. It makes me think in a very negative way, am I wrong again? My studying method or what? And everytime, these bullshit subject I just get bullshit marks. Or am I expecting too much from myself? I done it bad again. I almost wipe my eyes to make sure whether the results are correct. Yes it is. And I hate this feeling. I'm very sad and disappointed (again), walking back alone to room, under the freaking hot sun, my sweat flows like water straight to my toes. I'm tired, its like I wish I can just sit down in the halfway and think back, what have I done wrong? And why am I being such responsible to check those results for all my friends, and I end up like this? I feel stupid, numb, there's no need to be so excited to see those fucking results. And I hate myself too. I know I can't predict future, and I know too, I thought I'm better than that, I mean, better than now.

Too much problem to deal with, its like I've done too much mistakes, and I've got much things to learn, still! I'm tired... Why is the reality so cruel? Why am I always got freaked out and fucked up? And why can't I hope the best for myself? Why is there too much disappointment in life? I know I'm asking some stupid questions, but, I just can't find answers for them.

I wish that, each time when I open my eyes, I'll be having a new day. Life's unpredictable, I know. Life's not a bed of roses, I understand too. I wish that I can accept all those ups and downs easily, that's it. Final's end, this semester ends, waiting to go home, waiting for internship, all those boring documents. I want holiday.

一半

2011-04-28T18:09:00.002+08:00

Two papers are gone, and I totally didn't sleep well these few days. My sleeping time is at morning to noon, everyday. Wow. Even though maybe I have slept around 6-8 hours, I still feel like... weird... Wow am I sleeping so late? Perhaps studying at night, or more precisely, midnight is my favour.

Just finish another paper. The second paper, which feels like its the first paper of this sem. Sigh. Its quite full-of past year, and all the answers are sharp and clear, they're in the slides of course. Just that I keep on forgetting those things. And I've studied quite a lot of things that didn't come out, memory is full of those... rubbish... There are 5 questions, and all are compulsory, so no other choice. Means that if really can't do one of them, then 10-15 marks are gone! So gone...

Studied whole night, and just slept around 30 minutes because of those bullshit noisiest. LOL. And in the end... died. @@

Forgetful

2011-04-24T08:05:00.003+08:00

I forget to study, I forget to do so many things. Study week is almost gone, today is the last day, and tomorrow is my first paper. I need good luck, give me good luck! These two days I have terrible sleeping time, almost from afternoon till evening, then stay up all night. Studying, but sometimes can't really concentrate. All these boring subjects, I wonder why should I take them. Almost lose my direction, lose myself too. But this isn't really the first time I feel so, take it easy, and deal with it, I've told myself.

Good luck, to me, and all my friends.

Week for studying

2011-04-21T07:44:00.003+08:00

My blogspot reading list is getting bored. So few updates by my friends out there. I wonder, is blogging really not that popular among my friends? Haha.

So for this semester, I'm sitting for 4 papers, respectively on 25 April, 28 April, 3 May and 5 May. This study week, truly, I'm quite normal. Usually my study week will be my time for new phones, that's my ugly schedule, but I keep repeating it. Proudly to say, this semester, not (yet).

So few outings too, compared to the past study weeks. I'm not paying hundred percent attention on studies too. Just that, I'm too poor to hang out. Opps. Haha!

Yo, someone is complaining that I put most of my stuff on web. I agree too. Ok, I'll try my best to filter and control (behave) myself on Facebook and here. Lesser posts related to personal stuffs. Hehe. So, let's talk about general stuffs, hope that won't be boring. Hehe.

House stuff, hope that we can settle it soon, as well as furnitures too. =D

Immediately after final paper then I'll be going home, to rest maybe 1 week, then come back again for internship. Yes, finally it comes... Hope it will be great and interesting!

晴天

2011-04-15T03:21:00.005+08:00

编排得有点乱。

Pottery就这样草草了事，感觉都没做到什么。Product也因为IP的关系而没法拿出来摆在摊子，难免有点失望。算是完成的作品偏偏派不上用场。我不想怪罪IP，因为我知道，我并没融入其中。当天九点到五点，我选择发呆，面对一切的烂情况和废话，我需要很高的EQ。最难过的事，即将过去。最难挨的时刻，就这样。坦言这一年因为种种关系导致我在这个科目里并没有真正受益，没学到什么东西。就是一个，错，字。有种感觉我还真的不适合这一行，也许是因为全天下对IP的重视度，（在FB句句关于IP，总被挂在嘴边），搞到我完全感觉不到我原来是跟他们同一个科系的，好笑ing。

Facebook的正面status？这几天心情也总算大起大落。我不要别人来评论我，不如先问问自己有没有资格。我只想说，这几天也非常的累。对，我没有IP做，因为沟通的关系，然而我不想把问题说得太清，或者太过绝对。错的一方永远不会知道自己有错，除非有人点醒。我知道自己有错，可是我也知道只有自己这么脆弱，这么的想。每个人想的东西毕竟不同，每个人要的东西不同，每个人的处事方式也不同，每个人的思维判断逻辑更是有着很大的分别。那几天我睡得不好，不懂我的人应该认为我这么这么的得空，应该完全很自由，很享受才对。我只能说，外界看的，都是隔层莎，雾里看花。然而人总爱道听途说，自己不知道却要硬硬说得头头是道。看好戏就有他们的份。难听的话，自己不知道发生什么事麻烦你们就先搞好自己组的事情，嘴巴静点我不笑你们是哑巴的。我能说什么，承认自己无能，也承认这个世界上什么样的人都有。沟通这门事，我搞不好了，我尽力了。可是一只手掌是拍不响的，要的是机会，单方面怎么可能会有“配合”？我宁愿自己有机会去工作坊割伤弄淤我的手，也不想听那些流言蜚语。精神上的打击，这不是我要的结果，是被制造出来的玩笑。

已经很婉转了。

晴天，赶快来。

HD2 -> HD7

2011-04-09T07:36:00.005+08:00

Sounds interesting! Finally few months of waiting and research, I've decided to try to flash my HD2 to LEO70 Rom, which is firstly developed by DFT and published on XDA Forum by HD2Owner. Few hours ago, I've tried version 1.03, and now I'm using the latest version 1.04. Basically I just choose this rom randomly, as there're still some different rom out there. Anyway, just try my luck.

But it isn't really just TRY, it will totally format my SD card, ie. all memory will be gone, and, my WinMo 6.5 Energy Rom will be gone too. I need to back up all the contacts, but its okay, I always did it. Just that if I want to go back to 6.5, I need to re-install and re-setting all the stuff inside.

These will really take me lots of time, as I want it to be perfect all the time... Haha! That is why I'm not dare to flash new rom. But my 6.5 memory is getting low and I don't know why, maybe the dump memory and files are getting more, so I've decided to format it, hence, I flash it.

Just in case, I use another SD card to try out Windows Phone 7 rom. Don't forget I still have Android MCCM HD V4.0 Desire HD rom on the other hand, I'll still need it. My extra SD card is only a 2GB card. WP7 is very choosy about the SD card being used, but luckily my 2GB old SD card still works like a charm in WP7. In fact, it is really smooth!

So I read through as many articles as I can before flashing it to WP7. Installation guide is easy. Developers seem have provided everything. Firstly, just plug in my HD2 in 6.5 through USB Active Sync connection, then install MAGLDR and LEO70. The process is very fast too! (Sorry I'm not providing the step-by-step guide, the guides are everywhere so just google it~)

Installation of DWT.exe (LEO70)

The computer's side. DFT!

So after the whole process finish (about few minutes), my HD2 reboots with original Energy start-up screen, then it will automatically booted into MAGLDR for couples of seconds. And, here it goes! HTC boot screen, and Windows Phone Logo!

I'm really excited when I see this! Yey, Windows Phone 7 is started! I almost shouted and jumped at room, but my roommate was sleeping la... hahahah!

HD2 T8585 -> HD7 T9292

Of course there're still some settings to be done...

So, finally I've booted my HD2 into HD7. Err, not really HD7 because it is LEO70 build, a Windows Phone 7 rom. Until now, I've used it around 20 hours, less than a day. There're of course some problem still. Some are the problem of HD2-ported-rom itself, and some are the cons of WP7. The main problem is the bad camera. It has no autofocus, the settings are very very little and limited. There're green tint if using flash to capture photos. And overall the colour tone of image produced are blur and not sharp. 5MP camera is totally spoilt. BUT, the video camera is getting me a big surprise! It can record 720P video like a charm, quite smooth too. Continuous auto focus is there, just that it is a bit dark, but I think it is normal for a phone. The video camera has done its part, hehe..

The key mapping of the physical buttons are quite weird. I keep on pressing the wrong buttons and it ends up going here and there, Bing Search and IE. Errrm. The volume is too loud although I've set it to be 1 over 30. Wow, but I guess it is way better than the volume is too low then. So, the sound/speaker quality is not that inspiring too.

No marketplace access. It prompts me to insert an Windows Live activation code which I don't have. Sigh. I must get one from Microsoft to get it works. Same for the Hotmail synchronizing, XBox services, Live services. I'm still on the way to figure out how to install the signed XAP application files which I have downloaded, as I have no access to Marketplace to download new and useful apps and games.

Overall the OS and UI is really smooth and simple. It can be said as limited too, too few things on a phone, compared to its older production like WinMo 6.5 (which has too much things on a phone). The tiles homescreen design is indeed very intuitive and user friendly. I love the sweep my fingers left and right to view more. It responds very fast as I simply touch or press buttons, big thumb!

From idle to wake up, I just need to press Power button once, it responds very fast too, unlike in the Android builds. The transition animation is nice, the theme can be changed into different colours to avoid bore. The Zune player, the music+video gallery are new and I love browsing my media and music library using it. People Hub gathers all the contacts from my email accounts, and Facebook accounts too, they links it all.

Another thing that I just learn is how to use Zune. I have to install this to build a connection between the phone and computer. After few trial (how noob am I...), I finally know how to use it to transfer all my media files among my HD2/7 and my computer, including photos, videos, and music.

Hope that battery drainage won't be serious on my phone. Haha. Otherwise, I really enjoy it! Thanks for all the guides on XDA forum and Youtube of course. Hahaha...

轻便

2011-04-07T03:40:00.001+08:00

星期三！整个下午非常的无聊，无所事事。整个晚上却在玩Light Painting，有趣！这样就过了一天，晚安咯 =D

Settled

2011-04-04T21:39:00.002+08:00

And finally the photo editing has came to an end. Glad. I was playing around with PS, and learnt quite a lot from friends. Although in the end I might not get any realistic results such as final exam. I felt like I have learnt a lot, the most important thing is I'm happy with this hobby. Photography rocks!! People around might can't understand this, as they can't understand when something comes out to be so beautiful, I feel so contented. Wow, I say like I've taken some great photos. But I know I'm not, I'm always still learning. And counting down the days until now, I have my 1000D with me around 9 months. Yes it is still below a year. A speedlite has helped me a lot, especially in the recent MATB2 dinner. Looking back on my first year, I was using cameraphone, second year I was using digital camera. So of course the photo quality is getting better. I love this kind of memory. Clear, and vibrant. Although this time I'm still unable to use the speedlite in a proper way, causing some failed shots with weird lighting. It's much better than shaky and blurred photos. Some photos are still out of focus, hehe. So, the chosen photos are already all uploaded on Facebook. A complete album that takes me few days to finish it. A small achievement for me. Haha...

I wish I'll have another chance to take part in such dinner again...

I want to have better photos always... Haha!

So this is the last MATB2 in my life, guess so...

Quite satisfied with it, except for the food. Nice hotel, enjoy the night too.

Today started the week 13, wow the final exam is damn near right now! My week 12 is really holiday-ed. Outings, shopping, online. Without paying any attention on my studies. Luckily I don't really lack behind. Yes the whole world out there is doing IP.

Saturday's rolling-out-there is quite crazy and without much plan. Spent some money but in the end I get some new experience only, those places aren't really nice. Hahaha...

I would look forward for the next time, for better venues. Haha!

Tonight we're gonna

2011-03-31T11:14:00.003+08:00

Tonight, MATB2! I think this is the last time I'm able to join this event, since my first year. And this year, this time will be the third time. Oh no, means my third year is going to end soon too. Everything is just soooo fast! Hope everybody's dressing up, grooming up, and enjoy the night. But I ain't having any party after all, I wish to, but my friends around me are just... not that kind. Everyone, just enjoy the teenage dreams, young and energetic! How about me? I just wish that I'll not be bored to death tonight. Getting to know lesser and lesser friends in college, more to "lubuk" some more, that's why. Therefore this will be the last time.

Thanks for all the MATB2 committees too, for bringing this up!

Time to have fun ~ XD

Actually this period will be quite busy for me. Just that I'm getting more and more free this week. (Without worrying my dear IP.) I'm not feeling well about it, or I can say, I'm sick of it. Anyway, everything's still cool and guess what, it will end in 1.5 month!! I hope everyone will not be regret of what we have done or we have decided for this moment. Cheers!

So, I'll continue with my holiday as if I'm not taking that course.

And everyday, I'm still doing the same route. Gadgets. Hehe... Just let go my W980 yesterday, and it feels quite good now. Haha!

Enjoy the music ~

蠢顿一时

2011-03-30T02:57:00.003+08:00

我的天，心想自己来搞好W980，怎知弄巧反拙，现在完全陷入死亡边缘，等待埋葬。小聪明这次用不着了，就当教训吧。所以，N76回到怀抱里，重新出发。=)

我还真的厉害，就为这件事浪费了两天的时间。W980，使用期，28天，帅！

The: Sucker Punch

2011-03-25T23:41:00.007+08:00

Sucker Punch (2011)

Emily Browning ... Baby Doll

Abbie Cornish ... Sweet Pea

Jena Malone ... Rocket

Vanessa Hudgens ... Blondie

Jamie Chung ... Amber

Wow its a great series of posters from the movie "Sucker Punch". All of them are indeed really pretty and seems so "animated". Cool! This movie is just released yesterday, and today, wcw and I are "unprepared" to watch this kind of movie. I mean, our first choices would be "The Eagle" or "The Unknown". (Yea I haven't watch both of them.) Anyway this movie looks delicious and "suck" us away to purchase tickets. LOL.

Its director is Zack Snyder, basically its the director from "300" and "Watchmen". So, big name? Indeed it has done his job, pretty nice effects, everywhere. I mean those 3D effect, slow-mo! The slow motion portrait of bullets, bombs, guns and knives, cutting away bodies (of robot), bombing those enemies and buildings are awesome! Girls are pretty and elegant, finely drafted in animation. Its like I'm watching Final Fantasy, but this one is actually produced by real actresses. I can say, nice animation. Baby Doll is cute, Sweet Pea is beautiful, and Rocket is cool! Love the way they kill those enemies, they're like really strong and powerful. Jumping higher than sky, dangerous but pretty actions are everywhere throughout the film. I notice the soundtracks too, just on the spot, nice and suitable music/songs when dancing and fighting. Yes, I'm not watching in 3D but it feels like 3D!

What about its story? I like the beginning part, where Baby Doll is tortured by her stepfather and being sent to so-called mental hospital. That part is pretty amazing with nice sound effect. She looked really pathetic, and she can do nothing, no one listen to her. Her mom is dead and her stepfather want to rape her little sister. She tries to help, but at last her little sister is killed by that stepfather. But in the end, she is blamed for murdering her own little sister and being sent out for mental treatment. I like the tone which is almost black and white, sad and sorrow tone. And the way the movie is being captured.

Then what else? Things suddenly change. The mental hospital becomes a place for prostitutes? OMG, am I getting this wrong? Maybe not, its just more to a "theater". So they are the performers to entertain the customers. Baby Doll meets some friends/sisters there. The most amazing but weird part is when she starts dancing, she enters a different world where she and her friends have a task to encounter and achieve somethings, including map, fire, knife, key, and last one is the mystery. In the movie, her dance is supposed to be wonderful, which drags everyone's attention away. But we never see her dancing, in fact, the transition takes place, and she's in the war zone. Wow. Such a transition.

So the story, just search for the synopsis, I believe its everywhere. Frankly, it is not really attractive, and lags much behind the effects that it has. Therefore, just pay attention to the effects. That is cool and awesome. Haha!

Cool right? The graphic and their customs.

Did I forget to mention about Jogoya today? I have a great chance to have this lunch promotion cheaper and cheaper! Quite worthy! Hahaha XD Although it is just 2 hours, I can't really try most of the food. But I crazily eat the Haagen Dazs and try most of the flavours available there. Love the Mango, Mango Sorbet, and Belgium Chocolate, but some are not really nice... Anyway, it worths quite a lot there. I'm quite crazy, throwing all types of seafood into my mouth, except for crab as I don't know how to serve that. Two hours are pretty short, we eat, then take photos, chit chat, have fun, searching around for food, then that's all.

This is my very first time to eat buffet at Jogoya! And what a long time ddn't visit Starhill Gallery, until I forget its location. LOL. Everywhere is still amazingly wonderful, so damn high class.

Another thing, not related to this movie. Hmm... Don't know how to start talking about this in a sudden. I guess, my friends know what happens. LOL just assume that I didn't talk anything.

保持微笑

2011-03-24T23:07:00.003+08:00

这次用中文，纯粹写写心情，毕竟这么多天没写了，还真的想念这里，感觉少了一个精神寄托。上个周末我大概把所有时间花在CC Trip上了…相信这次真的是我最后一次去了，而我也给了自己和他们一个机会，只是最后还是败给自己的first year。那次的好玩程度，和省钱程度跟这次真的没得比。首先，地点选到同一个，也就是Pangkor Island，可是住的地方不一样。上回是住在一间三层楼的排屋，这回则是分开住在同一层的三间apartment。看到分别？一间家的交流肯定会比较多，比如说，在家依然可以有活动，谈天或游戏，就连走上走下都肯定会碰见，再聊聊天，打声招呼，交流肯定会比较多。说回这次的三间apartment，同一条走廊，同一条街，只是个这那么远。回到apartment的活动，就是休息，睡觉，冲凉，各忙各的。当然住在一起的还是有交流到，只是相对的少。另外一点就是，apartment反而比较贵。

下不下海潜水又给了我们一个选择，少过一半的人竟然选择不下水。忘了提总共有多少人…总共有三十多人，十多个人下水，换句话说就是有二十多个人没有下水。而我，就是没下水那个，因为第一年去过了，很好玩，可是很晕，最后还呕了，搞得整个人过后一整天都没什么精神，现在还依稀记得。蛮辛苦的，所以这次就选择不下咯。第一天还没什么影响，因为都是一起的活动，吃的，拍照的，逛逛的。而第二天问题就出现了。超过一半的人很早起，一起去早餐。过后一半的就去下水，另一半再去逛逛再回家休息，算是等待。另外一群人过后才起床，过后就是拖拖拖…拖延；等等等…等待。最后收拾好去早/午餐，再过一阵子却是还车，check out的时候了，所以总的来说，第二天节目安排算是混乱吧，等待的时间多过玩乐的时间。可是听说下水的蛮好玩，只是自己没什么想去。是我要求高？或许我不该拿之前的来做比较，因为那时有学长带领。反而这次我在怀疑senior有没有guide到。不过，我不在局里，知道的也不多。我不能说这次的我非常之满意，只是至少比去年的有进步。 ^^

好啦，批评这么多，自己都不会做咯。

今天星期四了，这四天基本上算充分吧。星期一早上去Mcd早餐，特地跑去KL Sentral，蛮疯的，而且还很早起床！厉害，上课不见我这么勤劳，心虚。那一整天也忙上课，太早醒反而下午都很累很爱睡。星期二依然很忙上课，没有午餐，课取消，最后只是在聊天。拜三再去Mcd早餐，然后做pottery，要赶product了，没什么天分，最好不要再裂了！唉…IP有东西要改，感觉越来越渺茫了，不知做不做得出来，材料买了一半，我还没付钱，很穷，还在欠别人钱，唉…今天是上课天，也没午餐晚餐，只有宵夜和零食，很不健康。

吃了两天Mcd早餐，很便宜，也很腻了，哈哈！还没试的，要去的就快去，三十一日截止咯。花超过五块钱就送两份早餐，算是很值得！哈哈！每天晚上都宵夜，这个坏习惯越来越严重，重点是花更多钱，还有花更多时间，搞到每天晚上明明很多时间，都不见了。手头上的东西一直拖拖拖。Intern的文件希望快点搞定。屋子的文件算是告一段落，之前的懊恼和问题暂时说拜拜，只是五月开始的实习真的想到就累，那么远，该怎么办，很担心，没交通工具真的很烦恼。星期六的大件事希望只是一时情绪的起伏，我不会放弃，希望自己还会有机会。

明天，期待Jogoya咯，有生以来还是第一次，没吃过啊！

晚安~

Weekend and... Holiday?

2011-03-19T04:07:00.002+08:00

A short simple update before I'm going for bed. Today, finally Ethnic is over! Today is our presentation day for Ethnic, although in the process it is quite random and not so smooth, I mean the preparation period, but at last, we've made it and I feel proud of your all contribution. Thanks you guys! Yup I'm not the presenter, I'm the one who stand beside and click the slides. My 2 minutes video is quite random too (again), I realize my computer don't have Windows Movie Maker then I just download one Windows Live Movie Maker. It is really simple to use, as it offers quite a limited number of settings, and that's why I can finish it faster.

All the funny parts such as showing the food and the clothes, even the Q&A sessions, making me feel real good. Haha... Funny... Good job to all of my team members, cheers!

So tomorrow, later is Saturday, its time for CC Trip. To Pulau Pangkor again, and I hope, this time will be just full of fun! Yey! Looking forward to it. Time to have short sleep too, night.

p/s: I'm seriously broke! Thanks bro Zack Ann =)

Britney is back: Femme Fatale!

2011-03-16T05:21:00.007+08:00

Yo, welcome and she's back, few days ago with her latest album Femme Fatale! (Not official yet I guess). Kind of excited when I start listening to the whole album. So until now although I've just played the whole album only for few times, there's something I feel about it. As pop, it is really doing a good job, and the most important thing is, it is so my type!

First of all, Till The World Ends is... I guess, normal. It reminds me much of Ke$ha actually, especially the chorus, which I don't really like. It is not doing better. But for the verse and music, also the bridge, not bad! The second track Hold It Against Me is the first single of this album. Its a shout-out of this album of course, and Britney is coming back, since January. Yea I like it very much, and it has quite a number of play count in my iTunes too. I think most of you have heard of it, if you're concerned about western pop music. Just that the video, eww. It could be better, as a come-back song.

It has a total of 16 tracks in the deluxe version, but now I just have 12 tracks out of them. Basically now some tracks sound attractive to me, such as (Drop Dead) Beautiful, Seal It With A Kiss, Big Fat Ass, Trouble For Me, and Gasoline. Especially Gasoline, it reminds me of Toxic few years back. And I feel like, wow, old Britney is here!

Here's track list of this album:

1. Till The World Ends (Produced by Dr. Luke, Max Martin and Billboard)

2. Hold It Against Me (Produced by Dr. Luke, Max Martin and Co-produced by Billboard)

3. Inside Out (Produced by Dr. Luke, Max Martin and Billboard)

4. I Wanna Go (Produced by Max Martin and Shellback)

5. How I Roll (Produced by Bloodshy, Henrik Jonback and Magnus)

6. (Drop Dead) Beautiful (feat. Sabi) [Produced by Benny Blanco, Ammo, JMIKE and Billboard]

7. Seal It With A Kiss (Produced by Dr. Luke, Max Martin and Dream Machine)

8. Big Fat Bass (feat. will.i.am) [Produced by will.i.am]

9. Trouble For Me (Produced by Fraser T Smith)

10. Trip To Your Heart (Produced by Bloodshy, Henrik Jonback and Magnus)

11. Gasoline (Produced by Dr. Luke and Benny Blanco)

12. Criminal (Produced by Max Martin and Shellback)

Deluxe Edition Bonus Tracks:

13. Up N' Down (Produced by Max Martin, Shellback and Oligee)

14. He About To Lose Me (Produced by Rodney "Darkchild" Jerkins)

15. Selfish (Produced by Stargate, and Sandy Vee)

16. Don't Keep Me Waiting (Produced by Rodney "Darkchild" Jerkins)

Femme Fatale will be in stores on March 29th! Haha! (Already enjoying it now~)

Extreme Me

2011-03-14T03:46:00.003+08:00

Yey, back to English. Guess what? This is the third weekend that I'm "really" free and enjoy. But, not so free actually, in fact, it is packed with activities. First of all, I think this week, IP will be on my way, very very soon, its like counting down the days to meet with it. Wow, I'm so looking forward to it, I should say this. Hopefully I'll still survive after all, if not, I guess most of my friends will fall down first before me too, regarding to the contribution level. Haha. I'm being too condensible to come out with these words, perhaps.

I'm not feeling well of that, ok.

So what have I done is past weekend? Yes it is already gone. Sad case...

Last Friday is the day of Ethnic report submission. I sleep late because of the Thursday night, so Friday, I'm really tired and sleepy all the day. Finishing the report, and keep on asking my group member to print it out. I've waiting quite long, and for safety purpose, finally I've printed it on my own and brought it to class. I'm quite blur as a team leader I know, I don't even know when is the presentation date for my group. I'm so... speechless. It is such lucky that my group's turn is on next Friday, phew, relieved. Hope that my team members won't hate me much for being "quite" irresponsible. MAYBE I shouldn't skip classes. So this is the consequence. So, I just wish our group will perform and present well next Friday, then this will be OVER! Thanks everyone in advance.

Friday night, finally we get to see a good house to move in in next few months. I guess, this will be our best option till now. Just that, again, I don't have any transport except public ones such as bus. So, rely on bus would be quite painful. I hope, someday I can cope with it. Other than this, the house is basically quite suitable for all of us. Quite spacious, safe. Still the same wishes, I hope we all will stay together happily, haha! I'm truly looking forward for it!

I spend again! Saturday is the day to meet with her. Spend quite a whole day at Mid Valley, watching movie, shopping, walking around, eating, and chatting of course. I just wish at least we can meet once in a week. Haha.

Sunday is another of doing nothing. I go to do a survey and get some money, thanks my friend for letting me know too. Then crazily, I go 1U to shop. And finally I've bought myself a scarf. Wow, I like it very much, although it is not so cheap. Haha! I spend again. Let me see. I think I've spent RM150 in these few days. OMG! Money is just too easy to be gone! My bad... Time to regret, a while. Sigh... I should save money especially after I move out...

So this few days I've watched the new movie World Invasion: Battle Los Angeles. No Strings Attached and Paranormal Activity 2, finally I've watched them after I've downloaded them for such a period. Don't feel like writing any review for these. Haha. Last night I took some time to youtube lots of Final Destination scenes too. As I know FD5 is coming real soon, if its not mistaken. Haha.

吵我

2011-03-10T10:49:00.002+08:00

有时真的不明白为什么一些人说话为什么要这么的高声量。就是所谓大声。没有针对谁，自己对号入座就是自己的问题。经过我房间，上个楼梯，说话为什么不能安静些。明明一群人对话，却只听见一把声音最明显，最刺耳。或是两人对话（我也不清楚是不两人），一面只听到一方的声音，不是说明另一方说话轻声，而是赞那一方说话响亮，大声得体！我知道他们的内容不是秘密，然后，那又怎么样？想说不代表一定要飘到我的耳子上。这是天生？我看这是习惯吧，而且在某种程度上，是坏习惯。不会改过吧，人说话习惯大声，习惯自己的自吹自擂，或是想象自己有的舞台，再来认为自己声线动听，认为别人喜欢听自己说话，已经完全沉溺在自己的世界。而面对这些不懂、或不会改变的人和情况，我不知该怎么面对。我真的要学习包容，别那么在意，拜托他们的声音频率别那么明显，再劝我的耳朵别对那些杂声那么敏感。他们以为自己嘴巴播出来的是音乐。

我看到这些，我很不满，甚至想骂人，为什么这些人是这样的？

这个世界上真的什么“鬼样”的人都有，当然，参差不齐！

学会每个晚上临睡前，照照镜子，好好反省自己。想想自己有什么可以在改进的，或想想这一天里做了什么“错”的事。

但我看他们身边的人都不认为“那”是问题，那代表“那”是我的问题？

不，我有共鸣者。还好，当然。（好像很坏）=P

“怎办？他们生成就是这种死样？唉，真可怜！为他们哀悼一下。”

哀悼？开玩笑！拍戏才有咯，我做好人只会继续被欺负咯，怎么可以。

傻傻的还要帮他们找理由来过自己那关，有时很累，只是我只能怪自己是水瓶座，完美主义，不容许破坏的东西发生在自己身边。而那些，都是丑陋的，我不容易接受。继续吵我吧，可能有一天我被训练到没感觉了。我倒是希望那一天的到来 =P

静止

2011-03-09T15:50:00.004+08:00

竟然离开这里有六天了！有点不可思议，而这几天我几乎不会想起要写部落格。忘了吗？忙吗？

最近的生活，没什么目标，一天过一天，一天算一天。上一篇是上个拜四写的，而今天已经是星期三了。现在回想，这几天到底做了什么。拜四那天逛夜市咯，还有跟Talung他们去看半夜场，The Adjustment Bureau。记得有点我的天的感觉，闷，虽然只有一小时半的长度，但感觉过于缓慢。好久没有中途去上厕所了，可见这部真的不是很吸引。幸亏Tropicana票价不会太贵。拜五是Talung生日，当然做他爱做的事，唱K咯，跟Zen还有Ken四个人一起。短暂而简单的一天，并没有隆重特地的庆祝，还真有点不好意思。我的相机也没派上用场。他很忙，嘴上挂着的是功课，我看到这样，也算了吧，不想占太多时间，而且自己也很累。所以想在房休息去，让脑袋静静，然后睡去。其实并没有这么早，加上心情有点不好也烦躁，所以比较不想见人影响他人的情绪。哇，说得还真伟大。

拜六约了个朋友wenjien，好久不见的一位。因为他说要买东西需要人陪，所以我就跟去。结果在那里却多加几位，这倒热闹了，只是我并不认识，所以话题也有限。一开始还有点想闪人的冲动，可是看我朋友拼命取悦我，想离开都不好意思了，哈哈。不错啦，又逛了一整天。晚上突发奇想去找她，然而她也意外的说OK，所以我们就去吃吃宵夜，谈谈天到六点。什么？对，到凌晨六点！还真讶异，没想到能到这么迟，我是OK，只是不知道她也可以。原来如此...

什么都没有做，又礼拜天了，钱倒是花的恐怖！真的...Project要花两百块，买手机又一笔，刚刚付CC Trip一笔，接下来还有相机和iPad，没钱没钱！可是还是不懂省钱。看来我的空虚真的要靠物质享受来填补，笑死！说到底，我还是上网了一整天，晚上才开始温习。这么乖？非也。因为拜一有test，够迟吧。

结果拜一并没什么睡到，才两小时，然后早上上课到下午，考试也死得惨惨，估计做错了，蛮粗心的，回到房后重做也花了很长时间，纳闷。而且还不知对不对的。下午的pottery class被逼skip掉了，因为下大雨，而且考试迟放人。晚上则睡得不知时日过，直到早上醒来，才知道German class有test。其实是才猛然想起，我的天！所以最后一秒才温习一点，所以...考试也死得蛮可悲的。没办法，睡了十一小时的代价。还真的补眠了不少。哈哈！

今天？意外的没有开会。也意外的没想要出去。刚才就在赶etnik的东西，都爱最后一秒，脑才有动机要做，脑才有东西肯出来。哈哈。晚上看大摇咯。宿舍生活越来越无聊，纳闷的东西越来越多，不想看的东西越来越多，不喜欢的东西更多，当然，恨的东西也很多。算厉害了吧，都三年了。是不是每个人身边一定会遇到这些事情？想要新生活，说得还简单。有些东西好像是咒语，纠缠着我不肯放，要怎么摆脱？是心魔吗？我只觉得那些事情一直跟随着我，而且越靠越近，神啊救救我。在这里写太公开？不是说我不怕给人看，只是，我想宣泄。我不喜欢的东西不多，其实。

会为自己加油！

Spoiler!

2011-03-03T10:33:00.007+08:00

Oh no, I just get 3 comments here from Anonymous. Who is that? Doesn't want to reveal his/her/their names. But anyway, I think I get what they mean. Err, should I change the style of blogging? Change the way of my life? Change to be reveal lesser? Maybe, see how lo. HAHAH!

Hey hey hey, I just got my SE W980 last two days, which is 1st of March. Actually why I buy phone (again)? I have a silly reason, my N76 battery is spoiled, and need to be replaced at around RM30 for an AP battery. But then, I feel like want to buy a CHEAP used phone as my second phone. No, I didn't abandon my HD2 yet, just that I miss non-touch screen phone sometimes, buttons are still very nice for me, although touch screen is cool. This is my feeling after using so many phones. LOL!!!

So, I went to Padang Jawa KTM at night, just to meet that fellow, paid and done. He is such a nice seller, since I bargain with him few times and finally I get the best best price. Hehe. It took me 1.5 hour to reach that KTM, soooo far, and it was 10pm when I was there. Such late. And after the deal, I quickly returned to hostel as soon as possible, really worried that the KTM service will end too early. At last, I'm safe and reach my room before 12am. I'm crazy I know. It is enjoyable! Usually people just won't understand.

I'm glad with its condition, although no more warranty and no other accessories attached, its body is still look quite new. It is used unit as I said, and I'm not funding on some new stuff of course. Let's see how long I'll be using this phone. LOL. It is still fresh right now. I miss the UI of SE A200 so much! Simple and clean, although it is not functionable like smart phone nowadays. And I guess, it is a bit way wash out today. People always just head to smart phones. One good thing is, the non-smartphones' price will drop and drop again. Haha.

I like its design, very very much! Nothing much to say, this is my dream phone 3 years back, and now finally I have the chance to really own it. This is just my very personal feeling. Some phones are nicely designed, they're more like being used to show off, but not serious usage. And normally I will buy the functional ones, therefore I miss some of pretty phones out there. Like this one, W980, and Motorola V8, Nokia N93i. I keep on searching for them these two weeks, and finally I get a nice offer here. The seller said it has a bit problem with the fast port, and indeed, SE models always have this kind of problem. I'm back to SE. Yey.

And yesterday, iPad 2 is finally revealed. I read the report of the iPad 2 event. It is tempting! OMG!

http://www.engadget.com/2011/03/02/live-from-apples-ipad-2-event

And then I study the comparison between iPad and iPad 2. Hahah.

http://www.engadget.com/2011/03/02/ipad-2-vs-original-ipad-whats-changed/

iPad 2 is fresh and new. I feels like iPad is just released not long ago, but in fact it is released in April 2010. Such a long time. 9.7'' screen, iOS, lots of apps, games, multimedia and entertainment, online stuff. These drags me away... Oh shit. The launching of iPad 2 is a very good news by the way. I check Apple Store website last night, the price of iPad has dropped! The cheapest one, which is plain WIFI version 16G is only RM1199! It has dropped for around RM300! Ok, I see some used unit sellers and feel sympathetic for them. Their selling price is even higher than the new set from Apple Store. So I'll going to check them back and see how they revise their price. Huhuhu... I guess, this time it will drop until RM1000 or lower. Such a great news! Sorry for being sarcastic. Haha.

The new stylish look!

It's thinner! 8.6mm!

New spec! Mouth watering...

Another special add-on Smart Cover. Haha! Like this also can.

This day is will be the day many people wait for! Shipping of iPad 2!

BTW... When is Malaysia's? LOL.

Price list~

Lighter!

Gaga's Born This Way

2011-03-01T11:46:00.002+08:00

Great! Gaga is back =D (Although I don't really know what the video means) LOL!

(It's too big here!) Anyway it is 1080p! Huhu. Enjoy the Full HD~

玩翻了！

2011-03-01T01:02:00.003+08:00

These three I'm kind of swayed away from my dear reality. Friday, Saturday, and Sunday. It is just full of fun! Erm, I guess, not "fun" maybe, but just "things to do". Haha!

I'm so, very free since last Wednesday. That day is when we handed in our dearest IP report for 3rd Evaluation. And of course, heard all the bullshit coming out from his mouth. I sit at far behind. And my leader is somewhere far away too. I just sit with my team member and see what is happening. So pity groups have been "jeered" by him, in fact, I think we all have been seriously jeered. It's like we don't know anything about what have we studied in our first year and second year. Wow. I've lost my memories maybe. But! Anyway, I can see some are doing well, in front of his eyes, so finally his mouth is "shut-ed" up slowly. I can see my leader is doing it confidently too, great! At least, we three members, sitting at far far away, still can feel that "we're safe". I didn't take part in drawing, so I guess I don't really have much reasons to feel worried too, I'm just helping others to "feel". LOL. What am I talking about? It's like, if the persons in charge don't really complain much, or feel angry or anxious, then why should I be the one who feel that? It doesn't make sense. So, congrats to all of us, and for those who do well of course. And yey, we're still left with the last final evaluation! Wow. Scary.

Last Thursday I already feel so emptied after the report submission. LOL for me. And finally the weekend is here. Friday I'm going out with Cherwei. Around 2pm, after my long sleep and late waking-up. For going out, I even miss the chance chatting with my ex-roomate Edmund. Yes, he drops by here that day, and I'm shocked. I guess he's quite exhausted recently, he becomes slimmer a little, and pimple's coming out. Sorry that I can't entertain you that day~ Hope there'll be a next chance where I'm still staying in college when you drop by here. Haha!

Going to sing karaoke with Cherwei from 3pm to 6pm. Typical 3 hours and it's just two of us, having fun. The food is quite nice, maybe because I'm too hungry to have my first meal of the day at 4pm. Opps, forget to tell I'm singing at Redbox Lowyat Plaza. After that, I'm going to do survey of my speedlite. Yes I plan to get one, Nissin Di622 mark II. The price I get is at least RM480. Sigh, I wonder how my roomate Choonvern gets such low price. I'm quite desperate for it by the way. Considering YongNuo too, which is cheaper. I wish to get one before MATB2, of course. Luckily it is postponed until end of this month. Therefore I still have more time to do more survey, price-asking, and make the most suitable decision. Oh gosh, spending money again. RM400-500 this time. I really should think twice, or even triple on this matter.

After dinner at KFC, which is our typical dinner location, we head for the movie I Am Number Four. Quite low rated movie, but usually this kind of entertaining movie won't get high ratings. So, this is one of them, quite entertaining. The graphic is somehow great at some parts, but quite lame for a little parts too. Storyline is quite new, why is that he is number four? Background is not clear but I guess it is quite unnecessary. The most important thing is, we enjoy this movie, better than last time, the Tron Legacy. Hehe. Anyway, we miss Show Lo's show at Pavilion. Fate. I wish to meet him too, but we have bought the movie ticket at that period. So, what can we do? No fate.

So Friday activity ends around 11pm. So I'm back to my room and my roomate is home again. So free, and I'm looking forward for my Saturday. Anyway, Saturday is whole empty, I can only sit in front of my laptop, survey the price of gadgets (always), and dump my head in social networks. Then the whole day is gone. Until the night falls, 71 and me finally come out with a strange idea to go out. We ask some people but at last no one is following. We two then starta random outing, without plan. We reach Mid Valley at around 9.30pm then we shop for a little while before the stores close. Indeed really short, just half an hour! LOL. Then what else can we do? Actually if we hang out earlier we still can shop for some clothes and wearing. But no.

We gets to GSC to check whether there is any movie we want to watch. But no. Then guess what, we go to Library to have some drinks. This is my very first time there. So, I've been a serious noob. I don't know what to order, and I just know how to drink. So, 71 orders some and helps me too. Poor me and thanks 71. In total, we order 5 drinks, which cost RM120. Wow. RM60 for each of us. For me, 1 Tequila shot, 1 Gin and Tonic, and 0.5 Absinthe. Actually its kind of awkward for us to hang out and drink, with no other entertainment or friend companion. But I'm quite excited to taste and try out, sorry for being nerd in this field. Haha. It's a great experience, just too money-killing. Haha. So called money-killing. After that it's already 12am. We plan to sing karaoke (again) for midnight, because we don't really want to go back. But, it is damn expensive! RM46++ per person! Omg, it is Saturday night. We think twice and finally cancel the plan. Hence we're trying to kill time, walking around and eating mamak for two times separately. Feels gay. LOL. Walking, taking photos, chatting... and finally it is 6am! Yea! Finally the taxi fee is back to normal rate, and hence we head back to college. I can say, this is the craziest night I have in this semester at UM!

Actually it is really tiring, to do nothing much. The midnight of Mid Valley is quite empty, and we're so scared of security guards who will chase us away. Haha! So I sleep at 7.30am on Sunday morning. Until 1pm. I wake up and seriously I plan to start study for Tuesday test. But my plan changes again! I go out with 71(again!) and Jessica to shop for new clothes. Wow. We go out at around 4pm, without eating. Firstly we go 1U then we go Times Square. We just plainly go for shopping and eating. At last I just manage to do survey too, and I still don't know what I want to wear at MATB2. I don't want to spend much money but I think this is the last dinner for me at 2nd College. So... Sigh. Luckily it is been postponed, I still have more time to make decision. Hehe. Repeated sentence. Finally we're back to college at around 11pm. Then I feel like, this weekend I'm so rich! And free and relax! It's like I don't have any test. Wah.

Anyway, it is too late to regret. So, just enjoy my life, as usual. Haha!

Tiny Update =)

2011-02-26T07:57:00.001+08:00

So, i just did a really tiny update here, adding a new video. A sweet song! Addicted these few days. HAHA! Auburn's "All About Him". Huhu..

E3

2011-02-23T15:29:00.003+08:00

laugh my ass off! now i m at my department. cad lab in detail. what we are doing? so many of us. jiang jiang! time to hand in 3rd evaluation for our IP. my dearest IP. lol. and guess who is talking in front. that dearest fellow too.

一個很聰明，可是以為自己更聰明的人。會做事?不得而知。只是肯定嘴巴大過天，大到;想剪裂那種。腦殘，還有。怎麼夠?整身肥肉，丑臭!短幾年命吧。這麼可愛。明天被人操死，操到趴地!我怕我會笑不出來，因為油很骯髒。他這世人不知幾時才學會說好話，或許他享受給人咒吧，好刺激喔!

wow,everywhere is full of tension. what? final evaluation is on study week? week 13 and 14? haha! i may say, good luck to all of us.

but but but, anyway, perhaps i m not that hurt, coz i m not doing much ma. lol. easy. just hope that my friends will be alright after all. =)

Monday! Busy like...

2011-02-21T23:21:00.003+08:00

Leaving weekend, and today is Monday! Great Monday! Holy Monday! Busy Monday~ Sigh. Let share my schedule today. Morning 9am, the first tutorial class, untill 11am. Then I

m heading to SKET to check and prepare my pottery work, until 12.30pm. After that, I go to KPS and CIMB Bank with Yting, until 1pm. Finally I have the first meal of the day, lunch, until 1.20pm. After that, I'm back to room and prepare something for meeting afterward, yes, I didn't prepare anything before this. Haha. Bad leader, and not looking like leader too. LOL. Ok, 2pm, meeting around 0.5 hour. Then I have class from 3pm to 5pm. Then again, I'm going to SKET for pottery class until 7pm. Finally, dinner time and chatting time until 7.30pm. Yey, I'm free, finally.

Tired. Monday is always a busy and packed day for me. Sigh. Not really have the time to have Monday blue though. LOL.

MATB2 is coming. I think this is the last dinner night for me in 2nd College. Must go. But who am I going to sit with? Still considering and finding people. Haha. I need a flash for my camera, oh no, am I going to spend again? Sigh.

答案 (未完成)

2011-02-19T01:11:00.003+08:00

答案

[Verse 1]

晨曦我还不想入睡

曙光已残忍的将我的梦击碎

捻转了几回却不足我想得多累

只可惜我还不会后悔

[Verse 2]

撤退趁我还没崩溃

熄灯后的我却迷途无路可回

超越了范围天空布满思念的泪

静静的这样选择没有对不对

[Chorus]

我不想假装在你面前我怎么输得漂亮

冲圆场暗地为自己疗伤无所谓只是自欺的谎话

我不懂伪装你一句答案可我却放不下

再逞强我再难堪何时才能从回忆里自由

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未完成的一首，也是非常之普通的一首，真得好久好久没动笔了。唉，至少一年或两年了。这次，只是心血来潮，当然希望过后还会有这种“心血来潮”的机会咯！LOL.

Laugh me Out

2011-02-18T02:14:00.003+08:00

Haha! I think I get some inspiration from a friend's blog post, JiaNee's one. She's writing about her new shirt, jean and shoes! Wow! Great! Suddenly I just feel like, I'm really getting into these already, without my knowledge maybe. Perhaps you guys don't really understand what am I trying to say. Erm. Actually, just going to be branded. Haha, maybe I'm a bit late, compared to those who are rich. LOL. My dad bought me, for sure I don't have that ability to spend that amount of money. I just get them last month. My new Adidas, and my Edwin jeans too, just left a shirt. Haha! Maybe they're ok for some, but not me. Few hundreds are spent on this, my dad. I'm still, not going to spend like this. But I'm happy to have them, of course. Haha!

Yey, that's short! Night! Gute Nacht!

One of a Kind

2011-02-16T14:42:00.001+08:00

Haha, actually I google these word for its meaning just now. I see. Unique.

Nothing much related to what am I going to blog today, actually. Today's going to be another boring day for me. I can see, while others are busy to do the project, but I'm still here. I hope I've done, at least, something, to the report. I know it is really little. I feel quite awkward to be in this situation actually, feel like I'm not in this same course with them. Haha... I've been stuck much on this point. I should get along with everything now. The most suffering period is yet to come. I know.

And congrats too, the deadline for the report has been tragically delayed to next week. Last minute notice. What a funny one. Maybe someone just lose his mind, or his brain is so busy for some other stuff. Then we're getting played around too. FUN. LOL. I know I suffer not much, actually, so I should shut up too. Haha.

Maybe I should start studying now. I'm just too free to think of so many stuff! Looking on those couples' photos during Valentines day, it is indeed really romantic. This pushes me to feel more alone after all. Sad case.

情侣的天

2011-02-14T16:34:00.002+08:00

Monday, an ordinary day. I remember that I'm rushing for an assignment last midnight at around 3am, but in the end, I've no need to hand it in. ZZZ. Just take it as my revision then. Today 9am, as usual, I'm a little too on time, wake up on time. 9am. Omg. Then I can just rush to toilet and prepare myself for the class. Luckily it is okay, and I still manage to catch up. Still waiting for the next tutorial sent via email by tutor.

I really need to sleep after that class, but I'm too happy to see new things for my HD2. Yes, I'm going to boot it in Windows Phone 7 like HTC HD7! Another new and fresh OS after Android 2.2 Froyo. This phone, I didn't make the wrong choice. Hehe. It is more than 1 year old, but its specification is still comparable with new phones nowadays. Keep it running ya! Android 2.3 Gingerbread is coming, I'm looking forward for it. Hope that it can be TOTALLY ported, making me feel like I'm using some new phone, but no need to change it. Like Nexus S? Haha! Like HD7? Like Desire HD? Haha! Hardware wise is quite comparable still, although I know, the screen is far left behind. I mean the colour and material, but not the 4.3'' size! Hehehe. Proud, and enjoy large view. Suitable for my weak eyes.

Raining heavily now, just now just finish a funny talk at DTC. Used up my 1-2 hours. Ooops. Later I still have another class, sigh. So am I going to enjoy tonight? They're having celebration or gathering with us, Zen and me. I'm just a bit tired and sleepy now. Transportation, I don't even know their plan, or do I need to plan it too. Err, sometimes I feel like joining to even plan it, which make it easier for me. So let's say we're planning for Zen's birthday, so I would join and plan it too. Heheh. Frankly I still feel like, I'm a little better at organizing gathering and outing. No offense lo, just say it, in term of communication. Maybe I'm just too free to keen on communicating (when I'm the organizer). Haha. Thanks frenz *LUV~

So, Happy Valentine's Day!

23's Day

2011-02-14T04:46:00.003+08:00

That's not my day, that's not my day. =D

Still single, and don't know I'll be single until what time.

Anyway, that is plain crap, obviously I'm not going to purposely start a post and write those things. I would like to write about my birthday, hehehe, if you've noticed. Yes, my birthday in 2011. It is 11.02.2011. A beautiful and unique date. I know somehow, it doesn't mean anything, but it is just special in my heart. I have my 3.5 days packed with enjoyment. (Do this word exist?) LOL.

So, I leave my blog alone for 3.5 days too. I know these few days I'm really getting desperate of getting people to hang out with me, to spend time with me. I'm crazily finding friends as well. Haha! Fortunately there're always some good and kind people that are willing to spend their time on me. Hehe~ Huge thanks to them! Love you guys =D

Starting from Thursday I'm getting sad and sad, as I'm feeling more and more alone. This sentence might sound funny, but I think, that is what exactly on my mind. Sorry but sometimes I just can't control my mind much, keep thinking on the negative side. I know I have quite a number of friends, but then, the real best friends always don't seem to be a large number too. Sad but that's the reality. I'm always keen on getting know more friends, and I hope I can make more real best friends too. This is one of my wishes, too. I just hope whenever I need some help, there're still someones beside me, ready to help or just listen to me complaining. That's it.

Getting spammed on fb is what will happen throughout Friday. So in the end, I get around 200 wall posts regarding birthday wishes, glad to see some posts are quite special and funny, love it, and enjoy reading them. Hehe! And I spend around an hour to reply all of them too, that's my appreciation.

Thursday night I'm with Feverdog. Thanks him for spending whole night with me. Dinner, movie and chatting too. We're firstly at Mid Valley, eating Pasta Zanmai, and watching I Love HK, then at last we go Wings Cafe at SS2, passing my 12am, listening to our favourite songs and having some pillow talks. It is great. That's not the end, when we get back, we go to Secret Recipe at UH, and guess what, I'm having the first cake of my birthday this year. Haha! 2.30am, then we are leaving. That night is quite long, full of chatting. Thanks for not being tired to share, hehe!

So, it is Friday and I'm getting a date with Talung, Ken and special guest WeiHan. I would assume he purposely come from Ipoh to celebrate my birthday, yey, this sounds much better in my ear! Friday morning I sleep until 11am, which is quite late. I ever plan to go Mid Valley (again) earlier to have my very own time, walking or eating perhaps. But anyway, I sleep too late and so I have to cancel my own plan. With Talung and Ken two brothers, we are going to Mid Valley at around 1.30pm, and we're going to sing K! That's what I want. Perhaps I didn't tell any of them, I really want to go Redbox that day, haha! Maybe they can read my mind, or my mind is so catch-able. Haha! That's just too nice for me. So, four hours are quite smooth for me, enjoy that. Hope you guys enjoy too, although I sing quite a lot, my birthday ma, heheheh! Thanks!!

So I think Friday's outing will be soon ended after singing and eating dinner... Our dinner is at 老油鬼鬼, so indeed it will be very short... But then they manage to have me in surprise by giving me a simple birthday celebration. Maybe my words do that, but I really don't mean that I request for it, I just simply mention it. Hehe... Ok, my bad maybe. Anyway, that is totally a shock! Suddenly Talung and WeiHan bring me two Secret cakes and I feel like, wow! And Ken's acting skill is getting good, I never suspect anything. Awwhh... That's not me at all. OK, that is sweet. I'd assume you all have planned it... Haha! Jessica too, even though she already leave after sing K but, there're cakes too. Thanks lo! Hehe.

I still don't feel like leaving after all, so I drag them to GSC to choose a movie before Friday ends. Devil me. Haha! So at last after their hard work, we manage to buy tickets for 最强喜事. That time I'm desperately using me free Maxis call, at last minute. I've wasted it. Hmm. So I just managed to call MinLi and Derek. Chatted a while before watching movie and after movie ends. And we go back by taxi of course. And then there's something I cannot write down here, because it is not safe. LMAO! Ignore that okay. That night we have a long and somehow pointless chat with 71. He is not leaving my room until 6am, OMG! So funny, everything, I'm so tired and sleepy, and all the topics are getting funnier. Ish... At last I end up sleeping at his room until 10am, then continue sleeping at my room until noon. So tired! But I enjoy all the session, friends~

Saturday, I'm up at noon so I'm just left with half day. Derek finally reach from JB and we have our outing with Feverdog to Pavilion at around 4.30pm. Again, eating, walking, crapping, and movie too. I've spend a lot these three days!! Luckily my friends are treating me some parts, hehehe! YEY! Saturday's movie is 我知女人心. So basically I watch one movie each day. WOW. Spend money like using water. Err... My bad. But it is my birthday, and the worst thing is, I enjoy spending money, haiz! Haha! So we have our outing until around 11pm then we take taxi back. Feverdog feels like sick, omg, take care eh. Thanks Derek for coming here, but kind of bad because today Sunday and Monday I'm not free to meet again.

My birthday is about having fun. I'm the photographer all the time, so even though it is my birthday, my photos aren't getting more too. Hahah! I understand. Quite lazy to post photos here. Err. Not yet copy to pc some more.

So Sunday finally comes... And I've spent whole day doing IP and FEA. Finally done. Sigh. So... My birthday celebrations, I think, that's all. Thanks all!! All the wishes too! Thanks Dad for calling me, hehe!

Actually I don't plan to write it now, but it seems quite long already, it is 5.30am now, wow again... Sleep too late. Night.

Prelude

2011-02-10T16:53:00.002+08:00

The wifi has been so down for almost one day, it's really hard to upload photos. Yea, my CNY photo album is not yet completed. 50++ to go before reaching 200. I know today is already 初八, which is the second week after 大年初一. Editing photos is slow, and I'm getting more and more lazy too. I'm glad that I have edited at least, 140 photos. Haha. Such a huge number, for me! I never open every photos in Photoshop, dragging the colour curve, contrast, brightness, saturation, and some cropping. Indeed, time consuming. Again, I edit just to make my photo album looks better. Maybe not everyone see that, haha. Just let me revise and feel again that CNY mood. I missed it, very very much. Sounds like I still can't get myself out of there... Sigh. That's more than just a holiday for me, I admit I appreciate CNY very much. It is annual, okay. HAHA!

But when I look back those photos, I find out that my skill is really going poorer, or not much improvement. Ah! Frankly tell, usually I just use my camera to note down my life, a plain one. I still can't give others some kind of "photography" feeling. I'm stuck. Should I learn, or I have no need. I don't really pay efforts to "shoot", in another word, I just "take" photos. LOL, my sentence. Crapping again =S

Tomorrow is Friday, and my birthday too. I dare not to have any large hope for any personal celebration. I just want to meet with some close friends. That's it. Or by myself, free my mind, and enjoy... Hope I can do it. Great then.

Back with the Photos

2011-02-09T11:40:00.006+08:00

Just few days during CNY, I think 4-5 days, but I have above 1000 photos in my camera. I guess lots to be deleted, let's see how many left... Haha! This time I'm getting more and more in to Photoshop. Crazily using it to edit all of my photos. This is the first CNY after I have my 1000D. That's why this year I'm getting more and more photogenic in this CNY. Took a lot of crazy shoot of friends, and with them too. LOL. Now I'm still on the way editing the 年初一 photos. Guess I'll take quite a lot time to finish editing all the four days of CNY. Yey. I feel so happy when I look back all the photos. Hope my friends will too. Its quite an effort to edit those photos, some how, time consuming. But I'm glad if I have some great photos after editing. I'm getting more and more desperate for an external speedlight for my 1000D. Look at my album, its just not much satisfying, to me. T.T Haha. Great, I hope this could be the birthday present for me! XD

2011.02.03

兔Gather 翻妮家

2011.02.04

拜年 ing!!

I'm not goin back!

2011-02-07T05:47:00.003+08:00

sad case! i just reach my hostel one hour ago. just have a terrible traffic jam on the way from jerantut to kl. after karak highway, three hours is needed before reaching genting sempah! omg. takes so long. i hit the road at 11.45pm, but reach at 5am. tired... i feel like, this cny holiday is just damn short! it is very insufficient. i cant really suit myself into tomorrow's monday mood. sigh... why this year has such poor arrangement of cny holiday schedule? today is only 初四. leaving everything at hometown. feel so hard to leave by the way. i m going to miss home... welcome back to kl, sigh!

facebook is getting serious in flood. lol. too much "like"s everywhere. lol again. night.

FB on flood

2011-02-05T04:23:00.003+08:00

Wow. I'm starring on the news feed of my FB, and wondering, wow! Each status posted by my friends are "like-d" by so many people. Or even just a photo. More than 10, or 20, or even 30 "like"s. Seems like CNY is quite holiday for some people, means CNY, still come to FB too. Haha! Omg. I just ready to sit down in front of my laptop. Two days are gone! With packed hours and activities. Tomorrow will be another great day too, with BBQ dinner. Haha! Oh, I miss steamboat for this CNY, so much.

I just manage to edit 4 photos by now, and that's what I've uploaded on FB too. Not going to be FB addicted yet. I guess, maybe, not now, but after I go back to KL. Then it will be the time I manage all the photos taken these few days. Enjoy much! And eat a lot! But sleep too few... Tired. And exhausted! But... not going to stop these! Haha.

I find that this year I spend too much time with friends. Chit chatting, playing pokers, drinking and eating, and of course 拜年, visiting our houses. Angpow? Not much, but I not really count it yet.

Then why am I still blogging here? Haha~ Just drop by and write some regarding my pretty enjoyable CNY period! Hehe! I just hope this holiday will last longer, sigh! But then it's ok, I just need to appreciate more on this holiday, since it is too short. Cheers everyone! Enjoy it! =)

Feelin' CNY

2011-02-03T04:21:00.004+08:00

Just drop by and wish all Happy Chinese New Year! 农历新年快乐！

Get many angpows as we can =)

Dreams come true~

All the best!

Have a prosperous year =D

Learning, Get better

2011-02-02T02:28:00.005+08:00

Sometimes I think putting photos or pictures in blog/posts are interesting, but indeed it is more time consuming, but also, this is my hobby which is blogging. LOL. Blur right? I just, really like to read some blogs with words and photos, not that plain maybe.

That is just some random intro. Haha. Hey yo, I'm blogging, not just crapping. Wow, maybe you'll ask, what's the difference? I'm crapping? Hahaha!

Perhaps I'm a little crazy now, hey all, CNY is coming! My dear holiday, has passed 3-4 days! OMG, I should enjoy more, holiday is too precious to me, feels good at home. But I don't understand why, everytime I get back home, those sicking symptoms will come out. Having some cough, I hope I'll be fine. Birthday's coming. But in this year, I hope I can celebrate it well, I mean, on my own maybe. Perhaps a silent one, 23, birthday is not really a big business anyway. I have some hope, so many things to catch up with, dreams, maybe, or achievement. Therefore, I think I'll free out my time on that day, and have it with myself, maybe celebrating it on my own. I'm a party people, but I'm not really that kind of throwing-party person. Do I sound pathetic? Holly no, I just want to have some precious moment with myself. Like in, Eat Pray Love. LOL. That is a mental thingy. To revise back, and to plan the way for myself too. I'm getting weak in many matters, and I need to improve. Anyway, just assume that I'm talking to myself. I'm expecting a post from me on my birthday too. Haha!

Today is 除夕夜! I remember last year, I'm back on this day, and it is very rushing, because the next day is 大年初一! But this year, I'm back so early, 4 days before CNY. As a result, I have to back to KL on 初四. Sad case. Last year there is many CNY event after all, but this year the time is obviously insufficient. Meeting up with hometown friends is very precious for me. I enjoy chatting and having fun with them, indeed. Everything is just so smooth, and enjoyable. Maybe we don't really meet most of the time, so we don't need to care much. And we grow up together too, mostly, so we don't need to bother to build our image. Some good friends that we understand much, we don't really treat them like the friends we meet out there. Back in here, most of the friendship will have lesser pressure, on everything we do. Sorry for my poor english, poor vocabulary, but that is what I mean. Of course, best friends don't really differ, no matter from outside or from hometown, it's the same. =)

Back to Jerantut. Guess what, Uptown exists!

These are some photos from Jerantut's 观音庙.

Seriously from time to time I'm doing survey for some gadgets. I'm planning to buy a speedlite for my 1000D. I need it, for the sake of my photos' quality, and new things to be learnt too. Sometimes I even plan to change my camera, I feel like moving on to the next model. There's something I don't like in my 1000D, including the lack of video mode, the number of focus points, the colour tone produced. Frankly I prefer Nikon's production, I mean I prefer their colour tone in the photos. Everytime I need to edit them, and it is quite time consuming, why not I just change to Nikon since I think it is more suitable for my preference? I don't need a prosumer one. I'm surveying on D3100, D5000, or else D90. D90 is still very expensive and I think I'm not up to that level yet. At the same time, I also think I don't need such good one yet, I've got more other things to invest still. So, D5000 is a good choice. Another problem for me, it is quite bulky. I start to search for some Micro Four Third camera, like Sony NEX3 or NEX5. The function part is more to digital camera, and very stylish, although the photo quality is not so promising like DSLR, but the most important thing is, it is convenient to be brought here and there. I like to travel and my luggage is usually full and packed, that's why I need a smaller one.

This even reminds me of just buying another compact digital camera. I can choose for some occasion, I need to bring whether a DSLR, or a digital camera. Digital camera is cheap, I want to have HD video recording, stylish outlook, and light weight too. The most important thing is, everyone knows how to use it, at least I can ask somebody else to take some great pictures of me using a simple camera. Not everyone know how to use DSLR, sometime I wish, everyone does, so that I can get myself some great photos. I'm a traveler, sometimes.

Somehow I think Micro Four Third camera is easier to use than DSLR. I want to take great pictures using DSLR, but I also want to have some great pictures of mine. The average point, the best choice for me maybe is Micro Four Third. Not so expensive, photos quality better than digital camera, interchangeable lens, less bulky. Frankly, I just play with DSLR for 7 months only I think, but mostly, I just use it in gathering or events, outings. I'm not that into creative shootings yet, not yet getting the chance to shoot models, LOL, back in here, I'm just a beginner, and I don't really improve much. Maybe, back to the origin, what I plan is, I just want to have a great camera that shoots great photos, and grabs them as my best memory. That is the best thing I want to do, at first. So, actually this has got me thinking over and over again. Haha.

Maybe I'll back to cameraphone. A cheap cameraphone will do. Higher megapixel, HD video recording, and I can have fun on it anytime, without spending much money. Some more, I love phones. There's some phones I'm searching for recently. Nokia N93i, pretty old phone, haha! N8. Sony Ericsson X10. Samsung Pixon12 M8910. SE Satio. SE Vivaz. SE products are still quite attractive to me. Satio or Vivaz, looks good to be my second phone. Hahaha... There's a lot to consider whether to buy a phone, or continue in camera. Some more, I wish I can have one on my birthday too. Lmao!

But! Back to reality, I really need to save money, for future, sigh! I need vehicle! I need to drive. I need a car. I need it urgently. I need to learn to drive in KL too. I need to figure out how to travel, when moving out, when I have internship and working. Travel is a great problem, soon. So seriously I need to figure it out. I need a job, to make money. Sad case to repeat over and over again.

Home~

2011-01-30T16:53:00.002+08:00

Happy! Finally I'm back to home!

Without taking care of other STUFF at KL. It's just so nice to be at home, staying far far away from that problems, actually just one maybe. Seriously I have that kind of feeling to escape from it. I know maybe it is not that nice, but usually people will behave like this way. There's some reason of course. Ahh, my mind and blog are always polluted by it, and it is really troublesome, to deal with those problem (human).

It's like taking in public, but I've got nothing to lose, this is about getting frank, if not, what for to blog? LOL. Okay, I won't let it to spoil my holiday and holiday mood too.

CNY is coming, again. And I'm becoming 23 too, many things pop up on my mind to become 23. Haha. Hope this will be another great year for me, and for everyone too. Have a prosperous one. And hope there's much gain too!

Going to meet my friends real soon. Have a break, cheers. =)

Deutsch?

2011-01-29T03:20:00.002+08:00

Tag! Herzlich Willkomen! Ich bin WernYet, ich haiße auch Yet. Ich komme aus Pahang, und du? Ich spreche gut Chinesisch, Englisch, und ein bisschen Deutsch. Ich studiere an der Universität von Malaya. Ich lebe in Kuala Lumpur. Haha! Wie geht's? Mir geht es gut heute. Noch schönen Tag!

- My Translation -

Good day! Welcome! I am WernYet, I'm called Yet too. I come from Pahang, and you? I speak good Chinese, English, and a little bit German. I study at the University of Malaya. I live in Kuala Lumpur. Haha! How are you? I'm fine today. Have a nice day!

- The End -

Haha, that's my level of German language. Haha. Fresh entry level. Today I spend almost whole day at Sunway with WCW. This morning when I wake up then just finish my assignment and send it to my lecturer. Settle! Then go out again. Haha. Most people are going home today, and I can't really find someone to accompany me. At last I go out with WCW, then we walk a lot, shopping, eating and watching movie too. But we don't really chat much, because he is talking to his phone. LOL. Sien. It makes me feel guilty because I break the chance of letting him to meet his girl. I don't even know what is happening. LOL. Better don't go out then. Relationship comes first before friendship. =.=''' Ok, fine, my bad.

Have a tired day, in fact... Although I get to buy something. And PTPTN finally banks in! Hooray! My holiday is started (except for the project). Going home tomorrow. I want to have some real rest at home. Somehow this is not really like a CNY, its more like a holiday/break to me. =) Enjoy! Night.

Counting down to the Holiday

2011-01-28T02:44:00.003+08:00

I know I still have an assignment to hand in tomorrow before holiday. CIM. It's not hard, but I'm just too lazy. I'm totally having a holiday mood now. Just now I watch "Let Me In" for the second time for a gang of best friends~~ And we use the projector too, great viewing effect like in cinema, just the sound isn't that nice. Although I don't really want to watch it for the second time at first, but in the end, actually it's worthy to re-watch some how. A pretty one, pathetic love movie, more than just a vampire movie. LOL.

Today is Thursday. This morning I just have a test in German class. Really enjoy to learn different language, although sometimes it is quite hard, sometimes lecturer goes a bit too fast. I just need time to digest. Having fun. Hehe.

My bad mood continues until this noon. I have a great 3 hours sleep after dinner, until 9.30pm. This sleep has saved me from that dark emo hole. Lol. I'm waking up and although I still feel tired, but I'm out of that bad mood, I'm free. For no reason. I get freshened up. I like this feeling. After that, I have great time eating and chatting with a bunch of friends at mamak stall too. Tomorrow, mean Friday, most of us will go back our different hometown to have holiday! Yay, CNY holiday! One week break. It's time to get a sweet escape from the stressed life here. I want to stop mentioning the bad and negative feeling right now, again, ahhh. Stop. Phew~ I'm going to have a rest and peace in my mind.

Hopefully I'll be back home on Saturday. Haha. One day left tomorrow. What should I do? Go out? Who to find? Online for the whole day? Eww... Need some activities. Hehe.

Wow, I'm quite curious about who is viewing my blog actually. I don't feel like talking to air, there must some people reading or listening what I'm saying here. Haha. Should I watch my words? For now, don't think so, yet. Lol. Wish you all a very prosperous CNY this year! Enjoy =)

I must cheer up

2011-01-27T03:46:00.002+08:00

Its been only about 4 hours since my last post. I just finish a movie "Life As We Know It". Quite nice actually, and it distracts me a lot, by keeping me away from those negative thoughts. I'm just too tired, physically exhausted and mentally sickness of my life, and everything around me too. Sometimes life is not as we know it, we don't know what will happen next up. Maybe we've planned it well, maybe we guess everything will go on this or that way. But its all just "maybe". Life will give us surprise sometimes, so, learn to accept it. Or else, turn another way round to see the situation, it always isn't that bad. Cheering myself up a bit. And in fact, I couldn't think much right now, mind is stop functioning. LOL. Night!

Wrong Choice

2011-01-26T23:54:00.003+08:00

LOL! I regret, totally! Don't know why I go there. Just that, I don't really feel like talking tonight. Spend the whole day, stay awake for the whole day since 6am, maybe I'm just too tired. Maybe I just shouldn't go there. It is my bad bad bad night, not that, perhaps it will be the worst night. My money is gone, and I'm sad. I should know the time when I'm tired, and when I don't want to talk, I should not attend any of these events.

I'm fucking bored in the whole process. I enjoy the food, but I don't really like the way they serve the food. The food is nice, I like the tomyam, the chicken, and the prawns so much! But the sequence and arrangement are just in 100% wrong. 3 minutes per dish? And 10 dishes goes on like this? OMG. This is not enjoying the food, its more like I've been feed like an animal. Lmao. I don't know whether this is in the plan, if it is, then why it should be like this? And if it is not, then it is a huge mistake of rushing. I rather spend my money in the other way round.

Friends are getting lesser in college, so I guess, maybe its time for me to really step my feet outside. There are so many people there, but then why I don't feel like I'm having bunches of friends that can really chat a lot, yes there are, just a few. My bad! I know, I understand. And in fact, they have their chatting partners too. And mine is just a little, not much. Sad case. I'm getting lonelier. Some more I'm not in the mood of chatting. And all the shit comes together. And I hate this. This reminds me of how lonely I am. I know I'm that pathetic, but when my mind starts to emo, all the thoughts become uncontrollable. I'm not happy.

In conclusion, I have made a wrong mistake to exist in that event. No offense, friends. I appreciate the efforts to held this event. Just that I'm not in the mood and condition.

Who's that fou?

2011-01-26T15:57:00.003+08:00

I don't feel like scolding or talking bad shit now, because I'm having great mood today. I try not to. Hah!

Today morning I wake up at 6am for preparing to go for an interview for my coming internship, starting in May until July. Yup, AO. I don't know the way, omg, I've never gone to PJ State. Where is it? Jalan PJS. I could just search in Google Maps, thanks so much! LOL. I take bus U66 from Jalan Gasing, means that I need to walk from college to Jalan Gasing... Sigh. And then, I'm so worried on the bus, don't know whether it is reaching or what... Thanks Garmin, I'm using it to show my way... Sigh... Tons of anxiety... Finally I drop off at Jalan Othman. Then I walk along Jalan Pasar, quite a long street. When I walk till the end, then only I realize that I need to go to the opposite site, means that, I need to cross over NPE Highway! Omg. At that moment, I can't see if there is any pedestrians' fly over. I just see a motorcycles' one. Guess what, I use it. Walking beside the roaring motorcycles... to cross the damn long fly over. It is so dangerous! After that, I just walk inside, and I finally reach the company. What a long journey... I can't imagine after that I need to travel for so long to work every day.

However, actually I've taken the stupid path. Lmao. The bus U66 will pass by the NPE Highway, so, actually I don't need to use that dangerous fly over. Lol. I only realize that when I leave. I reach there at 9.10am, then I wait until 10am for the interview. Wow. I have over estimated the time I need to use to get there. Overall, the interview is quite smooth. Salary is ok, everything seems cool right now, I'll consider more or try to apply more too. I just hope everything is ok. Bless me~~

When leaving, I take the wrong way too. Sigh. I walk to the opposite direction then suddenly, I don't know where am I. I only know that area is already quite close to Subang Jaya, which is wow... Indeed the plan of going to Sunway Pyramid crosses my mind. But since I don't know the way, so I decide to turn back, and take bus U66 again, in fact, this time only I need to go through the pedestrians' fly over, yes, I've found it. Walking beside the damn huge highway is really killing me. So dangerous, I feel like every vehicle is drifting... The way back journey is getting simple, as I've figured it out. And... I take bus U66 to Mid Valley (it's the same bus to go back). By my own, I shop around, walking, eating, and getting me a movie as this is movie day! Wednesday! Take few hours to relax myself, and I feel like I'm having holiday. I know I'm not by the way.

Just come back after finishing the movie "Season of the Witch". It is quite nice actually. Entertaining too. Haha! Guess that tomorrow I'll be going out again... Wow.

Yey, and I continue to be speechless, I know I'm not helping but everything is just made to look cool. Too cool, and cold. Four months to go, I hope I can be speechless until the end. I hope I'll not be regret of this foolish shit. Bad combination, bad communication. Or in fact, no communication at all. All that I can say is, thanks for everything. Somehow, based on my experience, and based on my personality too, I'll seldom be this harsh. I'm too soft for everything, I'm accepting almost everything which is given to me. But this is really getting my nerve. Somehow, I don't even feel like I've done anything wrong. I keep on comforting myself, telling myself that actually I've done something wrong. At first, I'm quite believe in this stuff, but now, I feel like it's more like deceiving myself. And I can say, the major problem is NOT on me. LOL. Some people are very smart in some parts, but other parts, they don't. I'm quite accepting the fact that every human is not perfect. This is what I always tell myself, to forgive myself, and to find excuse for others in order to let me forgive them, in my heart. This is quite tired. I'm almost giving up to this shit. I believe you are way better off your own. And I tell myself that, we're just not in the same channel, we can't be so-operative. I give efforts, but when people don't really appreciate them, what else can I do? I try to do better, but for now, it's the same shit still. I've been looked down, for some reason, and I understand that, I'm not good enough too, so I accept that too. So, suggest me what else can I do? I'm tired to be the foolish person, trying to connect between you and the others. At first, I thought I can do so. Because usually I do the same thing in many different gang of friends. But I know, you're not that similar. But, whatever, there's useless to talk too much too, sometimes, people always think they're right. I'm not proud of myself, but indeed, I feel really great that I can think and see the same thing from different angle and views. Sometimes I hope some others can do the same way too, but I know, it's impossible to change one's mind according to another. But, this is quite tired too, being too considerate. Maybe some of you are laughing when you see this sentence. But I know, some will understand this.

Sorry to pollute your view as I'll be crapping non-stop-ly. LOL. Time to go. Later is the CC Reunion Dinner, woohoo, first time of my life. Haha! As in my first and second year, this event has been cancelled. Now it is back. Haha. See ya.

Is it Monday?

2011-01-24T19:44:00.003+08:00

Oh, last night I sleep late, very late, 6am, without any important reason. Just watch movies, surft some net then the clock suddenly points at 6am. Omg. No wonder my eyes keep closing in front of my laptop. My eyes are tired enough I guess, but my mind is still awake! However what can I say? I could just sleep. Because I have a 9am class today morning. Sad case. A tutorial class. It is a funny and interesting class anyway. Learning new softwares, which is the activity I like the most. Haha!

I wake up at 8.30am, and manage to take bath before rushing to class. I've made it! But I don't feel I'm walking on ground, I just feel like I'm dragging my legs to class. LOL. Sound serious. Wuahaha! In fact, I'm getting older... Not enough sleep can really kill me now, while when few years back, I will not have any bad feeling of sleeping less. Today I slept for 2.5 hours, my eyes are reddish and swelling. My lips and mouth are totally dry and don't feel like talking. My mind keeps on reminding me it is still Sunday. (LOL). I can't even feel emo about bad things today, because my mind is tired. Haha! Is this a good sign? (I'm not emo-ing!)

Having classes until 7pm, Monday almost ends. And still, I do nothing, my progress is very slow indeed... I want to have more sleep, but I don't know why my mind keeps to be awake during midnight. I'm having dilemma with my mind. Lmao. My body and my mind are quarelling. Haha!

I hope interview session on Wednesday will go smoothly... Bless me please. Today's CAD/M reunion dinner, I've skipped. Wow. Sounds random. Anyway, I hope next year this reunion dinner will be really having nice organisation and plan. This is an annual event, so, make it like an annual one. I would be more supportive if it is. There's a photo session for CADCAMers tomorrow, forr the first time. Haha!

Holiday-ed Me!

2011-01-23T23:12:00.002+08:00

Oh, Saturday and Sunday are gone! How sad am I... Saturday... What have I done? Starring on my phone, playing games, yea, Angry Bird! Haha! And then I spend whole noon and night browsing websites, searching for music and movies, and phones and gadgets too, again! I seem never tired of searching for those things. What's my next gadget? (Talking like I have plenty of money to spend.) I plan to get a digital camera, a simple and useful one, the most important thing is light and easy to carry. The main specification I want is that it have HD movie recording. But at last I don't find any suitable one. Somehow this sounds nice, so that I have no need to spend money on this. =S

Phone again? I guess I'll always aiming for the better ones, non stop. What's next after HD2? Here's a list, perhaps. Samsung Galaxy Tab? Samsung Galaxy S? iPhone 3GS or 4? HTC Desire HD? Damn expensive items...

After spending lots of time on something useless (guess so), finally I start to do my assignments at midnight. Yup, weird schedule, I admit. Haha. And I grab a chance, going mamak and chatting with friends including Wanhwa, Talung and Zen, although it's short enough. I meet Yongwei and Feverdog after that too, such a rush night. Haha! Anyway, it is nice because I've kept myself in my room for the whole day. Almost forget how to talk. LOL.

How about Sunday? Today I spend some time going out, finally, Sunway Pyramid. I guess I have some great times, and hope she's having it too. I guess this is only the fourth times we meet. What else can I say. Sigh.

Holiday mood now, and kind of lazy to deal with the assignments too. Omg.

I'm Just too Holiday

2011-01-21T23:57:00.002+08:00

Don't get me wrong, I'm not announcing that I'm in holiday, maybe I look like, or I feel like, but I'm not. Sigh. I just got to drag myself back to reality after these fun! I've spent two days at Genting and some fun at KL too. So, everything's just telling me that I'm in holiday! Thursday, a public holiday. Friday, no class, (in fact I've skipped one), have random plan and outing, shopping. Bla Bla Bla. Random sentences too. Have a great trip in Genting, although it is just two of us after all. Meet with 71 too. Bought a cloth, and making me feel like I'm shopping at Genting. WOW. Such a different feeling. I hope there's a Mid Valley at Genting. Because after few times of walking round and round, I find that First World Plaza is kind of... not enough for me. Anyway the food is very expensive. But thanks to Weihan's brother to treat me eat, more than one time, wow! Enjoy! The comforting breeze! I miss it!

And I'm finally back to KL. Another outing to watch movie at Mid Valley, yes it is. Watched Great Day 天天好天. Not bad, quite touched for some scenes, but it ends too fast, like it is all in a sudden, the subtitles pop up. Haha! Funny. Overall story is ok, it is CNY soon. That kind of feeling. It could be better if they lengthen the story and tell us more details. There's quite much details left aside. The ending part is not good, not really giving us a sign like everything has been settled.

My mind and body are quite tired anyway. I guess it is time to have some rest, and soon, get back to reality. Oh cruel!

I m so Genting!

2011-01-20T23:21:00.002+08:00

hahaha! today is the day i have waited for. haha! surprisingly today is thaipussam too, i mean, why so surprise? because three months ago when we're booking a room here, we dont even know today is a public holiday. so, woohoo! no class today, although i have planned to skip them since early. so now no more guilty feeling. i wonder that i shouldnt be having holiday such early. still one week before cny, but finally i come here. i feel like forgetting everything... sounds not good though. haha. anything. i will be back to reality tomorrow. first world hotel is ok. and this is my first time staying in first world hotel too. rm28! so its just rm14 each person for two of us! great! XD

actually this is the pre cny promotion for first world hotel. rm28 each double room, quite nice. so comfortable here, and i missed many things that occurs here too. haha. grap more breeze here. although i just walk here and there, and many rounds.

using wifi of mcd. huhu. guess what, having burger king here as supper. so, night!

Chances!

2011-01-19T22:47:00.003+08:00

Just get back from Sunway Pyramid with Chaihoe, Ian, Yting and Shilong. A great window-shopping-day for me, indeed! I have "sight-seeing" everywhere, almost upside down of the mall, and I find some great and nice looking clothes. HEHE! Shirts, trousers, shorts... Huhu. I'm really into some of them, and I feel like want to buy them. You may ask why didn't I buy? Oh... Money money. I'm waiting for money. But I really enjoy window shopping today. With the "shopping" mood, I guess maybe today is the perfect day for spending and buying, but I don't. Weird perhaps. Haha =)

Today during the industrial training talk I guess I'm having a great times with my coursemates too. Maybe these few days I'm tired of that feeling of separation with them. But today, it is somehow nice to gather again and chit chat a lot too. Although we suppose to listen attentively to the talk, omg. Loss and gain =S Perhaps we should spend more time, or get more chance to enforce our friendship, which I believe that, we're still cool. =)

Regarding to the CAD/CAM reunion dinner, this year, for the first time it will be quite weird! Why do I say like this? Because this time there are many absentees. Maybe merely more than 50% will attend I think, or around 60%? Maybe I'm one of the absentees too. There are some reasons of course, causing me don't feel like want to attend. The place and price, and the plan too. Price would be one of the issue for me because I'm spending too much these few days. And I don't really feel like it's necessary to spend that much just for a dinner. LOL. Plan. Frequent changes. Too much interruption, making me feel like it is just a small or random event. Place. Bad choice. What else can I say? I don't have any transport, and I need to travel to Sri Petaling for a dinner during rush hour? Omg, that freaks me out, and make me HAHA too! XD If I really want to go, I must at least get a transport for myself, and my friends too. Its like PJ or Bandar Utama or even Sunway don't have any restaurant for us. Good lo. Anyway anyway and anyway, I'll still consider whether I should go or not. Somehow it's quite awkward if too many absentees. And it is an annual event, although for now, it don't seem like it is. lmao.

Finally today I get some tasks for the beloved project. I feel GLAD. I think, only I know why do I feel so. Maybe later I'll feel stressed later, but for now, I feel relieved, because I'm not out from that group. Sad case. Pitiful too. Communication works! What else I can say. =)

Today afternoon I get a call from a company, although at first I drop the call, but I try to call back, Haha. If not mistaken, I'm going for interview in Friday. The first try/hope. Hope everything goes smoothly!! Pray =)

Edit:

Of course, I'm heading to Genting with Weihan tomorrow! Woohoo! Fun! And holiday too! Haha... Hopefully this trip won't be dull. XD (As I've forgotten about the project and assignments.) Enjoy still~

grayish

2011-01-18T14:41:00.004+08:00

yup i m in class now, and i m blogging! lol! by phone... what makes me do so? indeed im so bored, and hungry. every tuesday i have to skip lunch because i m having class from 12pm to 4pm. as well as thursday. sigh... luckily at 12pm, which is my german class, i still have energy left. left means that i dont really have my breakfast. maybe just drink a pack of milk. but today nope, so... end up, starving. did i ever mention? du lunch has never been so tasty, and i m hungry for it. lol. coming on thursday is a public holiday, Thaipussam, hopefully i didnt spell it wrongly. and yes,i ll be up on genting with weihan, rm28 for two persons is quite affordable, and... cheap! haha! so, after my last weekend which is full of fun, i ll be on trip again! i m like still having holiday... gosh...

guess what, after getting some stupid comments about that project, i m going to keep quiet. these are just so negative. why is everything becoming so complicated? poor communication and selfishness have it all. lets wait and see, what will be the changes. hatred.

broke again. i just bought one new cloth for this coming chinese new year. but i guess i have spent too much on other things. i wish i can buy more new clothes. sigh... and i need money! but i do nothing. i know this just wont work. genting some more. the coming week there are course reunion dinner and cc's one too. frankly tell, i m just interested on one of them. maybe because i have spent too much, so now i feel more like phobia to spend more. those dinner are not cheap too, lol. this reminds me of the coming matb, wow, rm130. but that is another nice period i will be having in college. woohoo~~

omg, still left 45minutes to go. i need help for internship. its quite troublesome because i dont have transport! travelling will be very tough...

Plan in a Sudden

2011-01-17T12:43:00.002+08:00

Yes I went to Klang and Broga Hill on last Saturday and Sunday. Such a full package! Wow... Before I go to Klang, the night before I just have a 1.5 hours sleep, which makes me dizzy. Walk some roads, ride on bus, and I can't really sleep well on bus. And when I'm there, I feel like just have my hair cut done and go back. Yea, I go Klang just for hair cut. And I follow my roommate home, he gives me a free ride around Port Klang, although that trip just ends about few hours. I go at 9am then reach back to college at around 6pm, and make it for DU dinner. Haha. And I'm continuously feeling sleepy and dizzy. But guess what I do later... Online I think (I don't remember it clearly), then chit chat a lot with friends. Try to sleep, but at last I sleep after 12am, which is already Sunday.

But then I'm still considering whether to go Broga Hill with MOHEC gang or not, because my existence will be much weird, I'm not part of them actually. I'm in dilemma (LOL), then fall asleep. I remember 2am I got ZynAnn's sms telling me that he's going, as well as 71, so I think I replied "ok". Then I wake up at 4am. Not enough sleep again! I think I'm quite conscious. LOL... Then pack and go, have some interesting chatting time on bus and along the journey. And yes, another new album on Facebook soon I guess. Check it out. Haha.

Have some fun at Broga Hill and the waterfall too, which make me indeed really really exhausted. I NEED sleep! Just know how to spend time and have fun, I forget about everything, including my incomplete assignments. My conclusion is, this weekend is really full (of fun)! Oh gosh, how about my internship? Sigh. Having great Monday blue, because I just get back into this reality, again, and feel like all the problems come inside my brain simultaneously, lmao, again. Some sentences are really crap today, without proper grammar and arrangement. Haha...

After all, I get back to college at around 5pm. I unpack my belongings, and soon I drag myself onto the bed, and... sleep deeply, until today morning 8am! Such a long time, and I did nothing but just sleep. Edmund is back to Klang while I'm sleeping, roommate comes back too. Hmm. Just feel like, I missed everything. I forget to inform Talung that I'm going Broga too, I guess I've let them down, hmm...

Let's hope this week will be a good and nice one! Cheers!

Intern!!

2011-01-15T19:32:00.004+08:00

Finally I start to feel nervous for my coming internship! Yes, I not yet get any offer... T.T Although I just send some applications last night. I know, maybe it's QUITE late. Sigh x1000. But its kinda useless now. I could just find more companies and send more applications. See when can I get some offer. Till that moment, I'll be glad and stop all my worries. Sigh... Currently I just place my scope to apply in PJ area only. Although there're quite a number of companies at Shah Alam area, but it's quite hard for me to get there. No vehicle! Duh... Since I guess most of UM students will apply for PJ area, which is very near. But then, don't know where else I can apply too.

Guess that this is my only problem, for now. Yes, assignments. I've forgotten about this. Sad case. Wish me good luck!

Faster WiFi Please!

2011-01-14T00:40:00.003+08:00

Guess what, I've emptied my whole night today. And now, I'm at my faculty, downloading a 234MB file from Rapidshare. I come here just for downloading this file. Because of? The WiFi in college can't really support this type of file downloading... LOL! I finish my dinner before 7pm, which is quite rare to see, then take my bath at 7pm something, which is seldom too! Hahaha... Then, I'm here. And now, at least 4 hours' gone, and it is still not finishing. Sigh. My whole night is here. Of course, here the line is much faster. I'm glad that the link can run, anyway. Because the link can't even be opened at college. Hmm...

Of course I wouldn't spend all the time waiting. I've downloaded quite many new albums, hehe... New songs again! Frankly, I spend so much time in this, which I know it is not really important, but... hobby. Sigh. Maybe I should learn to shift my attention, or more focus on some really "serious" matter. Grow up!

Super hungry now. Sigh again!

Before Sleeping...

2011-01-13T03:46:00.003+08:00

Drip drop... The rain comes silently. I spend so many hours today to read about phone stuffs, mostly HD2's stuff. Still a lot to go. I never realize that time passes this fast! Haiz... I heard today that PTPTN will debit our account on 25 January. Omg. I seriously need some money to buy new clothes. This is really a joke then. No money for new clothes. Why so late this sem... T.T Prepared a rough resume just now, and printed the list of companies to apply internship. So, it's obviously on the run! Good luck!! Night~

Dried

2011-01-12T18:57:00.002+08:00

Oh... It's 6.56pm now, guess usually what do I do now? Haha! Just have a nap. No matter it is long or short one. My body will just turn dried, my mouth...my hands. Its this because my body lacks of water? I seldom drink? Eww... This causes me to feel like... I'm even more tired. =.='''

Blank mind now. And problems will start to pop up. Firstly, omg, my internship. My resume. Bla bla bla. And my project too. Just now spend some times with my teammates to go Jalan Pasar to ask/survey for motor prices. Then only we realize, we're so lack behind. The boss asks us to provide him the motor requirements or the detailed specification, not that we go and ask him for the spec. So in the end, we get nothing but some talks/speech from the boss. Ya I guess it reminds us of something, at least. I believe this project has enforced (is it the word?) the friendship between three of us. HAHA! Yup, I have a problem that won't be able to settle, yet.

11.01.11~ LOL

2011-01-11T23:30:00.002+08:00

Oops I suddenly realize that today's date is kind of special. Yes, this is 11th Jan 2011, which is 11.01.11. Nice arrangement! So, did u guys have nice happenings today? Maybe a crush? Or meet with someone that makes you laugh out loud? Or just simple? Sometimes, simple do means good too. Means, nothing bad happens. Haha. Why am I started to feel like I'm spamming on Blogspot? Oh hopefully I'm not. I just started my journey with blogging. Eating biscuits now, and I'm typing using my only single finger, maybe there's so much typo... Good to feel free~ Night!

Coz, I'm Free

2011-01-11T18:22:00.004+08:00

It's been the second week since this semester starts. Add and drop the courses, finally I decided to take Germany Language and Pottery too, as elective course and co-k. The elective course is a must, while I'm still considering whether to take other language courses such as France and Korean, but in the end, I choose Germany. Today is the third time, and I start to find that... It's quite hard. Last week was fine, the lecturer Ms. Koh just teaches us some words used in greetings and replies. I find that is quite interesting. But today end up with videos and clips, which I can't understand at all. OMG. I stare at the screen and feel kind of sleepy after all. Anyway, I hope this is just the beginning, and I hope that I can learn more soon. Hehe =D By the way, I still quite fond of France too, hope that I won't make a wrong choice then. Hah!

Last week I don't really deal with the long-and-tiring project, yes, it's still on the run... And I always quite emo about that. This week, who knows, maybe I'll get into some kind of trouble. Getting exhausted or blamed?!? I don't know what will happen. This is like a activated bomb that I don't know when will it explode. Sad case. I wish I still can stay tough for this few months. I don't really learn much things in this project too. Mainly I need to deal with my emotion and communication problem that exists seriously among my group. Somehow, we don't really get a solution for it (them) and we'll still surely stuck it it, or them too. And I wonder too, do we ever try to figure out "a" solution. Anyway, I guess it's better to concentrate only on how "actual" productivity instead of caring on those emotional problems. I guess so, for some reasons.

It's a just practically statement, where every person has his or her own ways to do their things. Sometimes things just can't go the way as we wish. Lol, I remember some quotes of it, but my description is quite poor and I'm unable to write it out. Hahah. Hope you'll get what I mean.

Skipping lunch and dinner has become one of my life routine, which is very bad. I wish I don't have any 12pm class. Like today, 12-4pm! Omg... The DU lunch time is only from 12pm until 1.45pm. What time am I suppose to eat? 4pm I guess... How pathetic I am. =( It's like I'm really starving for DU food when I reach room. Haha. Of course luckily I still have my sweet sweet tapao by my roommate. Thanks XD

These few days I've been thinking of, why am I always dragging things until last minute? I know, much people do this. But I think, this is really troublesome. I'm trying to reach classes earlier. I'm trying to wake up earlier. I'm trying not to push all my jobs until late at night. I must change this! Good luck~

Guten Abent! (Means good evening) LOL.

Moviezz Weekends

2011-01-10T03:56:00.005+08:00

Omg, this weekend has ended. This is the first week of my this sem, and first for 2011 too. LOL. I spend much time on movies these few days. Guess what I've watched. Sometimes I don't even remember them. Haha... Maybe they're just not that catchy in my mind. This isn't good, "Alpha and Omega". Surprisingly I'm quite looking forward for it for no reason when it first hits cinema. But then the reviews are getting poor and poor. Then now only I got it in DVDRip quality, even though in past few months, I already have it in Cam and TS quality, which make me don't even want to watch it. LOL. This is just... plain... "Dinner For Schmunks" is funny, and pointless too. That gang of "smart" people are making fun of that gang of "idiots". And undoubtedly, the bunch of "idiots" are pretty funny, omg, how can they be such "mindless"? Haha... Well, the movie tells me it's not right to make fun on others, but yes, it carries out some meaning too. Such an entertainment, which is missed in cinema of Malaysia.

"Buried". Yes, this is indeed one-man show. Besides the main character, there are just some short clips of others "strangers". You can see from the actors' listing, most of them are just contributing "voice", phone calls, bla bla bla. But I agree that this movie is making me feel like claustrophobia, making me hard to breath too. It is just so hard to stuck in a box, buried under the ground, I can't imagine. Along the movies, there are hopes too, he struggles for life, making call to get help, trying on many ways to approach others, using all the tools he has around. Flashbacks surrounds him too, too many to regret and feel sorry. Hopeless, when he decides to just wait and die. At the last moment, when he thinks that he'll get out freely, the last hope is gone too, and... died. Sigh...

"Black Swam". A piece of fine art. Gentle girls with beautiful melody, ballet too. The main story is about an performer and how she deals with the perfection. She does nothing wrong but just asks for a chance to outdo herself. She gets so much pressure and hallucination seriously goes wrong in her mind. I guess, it is a little way to psychological issue. Should I just say, perfection kills? LOL. An entertaining film indeed, with beautiful steps and music.

"127 Hours". Inspiring, what else can I say? It is based on a real story, where a man cuts of his arm when he get stuck in his adventurous journey, in order to save his life. I like the way the movie is cut and captured. Although the one hour and thirty minutes film is almost at the same place, it doesn't really bore me. It indeed reminds me of many things. Too many regret still, we should appreciate what we have today, at this moment. Maybe when a person is dying, or knows he'll die, then only he realizes what should he do, I mean, then only he'll face the real him. It's about struggling for life too. He uses all the tools he has to survive. Great piece of work! And I enjoyed it.

I guess I should stop here. For your information, "Black Swam" and "127 Hours" will be in Malaysia cinema soon. Huhu =)

p/s: I went to 11th College to have dinner today, what a cheap chicken chop set. RM4.90. Woohoo~ Although it's not very very tasty, but I'm glad to have that kind of amount. Enjoy it~

Here with Me

2011-01-09T04:19:00.003+08:00

Today I'm having a quite-tired day... Surprisingly we walk through almost 7 shopping malls, including Times Square, Sg Wang, Lot 10, Fahrenheit, Pavilion, KLCC, and Mid Valley at last. Haha! (Just making a list.) Yes, I would like to, and already prepare to buy some new clothes of course! But but but... What happen at last? I don't get to buy any clothes! In fact, I just bought a big pack of needs at Carrefour. Wow. Do a short listing, today I'm going out with Talung, Ken, Chee Yik and Jessica, and end up running into Alexandria at Universiti Station, we spend some times walking and shopping too. Haha! Three of them (Talung, Ken and 71) have bought at least one, and I'm pretty sure, we aim a lot of new stuffs too, including people maybe? LOL. Its been a long time that I don't walk for so many malls in so short time, great job for us! (I think so.)

We spend most of our time today at Times Square, hunting for stuffs =)

And guess what, this is the best achievement for me today! I get touched with iPad. Woohoo! This is my first time, maybe it's kinda... not so early, but indeed yes, today is the first day I hold iPad in my both hands. I feel like, it is pretty solid heavy, and the screen is like... Why not larger? But after Slide to unlock, iTunes, Angry Birds, Movies, and bla bla bla, I'm really impressed with it. And I love it very much! I wow like, don't know how many times during I keep playing with it. iPad iPad, you've done great, at least in my heart. Surely there is something's left, no voice call, no camera. I don't know where is the CoverFlow too, my bad maybe. Please, let me have one please ~.~

So obviously, CNY is coming down to town, real soon... So, CNY decoration in Pavilion is kinda great too. The year of rabbit~ And I'm 23! Holly no...

This is my dinner, what Talung has been strongly recommended. 阿业靓汤. A set for just Rm9.90, and I have this, a bowl of rice, a plate of dishes (vege and chicken) and of course, the soup. This tastes good, especially the warm/hot soup, making me feel like, I was home again. And I feel like, it would be better if I can ask for more rice please. LOL. Nice recommendation and this is my first time, definitely there will be next time. =)

Just now I still get a chance to watch movie with that gang of people, go to their room and have a enjoyable time too. I feel like, and definitely I'm hoping, in the near future we'll be having such nice time again when we really stay together under one roof. Haha! Real soon... Watched "Black Swam", wow, high rated movie, and a piece of pretty art, it is. Ballet, and the scenes are more than beautiful to be described.

There is actually something I wish to do today morning and afternoon, which I thought, I have planned for it. But what I get at last, is disappointment. I have overlooked myself and end up, I'm hurting myself too. Time to think and decide wisely, yes I can. =)

Get in HD2

2011-01-08T03:24:00.012+08:00

Suddenly in my mind, I wanna come out with this post =.=''' Maybe its been a long time that I didn't update, I kinda miss here, like I'm talking to the air again. Haha! Ok, back to the topic, actually nothing much, just wanna show this new toy =D (Before its getting old, and before my feelings gone!) Omg...

It still feels fresh in my hand now. And frankly, I've struggled to get it, after having many unwanted troubles, which makes me feel sick and phobia. I'll remember it always. Sigh. Below is the technical specifications of it, HTC HD2 T8585 (LEO). Hehehehe...

Also known as HTC HD2 T8585; HTC Leo 100

GENERAL

2G Network: GSM 850 / 900 / 1800 / 1900

3G Network: HSDPA 900 / 2100

HSDPA: 850 / 2100 - Australian Version

Announced: 2009, October

Status: Available. Released 2009, November

SIZE

Dimensions: 120.5 x 67 x 11 mm

Weight: 157 g

DISPLAY

Type: TFT capacitive touchscreen, 65K colors

Size: 480 x 800 pixels, 4.3 inches

- Sense UI

- Multi-touch input method

- Accelerometer sensor for UI auto-rotate

- Proximity sensor for auto turn-off

- Pick-to-mute

SOUND

Alert types: Vibration, MP3, WAV ringtones

Speakerphone: Yes

- 3.5 mm audio jack

MEMORY

Phonebook: Practically unlimited entries and fields, Photocall

Call records: Practically unlimited

Internal: 448 MB RAM, 512 MB ROM

Card slot: microSD, up to 32 GB, buy memory

DATA

GPRS: Class 12 (4+1/3+2/2+3/1+4 slots), 32 - 48 kbps

EDGE: Class 12

3G: HSDPA, 7.2 Mbps; HSUPA, 2 Mbps

WLAN: Wi-Fi 802.11 b/g, Wi-Fi router

Bluetooth: Yes, v2.1 with A2DP

Infrared port: No

USB: Yes, microUSB

CAMERA

Primary: 5 MP, 2592 x 1944 pixels, autofocus, dual LED flash

Features: Geo-tagging

Video: Yes, VGA@30fps

Secondary: No

FEATURES

OS: Microsoft Windows Mobile 6.5 Professional

CPU: Qualcomm Snapdragon QSD8250 1 GHz processor

Messaging: SMS (threaded view), MMS, Email, IM

Browser: WAP 2.0/xHTML, HTML

Radio: Stereo FM radio with RDS

Games: Yes

Colors: Black

GPS: Yes, with A-GPS support; NaviPanel

Java: Yes, MIDP 2.0

- Digital compass

- MP3/WAV/WMA/eAAC+ player

- MP4/WMV/H.264/H.263 player

- Facebook and Twitter integration

- YouTube client

- Pocket Office (Word, Excel, PowerPoint, OneNote, PDF viewer)

- HTC Peep, HTC Footprints

- Voice memo

- T9

BATTERY

Standard battery, Li-Ion 1230 mAh

Stand-by: Up to 490 h (2G) / Up to 390 h (3G)

Talk time: Up to 6 h 20 min (2G) / Up to 5 h 40 min (3G)

Music play: Up to 12 h

Ok, right to the point. There's something, some spec that attracts me to shift from Moto Milestone to HD2, of course. Larger display, dual boot (Winmo+Android). Haha! I'm still putting myself in it, such a long way to really learn how to use this phone. Wow...

Its Two O One One!

2011-01-08T02:32:00.002+08:00

OMG, time urges me, it's hard to believe I'm currently in 2011, which is a new year! LOL! I need more best plans, more money, more nice things to happen this year. Everyone does, I guess. Hmm... Frankly say, I'm a little bit out of blogging already. Well, my last post was... gosh, October last year! And what am I doing right now? I'm actually just pass by, and someone reminds me of, oh, I still own a blog (which is now... eww... dusty). Okay, I wonder who ever will see this. Just drop a message, or a comment here. I'm desperate for it... Before I end this, I would still simply wish u all, have a great year and stay healthy ya! Cheers! Hopefully I'll do an update soon before I get sink in facebook and twitter again... BRB.

解脱，不了

2010-10-06T13:16:00.003+08:00

一睁开眼睛，就面对我不要的压力。

很烦，很疲惫。

越靠近，越是逃避。

越失败，越怕输，越振作不起来。

我不懂自己在做什么。

胜任？好像是天方夜谭。

唯一的希望，依靠贵人，寻找帮忙。

什么时候，我会不想醒来…

什么时候，一切才会结束。

这不是愉快的合作，只是草草的了结。

不过，胜于无所作为。

我只能见步行步，继续倒数终点的来临。

我不是这种材料，对不起。

我宁愿花时间多看一部戏。

我宁愿上线多留几个留言。

我宁愿在这里多写几个字。

也不想多看那些一眼。

自私吗？

我已经不知怎么解释我现在的样子。

我，依然是那个逃避压力的我。

（注定，我就不过如此）

一半的我

2010-10-01T04:29:00.003+08:00

很忙，很盲。

很乱，很脏。

原本我应该做的事情，都忘了做。

我在想，什么时候可以松绑。

我做错选择了吗？

我害怕了吗？

为什么走了那么远，现在才这样觉得？

或许早就该懂。

我的学业从一大部分，成了一小部分。

因为我开始容纳不进它了。

或许不是艰难。

而是没有兴趣。

我不想因此情绪化。

我更不想不理智。

对，此刻我的心是平静的。

不知道，过不过得了这关。

也不敢想象下一关会是怎么样。

很多时候，我选择乐观。

积极的认为只要努力，依然会有机会。

其实我倒想看看自己能撑多久。

不是每个人都有天分。

错，应该说，每个人有不一样的天分和才华。

每次想努力，却觉得自己做不到。

一半的我觉得，依然会有机会的。

另一半的我觉得，我勉强的很累。

我不明白，所幸的是，只是一半的东西。

换句话说，我依然明白一半。

或许，学业就只是这样，不过如此。

可能我把它看得太重了。

或许我给自己太大压力了。

可是，我依然不懂。

我望见未来的我，走的是另一条路。

只是不知，那是一条什么样的路。

我知道诉苦并没有帮助。

我更知道逃避改变不了什么。

我只希望维持现在的情况。

请不要赐我更糟糕的事情。

极限了吗？

疲累了吧。

很多时候我会想，如果当初我选了另个结果。

只是，一切都不能倒退。

一半的我觉得。

人，短短几十年。

如果没学会享受，做应该尝试去做的事情。

岂不是浪费了短短岁月。

另一半的我觉得。

人，活到老学到老。

定要在有生之年，为自己的生命增值。

才不会过的没有意义。

人，或许可以选择自在。

获得不必那么压力。

选择自己能做的事。

或，做自己想做的事。

抑或是，人，跟人之间的竞争。

有时并不是自己怕输。

而是必须努力追逐，才不会落在后方。

生命其实有好多事情值得去实现。

只是，这一刻我眼前却，乱了。

我要的，是什么？

迟来的：SG录

2010-07-25T17:35:00.019+08:00

真没想到，我现在才会很“突然”的更新，这段已经过期整三个星期的旅程。对，我久违的新加坡，我终于再次到达！这次参与人数有六位，当中更有两位我是在旅程才认识的。好，参与者名单为：我，仲正，达隆，Ken，Kenji和Wei Han。首先，当中只有我是曾经到过新加坡的，但或许这个经验没帮到我多少，依然走了很多冤枉路…哈哈！依然感到很抱歉…三天两的旅程夜虽然看起来很赶时间，很短，但其实我们真的没什么东西要做的，走走看看为先，所以真的走了很多路，也花了很多时间在瞎逛。我，则疯狂在拍照，当然不会错过咯，很少机会这么悠闲的逛…

此行日期为7月4日至8日。我记得那几天真的很忙，我工作到1日，然后2日立刻去买相机，对！很兴奋很不敢相信的败了一部相机…3日立刻赶回家，休息一天，收拾收拾，准备护照，4日又再回到KL出发…当然，薪水用得一干二净！我的天…虽然我这次的旅程只用了马币五百多，可是同样没剩下钱了。因为这次计划我是偶然加入的…

好像说了很多很多，觉得这次应该放多点图！毕竟，我这次旅程的最终目的是拍照…成功。

6张KTM车票。没错，我们搭的是KTM。

达隆+我

一个晚上过后，再上终于抵达Tanjung Pagar！

走了一大段路，终于抵达我们住的hostel。a beary good hostel! 噢，已经九点多了…

没错，住的地方就在Chinatown牛车水，而且MRT站A出口一出来就立刻看到，不用十步距离，靠近吧！哈哈！

说真的，我们并没有什么逛到牛车水，只是随便看看，也没东西想买…

下一站，Bugis！开始逛这里的shopping mall，Bugis Junction是第一间。

再来，Iluma，设计很精致的一栋。只是里面也太空了吧…

Iluma七楼的空中花园，也是拍照的好地方之一。

在Bugis有不错热闹的街道，和蛮多摊子店面，甚至森林大厦。接下来，吸引我们目光的就是这座艺术建筑物。不懂名字是什么就走过去拍照@.@

特别吧！我们的坐法更特别！哈哈！City Hall下站后，就是Raffles City，很欣赏这里的建筑。

接下来，一直走一直走，跟着大路走，看城市，拍照就拍到这个。

原来我们的目的是这个，Suntec City Mall！无他的，这里有个很大的喷水池，但是只在晚上可以欣赏，所以…我们只有“走过”的份。

走了一个中午和下午，吃过了一餐便宜但不满意的午餐，是时候回hostel check in了。累。

a beary good hostel。到处都是bear bear…而且设备不错。这里有热水提供，饮用的，或是洗澡的。哈哈！还有Netbook，WiFi，PS3，Wii等等。无聊时可以好好消遣，读本书也不错！

好好休息后，已经是傍晚了。好，继续旅程吧！Tanjong Pagar的The Pinnacle Duxton。壮观吧。猜猜这五座楼是什么地方？它只是公寓哦！可是他们在第五十楼建了个空中花园，把五栋高楼连接起来。是时候看夜景了…想不到我们的晚餐是杂饭，也没想到，蛮好吃的。

夜晚降临前。

转眼，天色已暗。

晚上拍照拍到想哭，不会拍ing...

离开咯…Orchard，下一站。

Ion Orchard。很吸引，很花电力的一栋。

一群只是在看建筑物外形的人…LOL

义安城。留念。

五光十色的乌节路。

晚上十点多了，我们还有一站，Clarke Quay。这里真的纯粹是观赏，因为所有的食物饮料都蛮贵的…高消费区。

我+Ken

第一天，结束！累，因为漫无目的的观赏了这个城市。我喜欢这个城市，但不知我的队友觉得如何，怕闷到他们了，可是自己又很兴奋，矛盾…好好睡过一觉，养足精神，第二天，重头戏上映！

早餐咯！已经包括的住宿费里了。面包+cereal

对，Universal Studio Singapore我们来了！66新币，尽兴吧！

Hollywood，到处都是souvenir店。当然，东西也是贵得夸张…

算是在计划行程吧！哈哈！

Human!

古董车秀！

瞬间抵达New York！

好大，好渺小…

姿态多得不胜数…

很可爱的一区，Madagascar！可是没东西做，只有小孩的玩意。我们只好拍照，还有看一场可爱的舞蹈。

很壮观的一区，Far Far Away…

城堡里面有什么？没错，就是这个4D电影院，拍了很久的队，终于看到了。很特别的是，进场前还有一段info提醒不能拍照录影之类的东西，是真人讲说，而不是影片。Shrek 4D很特别的地方就是，它超过你看到了，它给你的不只是视觉享受，而是更多直接的特技。比如，座位跟着场景震动，摇晃。主角打喷嚏，会有一阵水喷在你身上。地上的蜘蛛爬过，座位底下就有刷子刷过你的脚，感觉更真实。刮大风时，整个戏院就吹起风。看到的，其实跟市场上的3D没两样，只是额外添加了更多特技。不错，值得一看！

城堡秀！

漫漫长队…

下一站，埃及！这些模型都非常高大…

Revenge Of The Mummy，实际上这是一个过山车，蛮刺激的，可是它其实更新鲜特别。到达之前，我们莫名其妙必须走一大段路才到排队的地方…没错，是室内的。车子不长，一行只坐四个人。经过的地方大部分都是黑暗的，刚开始蛮特别。有一个地方，我们只是刚开始不久，前面竟然撞到一道墙，然后前面裂了（是屏幕啦），开始有mummy的虫虫爬出来，然后我完全没有想到，这辆车倒后退，转个圈，再继续走！这个我忘不了，令我感到很意外。还有一个地方，是周围着火了，虽然只是一阵子，但真的感觉到很热。只是过山车那一段比较普通了，因为不是在室外，感觉不到那个刺激和高度。总的来说，这是蛮不错的一个玩意。很新鲜，很有创意。

Sci-Fi City，没什么好看的…

在Jurassic Park的一场show，真实上演。还以为弄湿身体，结果倒是没有。

走完了咯！临走前，再拍拍这个。

66新币已经晚了。最后我们还去Sentosa的海边，不怎么美，而且整个人都很累了。本来打算去看Song of the Sea，但没什么心情，觉得回去休息比较实际。匆匆吃完晚餐后便回hostel休息。

晚上开始，Esplanade+Marina Bay！大狮子关了，还有小狮子欣赏。

超爱夜景！

接近The Sands了吗？

因为不会路，所以真的走了一大段路…很累，可是最后终于看到越来越靠近Esplanade和The Sands，很期待。这条特别的DNA桥通往The Sands。

不会路也摸到了，The Sands Casino！

生平第一次，原来赌场可以这么漂亮！原谅我少见多怪了，我又不是赌鬼XD

分开走的一个晚上，大家都逛得不错吧！最后我，Kenji和Wei Han还去supper，好吃…回到hostel已经不早，也很累的说…却不肯睡，online的，打Wii的，聊天的…而我意外的发现可欣的笔迹，是她介绍我们来的。哈哈！

第三天，差不多中午才出门，太迟睡了…同时也没什么东西做了，就只是逛街。最后一天了…

又回到Orchard，这次更仔细的逛里面。

就这样逛到五点，顺便再看一场戏，Knight And Day，六点多就准备回hostel拿行李走。基本上我们在十二点前已经check out，只是把行李留在那里，不错吧！七点过后就是搭漫长的MRT到Kranji过海关，到JB。一路漫长…不知不觉我们回到了JB。一个和新加坡迥然不同的地方…

晚上十点终于找到个地方吃晚餐…当大家都准备关店了。

接着就是很疲倦的等火车，回KL Sentral咯…真的很累，而且没什么睡到。

回到KL Sentral已经是早上了。共用McD早餐后（大家都说没新加坡那么甜），我们就各散各的，回家去咯！

这次旅程的提议人为仲正，主办人为达隆，哈哈！希望下次和你们到不同的地方，有机会的话一定ON！这次并没有吃到什么美食，都是一堆食物随便的带过…钱倒是花了。希望下次会更好咯。

iPod Touch & me

2010-06-15T11:04:00.006+08:00

One day, when I was so desparately want to buy new stuff...

I'm really ready to buy SE Satio U1i, I suddenly atrracted to this stuff. And in the same day, I've bought it. Surprising I guess... iPod Touch 3rd Generation, only 8GB. But not 32GB or 64GB, because they're both out of my budget as a personal multimedia player. Hehe...

So this is the box! Although the box is made out of plastic which is not that environmental friendly, but I guess they've chosen to use the least material. The box and the contents are just so occuping in this small box. Whole set includes iPod Touch, earphone, USB cable, and two manuals.
And now I can't wait to upgrade it to OS 3.1.3. Yea first Apple in my life!
Upgrading and waiting. Whole process just takes few minutes.
I like the design of backside so much, so reflective, but it can be scratched easily too, bad side.
Yes, this is 8GB version. The difference between 8GB of 2nd Gen and 3rd Gen is, the processor is different, RAM also doubles. Hopefully it is faster.
Its thickness is below 1cm. So can simply slide into pocket without any bulging problem.
What's on the front side? Of course the 3.5' touch screen, and the Home button. Touch screen supports multi-touch technic, which allows pinch to zoom, and so on. The left side, there is tiny volume rocks, which I think it is quite inconvinient, too tiny. The right side is empty. The upper side is the power button, and the bottom side has the 3.5mm audio jack and USB connecting jack.

Can you see my Crystal? huhuhu. Don't see my face.
Bitten apple, on newspaper The Star. Haha!
The antenna part.

iPod on my hand.
The Star and my iPod Touch!
14 photos of all. Now I still not yet jailbreak it. And I'm kinda confused on how to transfer back songs from iPod Touch to my computer, and how to transfer photo to it. Headache... Anyway, its Wi-Fi is really fast. Safari is responsive and easy to use. Apps Store, I still need time to discover it. Now, everyday I do is just listen to the music and watch videos. The music player is just too nice for me. Cover Flow is a plus! Anyway, I still unable to use Genius Player...

How about the speaker? Frankly said, it is just too weak for music playing... I guess it is just suitable for games. And its volume is weak too.

It has many basic features still. Like checking mails, contacts, calenders, alarm clocks, and so on. I can truly say that, it worth the price!

Purchased on 11st June 2010.

不空白的半年

2010-05-17T00:07:00.025+08:00

想不到这样一等，这里就被荒废了整整半年！说短不短…这次想了想，还是用中文写吧…一切一切都搞定了，回家放假享受是多么开心的事。这个学期，我回家的次数应该是三次吧。农历新年一次，表哥结婚，再来就是MATB II之前。都是很赶时间的，回想起也不知道在忙什么，可能是考试，还有一大堆游玩的周末…心虚一下。钱是真的花得流水那样！我真的不敢想像…是越来越像工作了，因为我知道，开学后的我依然是爱花钱的…希望可以改一下下。

撇开上次不知道该说的还是什么…这次想认真地写，写我的部落格，我不知道有谁在看，或是，有没有人在看，只想当这里是一个宣泄的地方，让自己不平衡的地方，调过来。时间飞逝，这样就过完了我在马大第二年的生涯，感觉自己好像还是什么都不懂，还有很多很多事情必须经历，必须学习。我看见的自己，是思想上终于找到自己的弱点，再学会体谅自己，原谅自己。当然，这不是给自己找借口，而是知道有些事情是强逼不来的，就得学习接受。接受这样的自己，我相信各个方面，我都会好过一些。我，是个很平庸的人。我没有标青的成绩，这个是自幼以来不争的事实，这一路都是身边的好友勉励我，支持我，再帮组我，才不至于陷入人后，中六是我生平第一个考验，我得更加倍的付出，最终很幸运的来到这里，继续我未完成的，路。我是运动白痴，我记得小学时的运动会，老师看我长得蛮高的就鼓励我尝试参与，结果没走几步就气喘，心脏还会痛，吓得我还以为是重患。我没力气，我超容易飙汗，所以，我也讨厌运动…叹气…只是想起来，运动是好的，是健康的，我才会“适量”的去做，一些。只是没天分，其余有益健康的，我都不会排除吧…可能，一不小心，有一天会跑去健身。问号，这是永远的问号，我倒想有那么一天，可以有个焕然一新的自己，只是，我只会个“想”字。我，穷。虽然我承认，我看起来并非如此。只是有些事情是靠包装的，市面上的产品都是靠包装来卖的啦…我承认的是，人可以穷，没钱，但不能，穷智慧。当然，智慧分很多种，书本上的知识，社会的工作经验，待人处事，IQ/EQ等等。这些都要学，学，学。到老的那一天，我们还有学不完的东西，因为，人总是面对不完，问题也总是解答不完的，而且经一事长一智，人永远都是有机会学习的。而学习是为了自己的好处，当然我这里完全不提及那些恶习…既然是好的，我们都有理由虚心向学，身边每个人都有他们的优点所在，取之优点，用于自己身上，这招莫过于高深咯。最忌的是，我们决定不再学习，不再改变自己…

我很高兴，当我看到镜中的自己有所改变了。坦白说，以前的我还蛮幼稚，而且…就不成熟吧。当然我也没说现在自己很成熟，笑哈哈。只是，我至少看到自己的努力，还有努力的结果。以前或许是不了解自己，很多东西都以为对的，以为自己办得到，现在才看清点。“自以为是”这点，我想在我身上已经慢慢退去了。为人越来越中庸了，有时我都觉得自己很可怕，因为我没想过，我可以很自然的和不同的人谈天，我想，我说话也会变得越来越没有价值，可是充场的话，我倒是蛮像学会的。世界有站出来说话的人，当然也要有在后面附和的人咯，所以，我还是很重要的。哈哈哈！想象下，要是每个人都是那种站出来说话的人，没有聆听者，没有附和的人，谁也胜利不了。我明白自己并不是站出来说话的人，所以学会做个附和的人，说话圆滑点还是不错的。说到这里，我已经很自动的去除那些自以为是的人了，他们，还要学…除非，自己真的有那种资格啦。收回收回，我并没有在说教，我只是在分析人格…因为我没有资格说教…

回到重点，我承认自己是科技的奴隶…我在换手机，并没有用换衣服的速度，至少我不是在换女友，当然我也没得换…哈哈！对，我在换手机，我享受换手机，我享受科技的变换。这个学期从一开始的Sony Ericsson C905和Samsung i900 Omnia。这个搭配是我蛮喜欢的。C905，牌照机，至少有个八百万像素的镜头，再来个Xenon闪光灯，还有很多内在选项，够我用了，真的。拍照，有好的仪器，当然还有好的技巧，我终于可以胜任这架手机，拍出来的，我蛮满意的。画质或许不够之前的LG KC910 Renoir比较，但Xenon闪光灯完全拉高分数了，脸上毛孔都拍得清楚。颜色鲜艳的程度则还好，偏色还蛮严重的。脸部对焦，笑脸侦测这些都不会很敏感，少用。有几个不错的场景模式，满方便的。好，坏处来了。屏幕我个人比较贪心啦，2.4寸真的不够用，颜色不够鲜艳，也不够亮度，只是精细度是足够的。听筒我蛮头痛，小声到…而且这个是C905的通病，迟早出现，设计缺陷…造型很赞，我滑盖滑得很顺手，很有相机Fu，只是太厚了，冷眼。GPS基本上不能用，WIFI速度也不算快，UI用过的都一样吧，蛮直觉性的，容易操作。音质也是冷眼，第一足够，但音量不足，高音不够。我爱的就只是它的照相功能，还有它可以MOD的UI。价钱一跌再跌，算是超值了咯。至于Omnia，还蛮复杂的。多功能，连接电脑真的方便，很自动同步。3.2寸屏幕不错大，65k颜色就不够咯，而且在太阳底下真的看不见东西，这就是设计带来的利与弊，因为镜面设计，而且屏幕首一大片硬的塑料保护，所以阳光反射的特别强烈。我是有喜有悲，外形很酷，用起来很怒，因为看不见。还有触屏算是敏感的，只是需要用指尖按，或是用触控笔，不是很方便。WinMo真的有赞无弹，只是界面不是很华丽。哈哈…五百万的镜头，还有一大箩的选项，我还是第一认真的研究相机。而且，这是全球第一架内建五百万像素镜头的WinMo手机。Samsung很慷慨，Omnia的相机非常好，选项还多过拍照机。脸部侦测，笑脸侦测，非常非常敏感，让我感觉，我好像买了部照相机！十三个场景模式，够够力…我记得那时我惊讶的程度，毕竟Omnia新上市时需要整RM2800才败到叻！完全感受到我正在用着高端机！享受…图片浏览器好像有两三个，音乐播放器都有两个，看心情喜欢用哪个就用哪个，因为是WinMo的关系。很赞的一架手机，它让我想再继续使用WinMo。期待现在的Windows Mobile 6.5，没用过哦…GPS和WIFI超快，可能不够iPhone吧，这点不敢确认。缺点是电量消耗蛮快的…很怀念Omnia，很solid的感觉。

就这样换画了，在我怀抱的是LG GD900 Crystal，一架外表标青，内在还好的机型。没有GPS，我接受得来，因为没什么用得到。至于其他的，触屏完全容易使用，界面老是同一个样子，主题也没有第二个，但目前我还没有感觉闷啦，因为S-Class 3D界面真的很吸引，漂亮，真的吸住我的眼球了。3寸屏幕不算大，只是800x480的分辨率足够称霸了，好干净，清爽，看视频和照片是一大享受，太阳底下也不会难看得到。就差不是AMOLED罢了，不过也不错，因为有Multi-touch，方便很多，但也蛮花俏的…相信接下来LG的手机还是会很吸引我的，不如说LG Chocolate BL40，屏幕大，造型特别，非常抢眼。而且S-Class也变得越来越漂亮，高兴。Crystal完全不能不提的就是透明的键盘吧，实质意义不大，只是给我另一个方式操作手机。只是外形够杀，我中意！仔细研究过才发现，这款手机的设计真的下了很多功夫，设计有别于其他普通的滑盖手机，因为多了一片透明的触摸板，而且电池是赤裸裸在后面的，好像很容易进水…还有进尘是蛮容易的，得空就拆下来清理一番，在欣赏这一款，全球第一款透明键盘的手机。哈哈哈…莫名其妙，败了款Samsung i8510 INNOV8，贪在便宜，买了才知问题多多。叹气…当然，这手机外形似普通了点，但内在十足，N96没地方站也只因为这架机的存在。再来，八百万的镜头，这个才叫超赞！好像数码相机的效果，就差那么一点点，没有Xenon闪光灯！唉…没有完美的东西吧…2.8寸大屏幕，颜色鲜艳，GPS/WIFI到齐，立体声喇叭，S60系统，统统都有了！当初RM2500的手机叻…哈哈！用这架手机蛮享受的，接近完美，只差一点，速度不够快。

我换手机不是纯粹为了换爽，而是我是真的有兴趣研究这方面的科技。或许我没有那么一天，能踏入这一行…只是，我不否认这一种科技在我生命的重要性。看到越先进的产品，越特别的设计，我会很自然地感到高兴和兴奋，这是病态吗？这点我也不清楚了…已经用了第四架八百万像素镜头的手机，我还会期待，接下来科技如何把相机更好地纳入一架复杂的手机里。12MP，我看准你了，当然我不是一味盲目的追求像素的提升，画质是很重要的，种种选项，甚至是Xenon闪光灯更不可缺。我想说的是，我没什么可能买数码相机了，因为很少机会会带在身上，这种方便的程度只有手机能做得到，当然代价就是牺牲掉画质。唯一有可能的就是败架DSLR…我反复想了很多遍，其实我也没什么需要用到，照相的兴趣也不是很丰富。两三千块，我真的还需要认真地考虑。如果有想过把这门兴趣变成职业倒是不错…只是目前我拍照的最终目的只是，记录人生，我的记忆力不好，惟有这样帮组我记得。曾几何时，拍照也变成我社交的方式，看我Facebook拼命上传专辑tag朋友就知道了，哈哈！我家人也不会支持我买DSLR，看来只有我自己能够好好考虑，我到底需不需要，而不是想不想要。

说到想要，我还想要Ipod Touch叻！但想了再想，没实质用到，听歌看视频我每架手机都做得到，WIFI/GPS也行…所以…看吧，可能有一天，我会“一不小心”败了…哈哈！所以，Sony Ericsson Satio，我等着你！我从哪里找钱来叻…雨下了整两小时，整个夜晚越来越适合睡觉了，做梦也不错。我回家第四天了，好像什么也没做到。要工作，就要有地方落脚。希望这个假期不是白过的。突然想起考试成绩，不知何时会突然间公布，心寒了一下…

一时间整理了很多照片，也打算上传一些，可以看图说故事，把整半年的事情大略的回顾下，也不错…

2010/1/2，看看我的Omnia和Edmund的5800…
2010/1/2，老朋友慧贞久久重逢…
2010/1/3，独自McD的一餐，第一次享用发财汉堡包！

2010/1/8-10，Fanny & Chit Ying的生日，后续还有三天两夜的旅程！想忘也忘不了，非常高兴得几天，我们Spontaneous的计划…
2010/1/11，MMK的Expo。这次没参与了，只有“看”的份，做得不错哦！支持我的室友Edmund！哈哈…错过了开幕。

2010/1/13，MMK闭幕肯定不会错过，看到今年的努力和改变，加油！同时也想起很多过去…Technical可是全男班，因为当初的XJ，现在不同了！

2010/1/14，CAD/CAM本学期系友第一次全到齐的Outing，庆祝Li Wan，Jonathan和Ian的生日大日子…很少机会看到这么人齐哦！
2010/1/15，本学期Outing隆重开始，唱K看电影吃饱饱…呼呼！

2010/1/17，再来，久违的金河广场和时代广场！新年将近，再败新衣！
2010/1/21，热闹的mamak，莉如生日咯！

2010/1/23，哈哈！我有资格当开车门的了，还是第一次，抢镜ing…表哥表嫂，永结同心！新年之前还有机会和表兄弟姐妹聚一聚，实在不错。
2010/1/24，又是时候会KL了…匆忙的一个周末…

2010/1/25，一gang系友outing！看戏享受…还遇到manufac的一班朋友。晓云，艾婷，几乎每次outing，讲到coursemates的就有你们两位，多谢陪我度过了那么多次“寂寞”的时刻，哈哈！我可不想一个人看电影…接下来的outing，一定jio你们！这个学期一切一切的麻烦，我这时间都说不尽了，我也承认自己比较没有条理…感谢在学业上，你们间接的帮了我很多，真的。
2010/1/27，ZEN的蛋糕，不错不错，价钱不错，卖相不错，吃下去，更不错。值得一试！

2010/2/1，二月了！第一天晚上同时庆祝了婉华和智翠的生日…还有我和室友们少有的合照！婉华，嘉仪，这两位学妹…哈哈！友情算是不错了咯，而且时常常outing的一班朋友。有很多事情身为朋友的，或许说多了，但一切一切都只是我个人的意见，希望不会冒犯到你们。我们都在成长的路上，很多事情都还要学习的…或是想想，如果我们不熟，或许我都不会说这么多了。互相扶持吧，加油！

2010/2/3，CAD/CAM一年一度的团圆饭！这次是second year了，没有上次“缘”的热和闹。只是竟然和material同时在同一间餐馆办，好巧。还有我和小buddy，William，大buddy，元胜的合照。抱歉咯，这些日子都没能很好的相处，而且是很少很少见面那种…

2010/2/6，MMK Reunion Dinner，有预我一份！我算是有幸参与啦，不算是MT，只是路过的一名。这次同样也没什么真正的交流，但也算是愉快的一晚。遇到很多久违的senior们，熟络的就多聊几句，生疏的也趁机寒暄一些，很自然的就想起我first year的很多很多片段…
2010/2/7，第一次参与MMK的义工活动，承洁办得有声有色，还得了个“易仙姑”的名堂！哈哈…说实在也看到不只是MMK的力量，做义工是任何人都可以参与的，而且，很有意义。有时我甚至还觉得，我做的好事真的很少，很多时候只是尽量过好自己的生活…
2010/2/9，Buddy Line Dinner！很高兴，吃了免费的一餐，其他人可别羡慕咯…哈哈哈！我记得Mei Ying和Yoke Mei交待我这个月多搞一次dinner，可是我现在已经滚回家了，所以，所以…唉…或许回KL再算？
2010/2/10，感动的生日晚餐…多谢Fanny和俊宏。大老远也跑来聚一聚，同时也花了一个晚上的时间在我身上，我记得你们回到家已经整凌晨四点钟…这次生日，让我感觉不一样。同是我算是牺牲了college朋友们的生日庆祝，看到仲正，汉良被整，我还在想我会不会被整，论人气都没他们高，不如溜开，过个平静的十二点钟…谢谢你们的一餐Chilli’s，没错，是Chilli’s。

2010/2/11，终于等到EM的dedication送到，我并没有送给所谓情人，只是买给自己和室友咯。样子看起来不错，包装十足满分！晚上就是outing的时候，有幸参与仲正，达隆，JoEe和Ken。一起庆祝我和仲正的生日咯…显掉，连生日都要跟你分，muack muacks！哈哈哈！记得当晚还在Gardens的TGI Friday’s高歌一曲，呵呵…我不想的。

2010/2/15，新年了咯！赌瘾十足的一个新年，之前我都不涉足赌局，今年玩得过瘾，只是，幸亏不是输很多。明知自己从小就没有赌运，哈哈！大年初一，当然是狠狠的拜年拿红包！还年轻咩…今年新年最期待的莫过于筹备已久的BBQ & Steamboat！大年初二，吃了很多，喝了更多，整个人醉倒，不想醒，吐也吐了，第二天早上依然清醒了…很过瘾的一个晚上，朋友们，原谅我的失礼啦。但当晚真是超赞，超棒，我看会当晚的照片还会很高兴…虽然我没有给予任何帮忙，但我们的同学会可真搞得越来越有声有色了！
2010/2/16，继续拜年。今年也是同时参与两gang朋友，就是婉仪他们，之前佛学会的一班朋友。一般能让我说很多话，花很多时间的一班好友，每次假期都出来见见面喝喝茶，享受无比。

2010/2/20，还在新年的mood。都算是最后一天了，趁机会到观音庙多拍几张照片留念。没错，我们是刻意到那里拍照的，哈哈！就这样新年又过了，每晚都很迟归，吃喝玩乐，完全在放假！
2010/2/24，没错是你，哈哈！哲伟！很偶然认识一位朋友，聊得天不算多，了解更不会深，只是算是蛮投契的。多谢你陪我度过一段我难过，心情复杂的时候，虽然我最后什么都没有得到，但谢了你的支持。你也是，加油咯！前面还有很多很多…很多很多！说到这里，差点忘了，回来回来。这天是“大摇”！大型摇篮手！今年算是比去年改进多了，音响好多了，歌曲数量也多了，只是深刻印象的并不多。希望看到更多“漂亮”的作品，同时这天也看到很多许媛婷的作品，蛮赞！欣赏ing。我自叹没那个能力，也没毅力，我甚至开始忘记十年前的我，开始动笔的自己…没错，我渐渐放弃了这个理想，因为我并没有争取过，我也明白…
还有莫名其妙的跟妍霓玩关系，当然，是开了个玩笑，多谢大家的关注，不管大家是抱着什么心态，真正关心，凑热闹等等的。说话要好好说，千万别说了些伤害别人的话，而自己懵然不知哦。人要成长，说话要技巧…
2010/2/27，很偶然帮忙了些CC在Mega Second Stove的摊子，虽然只是参与了一下，看到的都是，华人完全忽略其他种族的摊子…冷眼一下。但，我们都习惯这样吧…
2010/2/28，二月完毕了咯！来个自己完全没有参与的open floor，一切一切布置都没参与，我只是躲在房间，打开门时非常惊讶，我的天！要怎么走路，要怎么收拾…Open floor那天尽管别人怎么敲门，我也不打算打开，因为只有我一人在房，不好玩啦，哈哈哈！好奇的是，他们不只是在敲门，而好像是在撞门！吓到下…

2010/3/3，LG GD900 Crystal降临！兴奋！

2010/3/6-7，MMK Trip开跑。这次去的是马六甲，而且算是很尽兴的一次。玩A Famosa玩得很累，吃好料，逛Jonker Street，还有去clubbing叻！虽然只是一会。看到不会路的Alvin还会头痛一点，很好笑一下。这个trip安排得不错咯，有一群付出很多的朋友，所以成就了一切。
2010/3/7，MMK Trip过后还没回到马大就立刻出门了，迟来的达隆生日庆典，的确有点迟，不懂他介不介意，因为他当晚看起来不会很高兴pun…大个仔啦，gay president！哈哈！
2010/3/10，Alice In The Wonderland驾到！Mid Valley整个Centre Court都是隆重布置，我肯定就扑过去拍照咯，很多可爱的蘑菇，到最后，电影却不过如此…
2010/3/11，我@糖水哥哥。价钱不错，而且有好多选择，谢谢你带我到这间店，朋友！还巧遇东与哲！

2010/3/12，Alice In The Wonderland！我和3D的第一次。算是不错啦，只是，电影不是很精彩，而且还有些失望…玉婷，升级做PM了咯，虽然是我拉你去interview的，最后我自己却没中，唉…这个应该是个不错的体验！有些朋友都怕了你，不然就说你看起来串串酱，希望这次你会变个友善的聪明天使，天使？不要不要，友善又聪明就够了！哈哈！这个学期的study week你给一大堆的压力了，当然这些压力帮了我很多，不然我就是一堆烂泥了，懒惰到…成绩就先不说了，我怕，我担心。
2010/3/13，MATA Fair，与秀盈的一日游！我没有想到哪里旅行，只是看看，留意各个配套的价钱，结果还蛮吸引的，弄到我都好想去旅行，好久没有全家人去旅行了！唉…PWTC走了一整个下午，脚酸到…过后再去金河买衣，为了MATB II，结果真的花了不少钱，走了不少路，强！哈哈！感谢秀盈协力帮我选购衣服。下个学期你就没住在宿舍里了，outing肯定会少很多。感情方面，祝你顺顺利利啦。
2010/3/15，Festival Seni的Chinese Dance比赛！一群练习，筹备已久的dancer，终于登上大舞台表演比赛！我看到你们的精神和努力，虽然对赛果大跌眼镜，但我相信，在我们心目中，你们的确不只那个名次的！这一路听见你们的抱怨，正是你们投入的心机。很多时候结果并不代表一切，而这一期间你们渐增的友情或许更胜一切哦…或许可以发掘你们在这方面的兴趣和潜质，或许？

2010/3/19，MATB I，我与DSLR的第一晚！多谢达隆让我有机会参与这个盛宴，虽然我并非上台领奖的…我想，我应该没有那么一天吧。至于我会到现场，是因为我是半个official的摄影师吧，对，只是半个。MATB I不是每个人都可以去的，真的。贡献和努力，才是此盛宴的passport。多谢崇文借他的宝贝相机Canon 1000D给我，我才有机会用，而我是第一次深深爱上DSLR的专业，不一样就是不一样！
2010/3/21，Festival Seni的Choir比赛，这次的努力不是很多，至少比起去年…
2010/3/22，比赛了！这张照片看不到我，哈哈…对赛果是非常失望，原来唱走音是可以拿奖的，我的一个启示。觉得很可笑，或许是我们不幸运吧，不要说实力不够，绰绰有余，真的，只是当我们做了些“主人”不满意的事情，或是没有达到“主人”很特定的要求。所以不要怀疑，我们是有那个能力的。接下来，有机会的话，肯定要在努力些，因为我们要做得不只是达到自己的要求，还要过得了别人那关。没错，这就是人生。
2010/3/24，进了马大后第一次的Industrial Visit。很突然的一个，很幸运的一次！哈哈…不然我想也没有这样的机会了。但是，或许我期待的不一样，这次去Ajinomoto好像是产品介绍会多点。我得到的知识，是更了解Ajinomoto的产品，而不是种种制造过程，等等更内在的东西。也明白啦，这些商业机密很难摊开出来介绍…至少我获得一些Q&A的答案，还有一堆产品。最喜欢的是Vono吧…其他并没有用上…
2010/3/26，MATB II终于到了！这次依然是去享受，看表演，拍照，吃喝…Hilton Hotel蛮不错的，我觉得。虽然我听到很多怨言。食物算是不错了咯，够大盘，味道也十足，虽然有点调味料过多的感觉，过后的口渴现象蛮严重的说。进Ballroom之前是华丽，进去过后也不错，这次的ballroom是宽型的，所以很多人不至于坐得太后，看不到舞台。这次的地点，少了外景，因为是在市中心的关系吧。还有，RM130++，我也觉得值得了。看到很多人用心的打扮出席，风光格外明媚，哈哈哈！希望明年依然有机会出席。多谢所有的committee，辛苦你们了！之前所有的筹备工作，还有当晚几乎是在忙的，过后还要搬上搬下收拾。
2010/3/27，Earth Hour，熄灯一小时。这次牵涉的人看起来的确不多，我只是想尝试一下。熄灯的工作，或许也不算是工作吧，我只是走走路，再关关灯…希望这样的活动会有多些人响应，它要带出来的信息，不只是纯粹在那一小时关“灯”。很明显，它提醒我们尽力量节省电源。如果想到工厂会在那小时里浪费很多能量，那也可以算一算如果继续操作一小时，会用掉多少能量，如果结果是不值得，不应该的，那就别停止了。这是一份精神和支持而已，响应是好的，当然一切一切都有专业人士在，算清楚，衡量过，值得或应该的话才去做啦，冷眼。最重要的是，我们看到最终最终的目的，想尽各个方式拯救地球…很多年前MJ就已经在唱“Earth Song”，可是我们到现在依然是这样。停止电源，相信这个规模应该还不会是很大的，不会到政府停止电源的阶段吧，所以我们是不是不应该像的那么远，做我们有能力，或应该做的？
2010/3/31，我的Critical Thinking Term Paper终于完成打印。拖了很久的一份功课…累。
2010/4/3，我的电话终于回来了，还特地跑去Jalan Pudu的SkyNet办公室领回，一个人搭的士过去，十多块…简直疯狂，花了整个早上的时间。拿回来后还疯狂拆机，病态！救命…哈哈
2010/4/7，没错，Samsung INNOV8 i8510降临。很意外的败了这架机，看在他的超丰富功能，还有超低价。以为值得，怎知碰到二手机的问题，竟然要换ribbon，眼镜跌了一下，花了一笔。伤心和后悔（一点点），得到了教训。这是C905和INNOV8的合照，立见高下…
2010/4/9，Music Showcase@DTC。我和2 ND的一班朋友到现场支持，表演很多样化，音乐的一夜，丰富的体现，原来音乐有那么多面。而我，完全不会音乐…还握措手势。

2010/4/10，Study Week开始了，本学期课也上完了，太不用心了，逃太多课了…可是一切都没用了，书还是要温，街照样出，哈哈！
2010/4/12，Study Week再来steamboat！爽！这次还比较多人，读读书也要轻松下的，呵呵…
2010/4/14，欢迎来到Samsung Customer Service，Asia Jaya分行。第一次来到这里，可算是山长水远…德士也上了，最后很贵下，绕了几圈…过程不错，等了一下，看了几台大电视，喝几杯茶，下雨天还算不错啦。回的时候真的用走路的，走在高速公路旁，可以用疯狂来形容，漫长的一段路…第二次去有找永威一起，所以不至于那么闷，只是我记得，那天的雨，恐怖到！很狼狈的在高速公路旁等德士，而且是两个不会路的人！还有第三次呢，这次会路了，走路其实不会远，巴士也很方便的。突然想起当时我在新加坡的情况，不会路还要乱乱撞的感觉…不会，就摸到会咯。
2010/4/15，Sushi King时间！RM2一碟，不去就错过了咯，这次很偶然的和senior们一起出去，少有哦。
2010/4/17，庆祝在和生日咯，当晚也玩得不错的，还有些恶心的场面…哈哈！

2010/4/18，PC Fair！基本上我也没买到很多东西，到处去看价钱罢了，然后很“突然”的拍照起来。只是他们用DSLR，我用的是，手机。唉…不错的经验，以前我都不会这样。怪只怪现在的PC Fair卖的不只是科技产品，还有很多一炮而红的Shooter Girls。多谢Lulu，崇望和Hocky咯，哈哈！个个疯狂到…哈哈！

接下来就是考试的时候，我睡不够的时候，考试的前一晚肯定失眠，不知为什么。而且想的都不是考试的东西，而是接下来的事情。在床上不管翻滚多久，最后也只是睡得两三小时。Electronics第一张，也是我努力最少的。第二张Control Engineering，我紧张到傻掉，我以为我花了那么多时间，结果会不一样，可是当天的考题非常之欠扁，为什么要这样耍我们？唉…第三张，使我读到有点绝望的Dynamics。死过一次，这次真的没什么心机去温，不知他会出些什么样的问题。拿到问卷，看见比去年简单的题目，希望这次会过得了关。第四张Product Design，我继续失眠，而且是完全没有睡的那种。看到考卷依然有种被玩的感觉，我跳过的就是他出的，我的天。我真的无言了整天，心情很低落，连看Iron Man 2都乏味…好，收拾心情面对最后一张Numerical Methods and Statistics。没错，我真的感觉凶多吉少，因为看到Control Engineering他偏偏爱给我们意外的问题。这次也一样，意外，每题都答得一半一半，高兴吧！这么爱作弄我，冷眼。这个学期的分数，很有可能持续降低。救命。

第二宿舍的staylist，大家都知道，这个话题多敏感吧。我想说的是，不应该把自己的不平衡建立在别人身上，美凤是个严重的例子，不明白，明知道没答案，明知道不能改变什么，却依然垂死挣扎，如果真的有胜算，平反的话，不必做这些，我看到她被打扰的很折磨，找上门的人，你们要她给你们什么答复？她只不过是我们的batchmate，而且大家有眼见，“主人”是谁。而我们也很明白，这世界上很多东西很主观，工作时老板决定一切，上课考试时讲师是对的。这世界也是不公平的，我们都是人，为什么我生成这个样子，而他们却是那个样子；他们可以拿一百分，为什么我不能，或许我还更努力。很多事情需要从不同的角度来看，就好比刚才的例子，我比A努力和勤劳，可是成绩没他好，为什么？也许A暗地里比我努力十倍，而我不知；或是A本来就有天份，就只是这个原因；或是A和老师们的交情不错，等等，再等等的原因。我们每一个都是局外人，不清楚这一切怎么操作，当然，一个制度有好也有坏。我们希望改善，可是也要看我们有没有这个资格和身份，量力而为。还有一点，或许有一天我们有了那个身份和资格，想法又变得不一样了；几年后的我们，和现在的我们，双眼看到的东西是不一样的。住得到的，我自认十分之幸运，不管我被留下是有一定的原因，或是纯粹幸运，我觉得能住下来就要珍惜这个抢手的机会，为这里贡献些吧。至于几位申请不成功的朋友，我甚至觉得你们比我更有资格住下来，对自己有信心的话，这地方依然属于你的，机会肯定有，看争不争取而已，真的。不要在意别人怎么说，也没必要引起公愤。我看到很多个案，就是吸引注意力，最后结局依然一样，而且还弄到自己很讨厌这个地方，这些多余的情绪往往是自己制造出来的，看自己怎么看待这件事情，如果你希望日后依然很气愤这个地方，或你享受这种感觉，那，请继续。这个地方也没有很不好，一切都只是人为。而且很多人“喜欢去讨厌”。坦言我也是这种人，明白，也无解，也很好笑。庆幸的是，这次并没有去年那么激烈，不然我们可爱的代表会真的受到更多委屈。建议：寻找正确的发泄方式，因为，晦气说话会影响很多人；住外面是很多人喜欢的事，当初很多人都嫌弃住宿舍，不是吗？到头来还不是一样在争…住外面是一个全新的体验，学习凡事往好的一方面想。还有就是，抚心自问，我为什么被选，和，我为什么不被选。虽然不公平之尽，很多事情依然是有原因的。成长吧，想明白吧，改善吧。还有凡事可以一试，但自己可以做个最坏的心理准备，这样才不至于接受不来。

这个学期也看了很多电影。一开始的Cirque Du Freak: The Vampire’s Assisstant，Legion，Do You Heard About The Morgans，Ju-On 3: The White Ghost & Black Ghost，Percy Jackson: The Lightning Thief，72家租客，大兵小将，Alice In The Wonderlands，How To Train Your Dragon，Clash Of The Titans，未来警察，Toy Story 1 & 2 3D，越光宝盒，The Valentines，做人Being Human，Iron Man 2，叶问2等等，这些都是在电影院看的。钱，花得流水这样…

2010/5/6-7，婉华，嘉仪，振祥，我，四人游云顶！一开始还很无家可归的感觉，但最后选择了Highlands Hotel，不错高级的一间。很高兴的一个trip！玩了很多刺激的游戏，很多我本来打算永远都不碰的游戏。

2010/5/8-9，一年一度的CC Trip，很吃力的一次，也很有纪念价值，希望下次吸取了教训，会办得更出色！相信所有的出席者都会记得这个trip吧，有点survival的感觉。同时期间也发生了些问题，可以看到大家努力解决的精神。加油咯！

这个学期圆满结束，掌声鼓励鼓励！哈哈…过得蛮充实的，只是大部分时间都花在娱乐方面，很有可能，我接下来的人生就是这样，做做工，消消遣，花花钱，又过了一天。不像是那些有大志的人，高兴的过日子似乎就能满足我了…成功？应该离我很远。

在家过得很空闲，接下来应该要做什么呢。泰国的student mobility已经决定不去了，有点庆幸，因为看到新闻，曼谷是越来越乱，我也不想担心这么多了。错失了这次的机会，少了一张证书，但如果换回来的是自己的安全，家人的心安，我觉得还是值得的。怪只怪，我为什么就是选中这间大学，而曼谷就是这个时候在乱，有些事情是注定的…当我们解释不了的时候。

不知还有没有读到这里，终于写完了！整半年的事情，缩短过后，还是一样的长篇…感谢聆听，我弱弱的自白。下会见！

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Short Listing

Priority

How?

思考

Moving on

倒数

W.H.Y

Its all about the Money

Settled Down

想得到释放 只有投降

Inspire me

Sitting or Standing or Lying

Its over!

不算新的生活

Leave

Slap

一半

Forgetful

Week for studying

晴天

HD2 -> HD7

轻便

Settled

Tonight we're gonna

蠢顿一时

The: Sucker Punch

保持微笑

Weekend and... Holiday?

Britney is back: Femme Fatale!

Extreme Me

吵我

静止

Spoiler!

Gaga's Born This Way

玩翻了！

Tiny Update =)

E3

Monday! Busy like...

答案 (未完成)

Laugh me Out

One of a Kind

情侣的天

23's Day

Prelude

Back with the Photos

I'm not goin back!

FB on flood

Feelin' CNY

Learning, Get better

Home~

Deutsch?

Counting down to the Holiday

I must cheer up

Wrong Choice

Who's that fou?

Is it Monday?

Holiday-ed Me!

I'm Just too Holiday

I m so Genting!

Chances!

grayish

Plan in a Sudden

Intern!!

Faster WiFi Please!

Before Sleeping...

Dried

11.01.11~ LOL

Coz, I'm Free

Moviezz Weekends

Here with Me

Get in HD2

Its Two O One One!

解脱，不了

一半的我

迟来的：SG录

iPod Touch & me

不空白的半年

想得到释放只有投降